daniel6616
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I'm sorry if this is the wrong section, feel free to move it. This is going to be a report of an interesting trip i had on dxm yesterday. I'll give some background info first. I'm 25 and live in southern california (la area), I work at an aircraft production factory and live with my grandparents. I have 6 years of experience with marijuana, i've done shrooms twice, used to drink heavily (recovering alcoholic), and am in complete love with opiates and benzos (norco/xanax). I'm not very good with conveying my feelings to people, i don't explain well, i'll try to be as clear and make as much sense as possible. On to the trip report......
3pm -- I waited for 3pm specifically because i wanted my grandparents out of the house, as i was planning on taking my largest dose to date 690mg. I drank 2 bottles of robitussin max, took about 20 sec (i love the taste).
3:10 - 3:20 -- About this time i felt the come up, slight disassociation, slight euphoria, and some jello feeling in the legs (my favorite effects, this is my ideal spot to be for functional tripping)
3:30 -- It hit sooo hard, at almost exactly 3:30, i looked at the clock. I stood up to see if it was fully apparent, and it felt like gravity had collapsed on top of me. I was COMPLETELY disassociated, i couldn't feel my legs or arms whatsoever as well. Some dysphoria set it in for about a good 15 min. I stood up, don't remember walking to the bathroom (i had weird short blackouts) but i remember sitting on the toilet with my head in my hands, i just wanted to sit and close my eyes. I stood up and walked to the sink to splash some water on my face, nausea was very severe....
3:50 -- i left to walk back to my room (maybe 10 steps) and i was just panicked, i was of in no control of my thoughts but i remember thinking oh shit, what did i do?? i feel like dying, at this time death seemed enjoyable, not because i was horrified or didn't like my current state, it just seemed welcoming. I don't remember sitting at the computer, or going to facebook or youtube but when i came back to i was on facebook and music was playing on youtube. things started to smooth out, i stopped getting these blackouts, i was calmed, the sickness had been gone, i was more in my right mind, still high as hell but in control again.
4:30 -- it gets fun here. I layed down on my bed and kind of got lost in the trip. eyes closed, i enjoyed the CEV's and felt sort of like i could control them. I was laying for about 30 min and would open my eyes periodically and had tunnel vision, with everything not directly in front of my blinded by bright light.
5:15 -- i sat up, was more disassociated then i've ever been, felt like a 3rd person shooter game. I got up and realized my grandparents were home, thought to myself oh shit
i walked out there and immediately knew the robo walk was evident. I walked like a retard to the kitchen. stood in front of the sink while i tried to listen to my grandfather speak to me but his words were just garble, and my voice was slurred like i drank a fifth of 100 proof vodka. I just said "i'm feeling sick i'm gonna go lie down sorry" after i got a glass of coke zero. I waddled back to my room and sat at the computer.
5:45 -- I was loving it, as long as i wasn't anxious about someone seeing me. My fingers were jelly, it took almost 10 min to type my fb password correctly. I laid back on my bed after checking facebook with tech n9ne t9x playing (perfect for when your high). the dots on the ceiling were moving (stucco) and waving as i stared at them. The walls were breathing (like on shrooms) and the floor no longer there.....or so it seemed whenever i stood up. I fell asleep for a short time about 6:18 (give or take).
6:52 -- i woke up and looked at the clock, it was 6:52. i felt like the effects had peaked, and began to come down. i stood up and walked back out to the living room, my walking was better but i was still very weak with slow gait. I was ok to be in they're company now. my grandfather asked what was wrong and i told him i think i came into contact with a volatile chemical at work (i work in adhesive dept) i said i didn't have my safety equipment on today (true, i got written up).
7:30 -- i sat out in the living room, still very high but functional. I was watching TV (back to the future was on) and the television appeared smaller than it really was, the kitchen looked like it was 100's of feet away. I laid my head back and drifted out. my grandfather woke me up because i was snoring, and i felt really confused for a few min. about early 8pm i went back to my room and sent a txt to a friend to see if he wanted to smoke a blunt, he called me and i couldn't understand him on the phone so i just said hmu when you get home. He never did so i just smoked a bowl by myself.
8:30 -- I was stoned, still mildly high on dxm. The dxm effects at this point were overshadowed by the weed, i just felt really nice, slow, and happy. I went to bed at about 9pm, and slept all the way through the night. I'm writing this the following morning, i just took 300mg for a nice buzz. nothing major.
I LOVE DXM.... I've been using it for about 2 weeks and tripping almost daily. I don't plan to keep my use up like this because i know the damage it can do to your brain. I have a cognitive difference (PDD-NOS unspecified autism) my brain operates differently than most people, i get very very very good beneficial effects from DXM, during the afterglow its almost like i'm perfectly normal, that's a feeling i don't get often. I love it too much, i'm going to go back to being a full time stoner once i feel i'm acquainted enough with Dxm, then maybe use it once a week. I have a question, what would be a good medicinal dose to try and help with my bipolar like depression and social anxiety i get from being mildly autistic? Opiates help but i'm not going to fight fire with fire, i don't play around with opiates they're serious business.
all times are approximate. rounded up to nearest half hour
3pm -- I waited for 3pm specifically because i wanted my grandparents out of the house, as i was planning on taking my largest dose to date 690mg. I drank 2 bottles of robitussin max, took about 20 sec (i love the taste).
3:10 - 3:20 -- About this time i felt the come up, slight disassociation, slight euphoria, and some jello feeling in the legs (my favorite effects, this is my ideal spot to be for functional tripping)
3:30 -- It hit sooo hard, at almost exactly 3:30, i looked at the clock. I stood up to see if it was fully apparent, and it felt like gravity had collapsed on top of me. I was COMPLETELY disassociated, i couldn't feel my legs or arms whatsoever as well. Some dysphoria set it in for about a good 15 min. I stood up, don't remember walking to the bathroom (i had weird short blackouts) but i remember sitting on the toilet with my head in my hands, i just wanted to sit and close my eyes. I stood up and walked to the sink to splash some water on my face, nausea was very severe....
3:50 -- i left to walk back to my room (maybe 10 steps) and i was just panicked, i was of in no control of my thoughts but i remember thinking oh shit, what did i do?? i feel like dying, at this time death seemed enjoyable, not because i was horrified or didn't like my current state, it just seemed welcoming. I don't remember sitting at the computer, or going to facebook or youtube but when i came back to i was on facebook and music was playing on youtube. things started to smooth out, i stopped getting these blackouts, i was calmed, the sickness had been gone, i was more in my right mind, still high as hell but in control again.
4:30 -- it gets fun here. I layed down on my bed and kind of got lost in the trip. eyes closed, i enjoyed the CEV's and felt sort of like i could control them. I was laying for about 30 min and would open my eyes periodically and had tunnel vision, with everything not directly in front of my blinded by bright light.
5:15 -- i sat up, was more disassociated then i've ever been, felt like a 3rd person shooter game. I got up and realized my grandparents were home, thought to myself oh shit
i walked out there and immediately knew the robo walk was evident. I walked like a retard to the kitchen. stood in front of the sink while i tried to listen to my grandfather speak to me but his words were just garble, and my voice was slurred like i drank a fifth of 100 proof vodka. I just said "i'm feeling sick i'm gonna go lie down sorry" after i got a glass of coke zero. I waddled back to my room and sat at the computer. 5:45 -- I was loving it, as long as i wasn't anxious about someone seeing me. My fingers were jelly, it took almost 10 min to type my fb password correctly. I laid back on my bed after checking facebook with tech n9ne t9x playing (perfect for when your high). the dots on the ceiling were moving (stucco) and waving as i stared at them. The walls were breathing (like on shrooms) and the floor no longer there.....or so it seemed whenever i stood up. I fell asleep for a short time about 6:18 (give or take).
6:52 -- i woke up and looked at the clock, it was 6:52. i felt like the effects had peaked, and began to come down. i stood up and walked back out to the living room, my walking was better but i was still very weak with slow gait. I was ok to be in they're company now. my grandfather asked what was wrong and i told him i think i came into contact with a volatile chemical at work (i work in adhesive dept) i said i didn't have my safety equipment on today (true, i got written up).
7:30 -- i sat out in the living room, still very high but functional. I was watching TV (back to the future was on) and the television appeared smaller than it really was, the kitchen looked like it was 100's of feet away. I laid my head back and drifted out. my grandfather woke me up because i was snoring, and i felt really confused for a few min. about early 8pm i went back to my room and sent a txt to a friend to see if he wanted to smoke a blunt, he called me and i couldn't understand him on the phone so i just said hmu when you get home. He never did so i just smoked a bowl by myself.
8:30 -- I was stoned, still mildly high on dxm. The dxm effects at this point were overshadowed by the weed, i just felt really nice, slow, and happy. I went to bed at about 9pm, and slept all the way through the night. I'm writing this the following morning, i just took 300mg for a nice buzz. nothing major.
I LOVE DXM.... I've been using it for about 2 weeks and tripping almost daily. I don't plan to keep my use up like this because i know the damage it can do to your brain. I have a cognitive difference (PDD-NOS unspecified autism) my brain operates differently than most people, i get very very very good beneficial effects from DXM, during the afterglow its almost like i'm perfectly normal, that's a feeling i don't get often. I love it too much, i'm going to go back to being a full time stoner once i feel i'm acquainted enough with Dxm, then maybe use it once a week. I have a question, what would be a good medicinal dose to try and help with my bipolar like depression and social anxiety i get from being mildly autistic? Opiates help but i'm not going to fight fire with fire, i don't play around with opiates they're serious business.
all times are approximate. rounded up to nearest half hour
