The wonders of dxm
About 3 months ago i had my best drug experience ever. I was lookin around on the net reading up on stuff about drugs when i came accross a page saying that dxm was similar to ketamine and could be found in robitussin dx and it was OTC! I had some ketamine pills about a year ago and i lovvvved them. I got 9 n had eaten em within a week. Good thing they weren't easily accessable to me but i decided i wouldn't get any more because they were too nice. I hadn't smoked weed in about a week because i'd been starting to quit, but being a bit edgy and finding out about this dxm.... you can imagine my excitement. I went and bought the larger size bottle and figured for this occation i may as well get some smoke too.
Anyways i sat down in my room with my shot glass n started shotting the robotussin. I looked around on the net n found a good dosage for my weight that ended up being about 2/3 of the bottle. It went down easy at the start but soon became a struggle, i just had breaks n then had some more. i went n watched tv while i waited for it to start comming on n had a few ciggies. I felt a bit sick from the taste and it sitting in my gut, but it soon went away and i was feeling cruisy as. All nice and warm and fuzzy, but noises became really loud n i had to turn the tv down to a whisper. I just watched tv for a bit then came back in my room n talked with my mate. He was interested to know what it was like. The feeling just got more and more intense, and i had pretty crappy balance, bouncing off the walls as i walked. I just sat on my bed n talked and had a pipe and then bang, i started getting full body rushes, just like i used to on k. woohoo, this was awesome, i was just lying back and letting pleasure roll thru my whole body like a constant full body orgasm. Everything looked cartoony, and kind of soft, like everything was made of wax that was half melted. It kind of felt like i'd figure alice would have in wonderland.
Then something strange started happening. Well it didn't really 'start' happening, it was like it was always there but i'd never noticed it. It was as if everything i was seeing through my eyes was a movie. It seemed that everything i was doing, and ever had done in life, life as everyone knows it, is just one of the things we can do. In living our lives we are simply looking through a window, the window of life, and so consumed and engrossed in what we are participating in within our lives within that window that we don't even think to consider taking a conscious step back in our minds to allow us to realise it is a window we are looking through and that there are other windows too..... hell, nobody would even think to imagine that there was anything beyond life as we know it. I had taken that step back and could see through the other windows too. I was still talking but it was hard to concerntrate on the conversation and i kept drifting off into, we'll call it lala land. It was fully awesome! Although everything i was seeing here looked cartoony, everything in lala land was so crystal clear. I was both in this world talking to my mate and in lala land simultaniously. Where in this world you see with your eyes, in lala land u just feel through emotions, sense, and just know. You don't ponder or wonder about anything, because you know everything already. Everything seems to come together and make perfect sense. My consciousness was 15% in my body listening to my mate and 85% was off exploring this new found realisation. Everything around me was still happening but i wasn't focusing on it. I'd be looking at my mate and making up something quick to say to carry the conversation onwhile looking at this other world, just smiling and enjoying the total amazingness of it. I had full control over how much consciousness was in each world. I told my mate i wanted to just lay down by myself for a bit, so he left and i had another pipe and lay back.
The rushes got even more intense, and earlier when that had happened with my first go at k, i had been worried about it, not liking the intenseness of it, but as i experimented more i'd grown to love it, but i'd still have a limit to the intensity, too much would be scarey. This time i managed to just relax and let the rushes totally engulf me, it took a few attempts but finally i managed to keep calm enough. That was when the most amazing thing ever in my life happened. I was fully in lala land, kind of like dreaming, but i was awake and i didn't have a body, i was just present as a higher consciousness. I can't remember what exactely happened, but i know it was something truely significant and life changing. It was like everthing in lala land was ultimate truth and i knew everything about it, i didn't even have to think, i just knew already. It's like it put all loose ends of ideas in my head together to make perfect sense, but i don't remember how i put them together to make perfect sense now that i'm sober. There was no unhappiness, pain, greed or anything bad in lala land, just peace and beauty, a paradise. In normal life you're never satisfied, always doing something to satisfy yourself, but in lala land everything is perfect to your whim, and if it weren't it would change to what you want. I don't remember what i've learnt but i feel that i've learnt something important, and somehow feel wiser. It's like something in my brain still knows and remembers, i just can't recall it. I was probably in my room for about 20minutes, then the peak had worn off and i just felt nice and warm and fuzzy for the rest of the night and wondered in amazement at what had just happened.
During the night i was worried about getting addicted since it was so fantastic and readily available down the road, but i didn't feel like doing it again for a while. Its really potent powerful stuff and it's not meant to be taken often, i could feel it for a few days afterwards, and i could tell taking it often would soon turn me into a loony. Besides i would never want to risk building any kind of tolerance to wreak the chance of that magical feeling. I was constantly thinking about it for the next week, daydreaming and thinking about my trip and how awesome it was, trying to remember parts of it and just enjoying thinking about the experience.
I am so glad i had the dxm and would trade all my drug experiences for that one episode. It was the best and most powerful experience i've ever had, and it has changed my life in a most excellent way.
I was wondering if anyone else has had anything similar to this?
Take care.
About 3 months ago i had my best drug experience ever. I was lookin around on the net reading up on stuff about drugs when i came accross a page saying that dxm was similar to ketamine and could be found in robitussin dx and it was OTC! I had some ketamine pills about a year ago and i lovvvved them. I got 9 n had eaten em within a week. Good thing they weren't easily accessable to me but i decided i wouldn't get any more because they were too nice. I hadn't smoked weed in about a week because i'd been starting to quit, but being a bit edgy and finding out about this dxm.... you can imagine my excitement. I went and bought the larger size bottle and figured for this occation i may as well get some smoke too.
Anyways i sat down in my room with my shot glass n started shotting the robotussin. I looked around on the net n found a good dosage for my weight that ended up being about 2/3 of the bottle. It went down easy at the start but soon became a struggle, i just had breaks n then had some more. i went n watched tv while i waited for it to start comming on n had a few ciggies. I felt a bit sick from the taste and it sitting in my gut, but it soon went away and i was feeling cruisy as. All nice and warm and fuzzy, but noises became really loud n i had to turn the tv down to a whisper. I just watched tv for a bit then came back in my room n talked with my mate. He was interested to know what it was like. The feeling just got more and more intense, and i had pretty crappy balance, bouncing off the walls as i walked. I just sat on my bed n talked and had a pipe and then bang, i started getting full body rushes, just like i used to on k. woohoo, this was awesome, i was just lying back and letting pleasure roll thru my whole body like a constant full body orgasm. Everything looked cartoony, and kind of soft, like everything was made of wax that was half melted. It kind of felt like i'd figure alice would have in wonderland.
Then something strange started happening. Well it didn't really 'start' happening, it was like it was always there but i'd never noticed it. It was as if everything i was seeing through my eyes was a movie. It seemed that everything i was doing, and ever had done in life, life as everyone knows it, is just one of the things we can do. In living our lives we are simply looking through a window, the window of life, and so consumed and engrossed in what we are participating in within our lives within that window that we don't even think to consider taking a conscious step back in our minds to allow us to realise it is a window we are looking through and that there are other windows too..... hell, nobody would even think to imagine that there was anything beyond life as we know it. I had taken that step back and could see through the other windows too. I was still talking but it was hard to concerntrate on the conversation and i kept drifting off into, we'll call it lala land. It was fully awesome! Although everything i was seeing here looked cartoony, everything in lala land was so crystal clear. I was both in this world talking to my mate and in lala land simultaniously. Where in this world you see with your eyes, in lala land u just feel through emotions, sense, and just know. You don't ponder or wonder about anything, because you know everything already. Everything seems to come together and make perfect sense. My consciousness was 15% in my body listening to my mate and 85% was off exploring this new found realisation. Everything around me was still happening but i wasn't focusing on it. I'd be looking at my mate and making up something quick to say to carry the conversation onwhile looking at this other world, just smiling and enjoying the total amazingness of it. I had full control over how much consciousness was in each world. I told my mate i wanted to just lay down by myself for a bit, so he left and i had another pipe and lay back.
The rushes got even more intense, and earlier when that had happened with my first go at k, i had been worried about it, not liking the intenseness of it, but as i experimented more i'd grown to love it, but i'd still have a limit to the intensity, too much would be scarey. This time i managed to just relax and let the rushes totally engulf me, it took a few attempts but finally i managed to keep calm enough. That was when the most amazing thing ever in my life happened. I was fully in lala land, kind of like dreaming, but i was awake and i didn't have a body, i was just present as a higher consciousness. I can't remember what exactely happened, but i know it was something truely significant and life changing. It was like everthing in lala land was ultimate truth and i knew everything about it, i didn't even have to think, i just knew already. It's like it put all loose ends of ideas in my head together to make perfect sense, but i don't remember how i put them together to make perfect sense now that i'm sober. There was no unhappiness, pain, greed or anything bad in lala land, just peace and beauty, a paradise. In normal life you're never satisfied, always doing something to satisfy yourself, but in lala land everything is perfect to your whim, and if it weren't it would change to what you want. I don't remember what i've learnt but i feel that i've learnt something important, and somehow feel wiser. It's like something in my brain still knows and remembers, i just can't recall it. I was probably in my room for about 20minutes, then the peak had worn off and i just felt nice and warm and fuzzy for the rest of the night and wondered in amazement at what had just happened.
During the night i was worried about getting addicted since it was so fantastic and readily available down the road, but i didn't feel like doing it again for a while. Its really potent powerful stuff and it's not meant to be taken often, i could feel it for a few days afterwards, and i could tell taking it often would soon turn me into a loony. Besides i would never want to risk building any kind of tolerance to wreak the chance of that magical feeling. I was constantly thinking about it for the next week, daydreaming and thinking about my trip and how awesome it was, trying to remember parts of it and just enjoying thinking about the experience.
I am so glad i had the dxm and would trade all my drug experiences for that one episode. It was the best and most powerful experience i've ever had, and it has changed my life in a most excellent way.
I was wondering if anyone else has had anything similar to this?
Take care.
