Computer_collector
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630mg of DXM, 2nd time, first real trip, "right is bright!" "left is deaf!"
All I can say is wow! what a trip! Let me give you a summary first. The title makes sense to me. its a real long story which I will explain in its entirely. first things first:
I weigh 65kg and am 5'8. I did 360mg last time, but it just made me feel as if I were drunk. that was the 2nd plateu. this time I went to 3rd!
anyways heres how it starts. I was playing Diablo2 with my bro. he played enough and went to sleep. I played a little more and chatted to two BLers. I looked at the time and it was 5:30 I told my friends its time for me to drink the robo. my parents were asleep for a while at that point. I went downstairs and measured 7 ounces of that vile red syrup in an 8 ounce measuring glass.
I then took a huge sip and chased it down with two huge sips of cold water to sooth the bitter taste of the robo. the first 4 ounces werent so hard to get down but my throat had enough and I gagged getting the last 3 swigs down
I hardly got all of it down and noticed there was a few drops left. I drank the last of it and it tasted especially bad. I guess I didnt wanna waste any!
I was shaking a little from nervousity and the antiprication. I then went upstairs to tell the two people I chatted to on AIM that im gonna eat gold fish crackers. I ate a whole bowl. then I drank a glass of milk but I noticed the milk tasted a little bitter. must be the bad aftertaste of robo. I had finished the robo at 6am and it was still dark outside.
at 6:15 I felt the first plateu hit me and felt flushed and sedated. I was real calm now and telling these 2 friends what I felt. I just sat and read the coin message boards waiting for the robo to hit me harder cause my stomach was still absorbing it. I could feel myself rising to the 2nd plateu at 6:30
I figured I better brush my teeth while I can which I did. it took 3 min at which I was getting dizzier and dizzier. I felt the same dizziness last time I did 360mg. at 6:50 am I was so dizzy I had to tell my online buddies that I was just gonna lay in bed and ride it out. I wasnt getting visuals at that point though. It was getting light outside though.
I layed on bed and at 7am I felt myself enter the 3rd plateu and my "heaviness" which consisted of a "drunk" feeling of diziness and mild headach lift! I was still dizzy but in a light headed sort of way. I felt like a new man! I was still laying on my bed looking at ceiling. I noticed the bathroom door looked quite narrow. I had to take a leak so I tried to get out of bed. I felt kinda numb and it took me like 30 seconds to get up from bed.
I robowalked to the bathroom at which I noticed I had a major body load but no OEV. I closed my eyes in bathroom and saw an intense strobe light effect. like black with flashing white lights, most bright at the parpheriarys(sp) of my vision. I robowalked back to bed and plopped down and closed my eyes. slowly I got an intense CEV which was a kelidelscope like pattern of purple shades lines with N-gon sides rotating clockwise. always clockwise. always moving to the right.
I opened my eyes and saw doubling on everything. that was due to my inability to fous on objects. I let my eyes wander around my room. the only OEV I noticed was the bathroom door looked narrow and the bed real short. I saw a yellow line floating on ceiling too. when I closed my eyes, as soon as I closed em, I saw a triple purple line for 1/2 second then a red blob that looked like a spaceship and it looked like it was made up of puzzle pieces with white lines. I saw another blob that looked like a man and then an alien.
I kept opening my eyes and closing em. I saw lots of visuals reminicent of space. I also felt a sension of a rollercoaster. my bed kept moving up, down and turning to the right. when I opened my eyes, everything was normal give a doubling. I had to take another leak(all that darn fluids) and felt real light when I got out of bed. I noticed someting precular: I could not make left turns! If I needed to move one degree to the left, that was impossible. my body wont bulge to the left. I could only move my neck an inch to the left. I had to turn to the right nearly 360 degrees everytime I wanted to see something.
when I finished taking a leak, I washed my hands and dryed them. I then turned right a little too much by mistake and couldnt reach the towels. I had to turn right all the way again to reach the towels. I had to turn right 270 degrees so I would now face the door and turn right 270 degrees again to close door and again and again as I made my way to my bed.
I then heard audio hallunications which
said "right is the way to go" repeating itself 100 times. I also started having mathmethical calculations process itself in my mind. like 17 times 17, 33 times 33, 67 times 67, always two same numbers multiplied and got weird answers such as 67x67=4949, 44x44=1606, 77x77=1749 39x39=3090 and some other errornous, silly answers. I then tried to do 67x89=4327 some random answer popped up that made no sense to me. I got tired of doing that math.
I kept checking what time it was when I opened my eyes. it was 8:20, 8:23, 8:29, time slowed down, at one point it went back from 8:48 to 8:44! I found that real weird! I also turned in my bed a little to the right each time I closed my eyes and had more CEV's I made a full cycle every like 15 min. everything went in circles, always to the right. I figured the world goes round, life goes round, the cycle is in circles, always to the right!
I then heard "right is boss, left is deaf" in my head many times. at that time I was at my peak at around 9am. then I heard "right is bright!", "leaf is deaf!" for the rest of my trip. I then started thinking a square of things, each corner represented a thought. one corner was about "right is bright!", "leaf is deaf!" the other about computers, a third about space and the 4th about the sension of my bed tilting in all directions.
at 10am, I got up to go online to tell whoever was online about my trip. one guy was on. I told him a little before I lost connection. I didnt bother signing online again and robowalked to the bathroom to take more leaks. I could still only turn to the right! I tried to make a left turn but my body wouldnt bulge! had to keep turning right so id face the "right" direction when I walked. I ran out of tissues so I went downstairs to get more, making right turns wherever I go.
when I went upstairs it felt like I was flying and jumping up! I saw no visuals though but liked the awesome body load!
when I went back to bed, I noticed the fan made a sound "bong" "bong" like a windmill and I looked at the ceiling it seemed to move slowly towards me as if they were clouds and the fan was the wind! I noticed the climate was too warm so I got out of bed and turned on the a/c to make it cooler! the fan then made a drumming sound which I didnt hear till I entered the room! it seemed to "circulate" life in my room as well.
I didnt see any melting though. you guys were right, robo is mostly a body load and a disossicative than a hallunicogen! I still felt a little tipsty turvy at noon and could hardly make left turns and when I made one, I felt dizzy and my head hurt. I had to move right twice to correct this "problem" 2pm I had to "discard" the dreams of dreams before I could wake. at 4pm my after effects of the trip were over. I was still tired so I woke at 7pm! that pretty much sums it! If I left anything out, let me know!
[ 07 May 2002: Message edited by: Computer_collector ]
All I can say is wow! what a trip! Let me give you a summary first. The title makes sense to me. its a real long story which I will explain in its entirely. first things first:
I weigh 65kg and am 5'8. I did 360mg last time, but it just made me feel as if I were drunk. that was the 2nd plateu. this time I went to 3rd!
anyways heres how it starts. I was playing Diablo2 with my bro. he played enough and went to sleep. I played a little more and chatted to two BLers. I looked at the time and it was 5:30 I told my friends its time for me to drink the robo. my parents were asleep for a while at that point. I went downstairs and measured 7 ounces of that vile red syrup in an 8 ounce measuring glass.
I then took a huge sip and chased it down with two huge sips of cold water to sooth the bitter taste of the robo. the first 4 ounces werent so hard to get down but my throat had enough and I gagged getting the last 3 swigs down
I hardly got all of it down and noticed there was a few drops left. I drank the last of it and it tasted especially bad. I guess I didnt wanna waste any!
I was shaking a little from nervousity and the antiprication. I then went upstairs to tell the two people I chatted to on AIM that im gonna eat gold fish crackers. I ate a whole bowl. then I drank a glass of milk but I noticed the milk tasted a little bitter. must be the bad aftertaste of robo. I had finished the robo at 6am and it was still dark outside.
at 6:15 I felt the first plateu hit me and felt flushed and sedated. I was real calm now and telling these 2 friends what I felt. I just sat and read the coin message boards waiting for the robo to hit me harder cause my stomach was still absorbing it. I could feel myself rising to the 2nd plateu at 6:30
I figured I better brush my teeth while I can which I did. it took 3 min at which I was getting dizzier and dizzier. I felt the same dizziness last time I did 360mg. at 6:50 am I was so dizzy I had to tell my online buddies that I was just gonna lay in bed and ride it out. I wasnt getting visuals at that point though. It was getting light outside though.
I layed on bed and at 7am I felt myself enter the 3rd plateu and my "heaviness" which consisted of a "drunk" feeling of diziness and mild headach lift! I was still dizzy but in a light headed sort of way. I felt like a new man! I was still laying on my bed looking at ceiling. I noticed the bathroom door looked quite narrow. I had to take a leak so I tried to get out of bed. I felt kinda numb and it took me like 30 seconds to get up from bed.
I robowalked to the bathroom at which I noticed I had a major body load but no OEV. I closed my eyes in bathroom and saw an intense strobe light effect. like black with flashing white lights, most bright at the parpheriarys(sp) of my vision. I robowalked back to bed and plopped down and closed my eyes. slowly I got an intense CEV which was a kelidelscope like pattern of purple shades lines with N-gon sides rotating clockwise. always clockwise. always moving to the right.
I opened my eyes and saw doubling on everything. that was due to my inability to fous on objects. I let my eyes wander around my room. the only OEV I noticed was the bathroom door looked narrow and the bed real short. I saw a yellow line floating on ceiling too. when I closed my eyes, as soon as I closed em, I saw a triple purple line for 1/2 second then a red blob that looked like a spaceship and it looked like it was made up of puzzle pieces with white lines. I saw another blob that looked like a man and then an alien.
I kept opening my eyes and closing em. I saw lots of visuals reminicent of space. I also felt a sension of a rollercoaster. my bed kept moving up, down and turning to the right. when I opened my eyes, everything was normal give a doubling. I had to take another leak(all that darn fluids) and felt real light when I got out of bed. I noticed someting precular: I could not make left turns! If I needed to move one degree to the left, that was impossible. my body wont bulge to the left. I could only move my neck an inch to the left. I had to turn to the right nearly 360 degrees everytime I wanted to see something.
when I finished taking a leak, I washed my hands and dryed them. I then turned right a little too much by mistake and couldnt reach the towels. I had to turn right all the way again to reach the towels. I had to turn right 270 degrees so I would now face the door and turn right 270 degrees again to close door and again and again as I made my way to my bed.
I then heard audio hallunications which
said "right is the way to go" repeating itself 100 times. I also started having mathmethical calculations process itself in my mind. like 17 times 17, 33 times 33, 67 times 67, always two same numbers multiplied and got weird answers such as 67x67=4949, 44x44=1606, 77x77=1749 39x39=3090 and some other errornous, silly answers. I then tried to do 67x89=4327 some random answer popped up that made no sense to me. I got tired of doing that math.
I kept checking what time it was when I opened my eyes. it was 8:20, 8:23, 8:29, time slowed down, at one point it went back from 8:48 to 8:44! I found that real weird! I also turned in my bed a little to the right each time I closed my eyes and had more CEV's I made a full cycle every like 15 min. everything went in circles, always to the right. I figured the world goes round, life goes round, the cycle is in circles, always to the right!
I then heard "right is boss, left is deaf" in my head many times. at that time I was at my peak at around 9am. then I heard "right is bright!", "leaf is deaf!" for the rest of my trip. I then started thinking a square of things, each corner represented a thought. one corner was about "right is bright!", "leaf is deaf!" the other about computers, a third about space and the 4th about the sension of my bed tilting in all directions.
at 10am, I got up to go online to tell whoever was online about my trip. one guy was on. I told him a little before I lost connection. I didnt bother signing online again and robowalked to the bathroom to take more leaks. I could still only turn to the right! I tried to make a left turn but my body wouldnt bulge! had to keep turning right so id face the "right" direction when I walked. I ran out of tissues so I went downstairs to get more, making right turns wherever I go.
when I went upstairs it felt like I was flying and jumping up! I saw no visuals though but liked the awesome body load!
when I went back to bed, I noticed the fan made a sound "bong" "bong" like a windmill and I looked at the ceiling it seemed to move slowly towards me as if they were clouds and the fan was the wind! I noticed the climate was too warm so I got out of bed and turned on the a/c to make it cooler! the fan then made a drumming sound which I didnt hear till I entered the room! it seemed to "circulate" life in my room as well.
I didnt see any melting though. you guys were right, robo is mostly a body load and a disossicative than a hallunicogen! I still felt a little tipsty turvy at noon and could hardly make left turns and when I made one, I felt dizzy and my head hurt. I had to move right twice to correct this "problem" 2pm I had to "discard" the dreams of dreams before I could wake. at 4pm my after effects of the trip were over. I was still tired so I woke at 7pm! that pretty much sums it! If I left anything out, let me know!
[ 07 May 2002: Message edited by: Computer_collector ]
