psychedelic_lsd_me
Bluelighter
it all started one weekend while i was away at my moms house, i got there and the first thing i did was get some DXM syrup i drank the bottle for 2 days and had some fucked up days but even tho i had been dosing higher i was not ready for what would happen. i had taken the drug for granteed and it paid its toll on me, i just finished what was left of the DXM i had from earlier i go to shoppers fucked up smoke a spliff on my way there , bought 2 bottles of the cough caps aka *robo caps* and went home.
it was arond 11:30pm and i start eating the caps 3 every 3 minutes.
12:00AM : i have eaten one bottle so far time for the next
12:30 i finish them off and am feeling rather queezy
20 mins later i remember saying to myself what the fuck have i jsut gotten myself into , im feeling sick and i havent even started feeling nothin an hour later i was thinking to myself it is gunna hit me like a brick .the only reason i was thinking that is because i had read a report on erowid where that happend to someone and sure enough it had happend to me, i retired to my room in a dizzy state and than i layed back in the dark than i decided to get up and as i did i noticed the robo walk! i had forgotten this side effet and found it scary as fuck for the entire trip.
im still in my room and I have lost all control of everything there ever was and have been , i was simply no one i was only particles , i had herd a noise but i think it was all in my head but these voices if thats even what they were they hadnt stopped and than i stared to notice my crazy visuals but it was to much all of a sudden i awake and i was walking around and i remember thinking wtf is going on i swear i was just in my bed , this continued throughout the night.
i remember i felt as if tehre was a presence in the room with me wich i now think it was me
i remember being outside and i felt myself and i had on no close thank god it was only 2 in the morning.
i went inside - speachless- i had no voice , i had nothing. i had a case of drug induced phycosis ,but at the time i had no idea . i thought i had lost it for good but then i herd a voice that said *let it all go* right then i knew it , i was dying (not rlly but i thought i was)
i had seen this image of a girl but i couldnt make out her face or her name, i couldnt understand, letters,numbers,words,thoughts. it was all broken down to the point where it overloaded my head with useless shit , i thought i had to let go and face what ever it was that was waiting for me.
right then and there at that moment i saw everything , but none of it makes sense still to this day , i ask myself what it all means but i figure when i figure it out ill know i figured it out if u know what i mean. after that night i was never the same , i look at life as a big question , and that one day we will all find the answer , might not be soon but when we do we will all know.
i have removed myself from the people that i have normaly hung out with so i could do better with my life and taht night is a big part of my life even if i pay the consequenses today.
while i was tripping i had visions of hacked up people and i had thought i did that to them and i tried to figh it and go to sleep but the power was to strong.
i hope no one ever has a trip like this , it is just to much for ones soul.
it was arond 11:30pm and i start eating the caps 3 every 3 minutes.
12:00AM : i have eaten one bottle so far time for the next
12:30 i finish them off and am feeling rather queezy
20 mins later i remember saying to myself what the fuck have i jsut gotten myself into , im feeling sick and i havent even started feeling nothin an hour later i was thinking to myself it is gunna hit me like a brick .the only reason i was thinking that is because i had read a report on erowid where that happend to someone and sure enough it had happend to me, i retired to my room in a dizzy state and than i layed back in the dark than i decided to get up and as i did i noticed the robo walk! i had forgotten this side effet and found it scary as fuck for the entire trip.
im still in my room and I have lost all control of everything there ever was and have been , i was simply no one i was only particles , i had herd a noise but i think it was all in my head but these voices if thats even what they were they hadnt stopped and than i stared to notice my crazy visuals but it was to much all of a sudden i awake and i was walking around and i remember thinking wtf is going on i swear i was just in my bed , this continued throughout the night.
i remember i felt as if tehre was a presence in the room with me wich i now think it was me
i remember being outside and i felt myself and i had on no close thank god it was only 2 in the morning.
i went inside - speachless- i had no voice , i had nothing. i had a case of drug induced phycosis ,but at the time i had no idea . i thought i had lost it for good but then i herd a voice that said *let it all go* right then i knew it , i was dying (not rlly but i thought i was)
i had seen this image of a girl but i couldnt make out her face or her name, i couldnt understand, letters,numbers,words,thoughts. it was all broken down to the point where it overloaded my head with useless shit , i thought i had to let go and face what ever it was that was waiting for me.
right then and there at that moment i saw everything , but none of it makes sense still to this day , i ask myself what it all means but i figure when i figure it out ill know i figured it out if u know what i mean. after that night i was never the same , i look at life as a big question , and that one day we will all find the answer , might not be soon but when we do we will all know.
i have removed myself from the people that i have normaly hung out with so i could do better with my life and taht night is a big part of my life even if i pay the consequenses today.
while i was tripping i had visions of hacked up people and i had thought i did that to them and i tried to figh it and go to sleep but the power was to strong.
i hope no one ever has a trip like this , it is just to much for ones soul.
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