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DXM/600MGS. Bad Trip

newbie101

Greenlighter
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Aug 1, 2014
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Okay so last night was my first trip ever on anything. Ive smoked weed and drank before but nothing like this. I did not know what i was getting into.

I did alot of research on it and decided i wanted to lighty hit 3rd plat. I bought 40 gel caps 15mg. I started at 10pm And finished taking them at 10:30pm. I was just expecting to just close my eyes and trip a little.

About 45min to an hour I noticed major skipping when turning my head. Next thing I remember is my eyes getting tired so I laid down in the dark and started trippin about different colored blobs and one was the queen. During the whole trip I was thinking I remember this (which is weird because I saw a video of a kid trippin on it saying the same thing). Also during the whole trip I just wanted it to end. Now Idont know why..

But I finnaly open my eyes an hour or so later after thinking it was never going to end. I turn on a lamp in my motel room and look around and was just lost. Nothing looked the same. I get up to pee amazed about how I was walking. Hugging the wall to move around and feeling kinda stupid.

In my bathroom I kind of make out 2 people but not really (im alone by the way). I wanted to talk to them but I couldnt (after that I never saw them again) the whole room looked different and kinda scary. Everything was overwhelming.

I tried to lay back down and close my eyes but when I tried my legs shook so bad I thought I was having a seizure. So I decided to just keep my eyes openin this screwed up world and managed to convince myself back to reality. And I said out loud "I was not just here what the fuc*. But in a second things went back to screwed up world. The whole time I was thinking things are never going back tonormal. And paparanoid. It was all to overwhelming for me. I was definitely not expecting that and wish I did a smaller dose for my first time.

I dont know if im gunna try this again because it was all just so messed up. Especially looking at myself in the mirror. But during the whole time all I could think was Ive been here before and felt this exact same way but ive never tripped before. It really has me wondering. Over all it was scary because I was not expecting all that.
 
If you have any questions please feel free to ask. I didnt go into much detail. But the main things are were that I was paranoid, feeling that trip before, and feeling trapped in that screwed up world.
 
Nostalgia is a pretty common feeling on any dissociative. Especially with DXM and MXE in my opinion. I haven't robotripped since high school, but I remember listening to Nas' Illmatic album on repeat, and just feeling like I was in Queensbridge with nas as he wrote the album, even though I was listening to it. Dissociatives are weird, but thats what they do, is dissociate you.
 
As I read this I was able to completely visualize the situation and let me tell you, it ain't pretty. 600mgs is IMO way too high a dose for a first timer, especially to someone as drug naive as you were. I found 350mgs more than enough my first time and the experience still wasn't quite pleasant. I went through a small phase where I used DXM semi-frequently (maybe 10-15 uses in a 2-3 month period) and to be honest I don't understand why I kept doing it, DXM just makes me feel like a retarded, numb robot on auto-pilot with a speech impediment lol. Low end doses were tolerable I guess, 200-300mg doses provide some nice music appreciation and mild euphoria without disabling the user but it's still not entirely pleasant. I never really liked dissociatives though with the exception of IM ketamine.

If I were you I wouldn't bother with DXM again, It sounds you didn't have a pleasant time at all so why risk it again? If you do though definately lower your dose. If your interested in the world of tripping you should try some mushrooms, LSD, or better yet 4-aco-dmt (a rather friendly psilocin analog purchased through the internet), just dose on the lower end and work your way up. You can skim through "psychedelic drugs" for more info on these drugs as well as DXM to compare your reactions to others. Welcome to bluelight :)
 
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