thetrixdj
Bluelighter
1062mg Agent Lemon DXM
I origanaly posted this over on DanceSafe under thd Dissociatives section. I just thought some of you over here would also like to read it.
I'm going to try the best I can here to remember everything that happened...the stength of this trip was unexpected so I was ill prepaired. There were alot more things that happened, but I can't remember them all.
~5PM Ingeted 4 500mg Vitamin C pills
~11PM Ingested Agent Lemon aprox. 1060mg DXM
~~~~~ Equal to about 18mg/kg
~11:10PM Ingested 4 500mg Vitamin C pills
I began to watch Memento. I always like to start my trips off by watching a movie. It's fun to see what DXM lets you see and hear from the screen. The movie always seems different but you can't quite explain what it is. About 20 minutes into the move it hit me like a ton of bricks. "Whats been happening in the movie," I started to ask myself. It seemed like I was becoming like him, not being able to remember, or just choosing not to remember. Every time it went to another day before It was all new to me, like the day after never existed. (If you've seen the movie you'll understand the way in which it is filmed, if you haven't seen it go rent it you won't be dissapointed.) As the movie proggressed I became more and more a part of it, by the end I was almost convinced I was Leonard. The movie seemed to go on for ever but ended so abruptly. It left me with a "That was it!" feeling.
**What happend after he wrote on the back of that photo and took the Jag?...I forgot. Now, how do I shut off my dvd player and tv?...relax now don't get frustrated...there i got it...now to turn on some music...remember hit the bottom green button.**
I layed on my couch and my cat, a grey and black medium-hair tabby, came in the room an layed at my feet. I started to drift off. I started to melt into the couch.
**watch it now don't pass out**
**wait somethings not right where's my cat**
I could feel her on my feet soft and breathig slowly, but I couldn't see her. I went to reach out and touch her.
**wait a second where's my arm,
I can't see my arm.**
The thing was I could see everything else in my room. My dresser across from me with all of my videos and book, my legs, athe back of the couch to my left, aand my TV and stereo to my right. As I moved my head the room moved like one of those virtual 3D internet tours of a room. With a little effort I was even able to zoom in closer to objects.
**now where is my cat and my arm**
Istead of reaching for my cat I reached for my eyes.
**WTF!!**
They where closed, so I foced them open. Sure enough my hand apeard in front of my face and my cat was still down at my feet.
I allowed myself to drift off again, melting into the couch. On my floor I had this blanket. It was a grey and black cat print blanket, showing like 6 differnt cats with there names next to them. I put the blanket on the floor just in case for some reason I ended up laying on the floor. It's much more comfortable than cold ass tile.
I began to feel like I was submerged in a thick liquid. I think a Dave Seaman mix was on.
**Is this what it felt like in my mothers womb?**
The music wasn't muffled it was "DEEP" it had so many layers that complemented each other. I seemed like I could place myself into the layers.
My cat jumped down of the couch and layed on the blanket. This unexpected movement brought me out of the music and I was slowly pushed up through the liquid into the air.
**Damn Cat!!!**
The blanket became interesting to me, I appeared to wave as if it were a lake gently lapping at the shores of my couch. I continued to stare and melted away again.
**How much time has passed?**
**I want to pet my cat, where is she?
I couldn't see he on the blanket anymore.
**Maybe she left the room, damn, maybe my eyes are closed, let me try something.**
I slithered onto the floor, head first, like a gecko climbing down a tree to the ground. I betting if someone was watching me it would had looked a lot less gracefull, but thats what it felt like. I sat there and looked at the cat prints for a while.
**Ok, lets try this. Remember you've go three tries to guess which print is the real cat. If you don't find her in three tried she will be forever traped in the blanket.**
"Remember you've got three tries," how the hell did this get into my mind. How ever it did, I was totally convinced this was true.
I reached out to one...nothing but a hand full of blanket. I sat and thought for a while. I reached out for another. Agian, nothing but blanket. I sat and thought a while longer. I started to reach out for another...
**STOP!!!**
Something caught the corner of my eye. I reached out to what I saw in the far left corner and got a handfull of fur.
**Thank God FUR!!!**
She slowly materialized in front of my eyes. I decided then to lay my head next to her and drift off as I listened to her breath. The liquid again came and swollowd me. A black dot apeared in mid-air and started to grow like an embryo, doubling in size every few seconds. I eventually envloped me and the entire room. I was completely alone with my thoughts.
**Don't Sleep**
The blackness began to retreat, and dissapeared into the same point it started from. I slowly rose out of the liquid again. There were lights in front of my face. A pool of swirlling red, orange, green, and blue.
**What am I looking at, is so beautiful.**
I forced myself out of it. I was looking dead at my stereo's graphic EQ.
**Time to use the rest room**
I got up and stubbled across the hall to the bathroom. It's only 12ft from my door to the bathroom door but it seemed like 50ft. I did my business and took the trek back to my room.
**I'm tired**
I layed on my be to try to sleep.
**What are you doing? You know you won't be able to sleep.**
I allowed myself to drift further than ever before. Galaxies formed in front of me complete with solar systems. I watched whole civilizations form and age. They begain to travel the stars and invited me along. I was shown wormholes to the far reaches of our universe. Eventually they showed me the gateways to other universes. Then the blackness came. It slowly started swollowing universe after universe. Me and my fellow travalers tried to run but we came upon the last universe. All we could do was stand and watch as the wall of blackness approched. It swollowed everything.
**WAKE UP!!!**
It was morning, about 7am.
**Damn almost 7 hours and still going on strong**
I heard my sister in the living room and decided to go talk to her. I said something but it came out all jiberish and I growled showing my frustration. She laughed and asked, "you havin' fun?"
I managed a "yup"
**I'm thirsty.**
As I started to walk to the fridge trees and other plants started to grow over every thing in the house, then vanished.
I let out a scream, "WHY ARE TREE GROWING IN THE HOUSE?!"
My sister laughed again and said, "you might want to be quiet moms in her room, getting ready to go to work still."
I quickly slap my hand to my mouth.
**Damn, she's usually gone by now**
I got some water and headed directly back to my room. Aside from some douple vision my trip was pretty much over. Daylight ruined what ever was left of the trip. The body high lasted all day, though.
All in all it was a good trip with some really scary moments. Good thing I'm twisted enough to like scary trips.
[ 14 December 2001: Message edited by: thetrixdj ]
I origanaly posted this over on DanceSafe under thd Dissociatives section. I just thought some of you over here would also like to read it.
I'm going to try the best I can here to remember everything that happened...the stength of this trip was unexpected so I was ill prepaired. There were alot more things that happened, but I can't remember them all.
~5PM Ingeted 4 500mg Vitamin C pills
~11PM Ingested Agent Lemon aprox. 1060mg DXM
~~~~~ Equal to about 18mg/kg
~11:10PM Ingested 4 500mg Vitamin C pills
I began to watch Memento. I always like to start my trips off by watching a movie. It's fun to see what DXM lets you see and hear from the screen. The movie always seems different but you can't quite explain what it is. About 20 minutes into the move it hit me like a ton of bricks. "Whats been happening in the movie," I started to ask myself. It seemed like I was becoming like him, not being able to remember, or just choosing not to remember. Every time it went to another day before It was all new to me, like the day after never existed. (If you've seen the movie you'll understand the way in which it is filmed, if you haven't seen it go rent it you won't be dissapointed.) As the movie proggressed I became more and more a part of it, by the end I was almost convinced I was Leonard. The movie seemed to go on for ever but ended so abruptly. It left me with a "That was it!" feeling.
**What happend after he wrote on the back of that photo and took the Jag?...I forgot. Now, how do I shut off my dvd player and tv?...relax now don't get frustrated...there i got it...now to turn on some music...remember hit the bottom green button.**
I layed on my couch and my cat, a grey and black medium-hair tabby, came in the room an layed at my feet. I started to drift off. I started to melt into the couch.
**watch it now don't pass out**
**wait somethings not right where's my cat**
I could feel her on my feet soft and breathig slowly, but I couldn't see her. I went to reach out and touch her.
**wait a second where's my arm,
I can't see my arm.**
The thing was I could see everything else in my room. My dresser across from me with all of my videos and book, my legs, athe back of the couch to my left, aand my TV and stereo to my right. As I moved my head the room moved like one of those virtual 3D internet tours of a room. With a little effort I was even able to zoom in closer to objects.
**now where is my cat and my arm**
Istead of reaching for my cat I reached for my eyes.
**WTF!!**
They where closed, so I foced them open. Sure enough my hand apeard in front of my face and my cat was still down at my feet.
I allowed myself to drift off again, melting into the couch. On my floor I had this blanket. It was a grey and black cat print blanket, showing like 6 differnt cats with there names next to them. I put the blanket on the floor just in case for some reason I ended up laying on the floor. It's much more comfortable than cold ass tile.
I began to feel like I was submerged in a thick liquid. I think a Dave Seaman mix was on.
**Is this what it felt like in my mothers womb?**
The music wasn't muffled it was "DEEP" it had so many layers that complemented each other. I seemed like I could place myself into the layers.
My cat jumped down of the couch and layed on the blanket. This unexpected movement brought me out of the music and I was slowly pushed up through the liquid into the air.
**Damn Cat!!!**
The blanket became interesting to me, I appeared to wave as if it were a lake gently lapping at the shores of my couch. I continued to stare and melted away again.
**How much time has passed?**
**I want to pet my cat, where is she?
I couldn't see he on the blanket anymore.
**Maybe she left the room, damn, maybe my eyes are closed, let me try something.**
I slithered onto the floor, head first, like a gecko climbing down a tree to the ground. I betting if someone was watching me it would had looked a lot less gracefull, but thats what it felt like. I sat there and looked at the cat prints for a while.
**Ok, lets try this. Remember you've go three tries to guess which print is the real cat. If you don't find her in three tried she will be forever traped in the blanket.**
"Remember you've got three tries," how the hell did this get into my mind. How ever it did, I was totally convinced this was true.
I reached out to one...nothing but a hand full of blanket. I sat and thought for a while. I reached out for another. Agian, nothing but blanket. I sat and thought a while longer. I started to reach out for another...
**STOP!!!**
Something caught the corner of my eye. I reached out to what I saw in the far left corner and got a handfull of fur.
**Thank God FUR!!!**
She slowly materialized in front of my eyes. I decided then to lay my head next to her and drift off as I listened to her breath. The liquid again came and swollowd me. A black dot apeared in mid-air and started to grow like an embryo, doubling in size every few seconds. I eventually envloped me and the entire room. I was completely alone with my thoughts.
**Don't Sleep**
The blackness began to retreat, and dissapeared into the same point it started from. I slowly rose out of the liquid again. There were lights in front of my face. A pool of swirlling red, orange, green, and blue.
**What am I looking at, is so beautiful.**
I forced myself out of it. I was looking dead at my stereo's graphic EQ.
**Time to use the rest room**
I got up and stubbled across the hall to the bathroom. It's only 12ft from my door to the bathroom door but it seemed like 50ft. I did my business and took the trek back to my room.
**I'm tired**
I layed on my be to try to sleep.
**What are you doing? You know you won't be able to sleep.**
I allowed myself to drift further than ever before. Galaxies formed in front of me complete with solar systems. I watched whole civilizations form and age. They begain to travel the stars and invited me along. I was shown wormholes to the far reaches of our universe. Eventually they showed me the gateways to other universes. Then the blackness came. It slowly started swollowing universe after universe. Me and my fellow travalers tried to run but we came upon the last universe. All we could do was stand and watch as the wall of blackness approched. It swollowed everything.
**WAKE UP!!!**
It was morning, about 7am.
**Damn almost 7 hours and still going on strong**
I heard my sister in the living room and decided to go talk to her. I said something but it came out all jiberish and I growled showing my frustration. She laughed and asked, "you havin' fun?"
I managed a "yup"
**I'm thirsty.**
As I started to walk to the fridge trees and other plants started to grow over every thing in the house, then vanished.
I let out a scream, "WHY ARE TREE GROWING IN THE HOUSE?!"
My sister laughed again and said, "you might want to be quiet moms in her room, getting ready to go to work still."
I quickly slap my hand to my mouth.
**Damn, she's usually gone by now**
I got some water and headed directly back to my room. Aside from some douple vision my trip was pretty much over. Daylight ruined what ever was left of the trip. The body high lasted all day, though.
All in all it was a good trip with some really scary moments. Good thing I'm twisted enough to like scary trips.
[ 14 December 2001: Message edited by: thetrixdj ]
