danceofdays
Bluelighter
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- Dec 29, 2009
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For the last two years I have experienced a strange form of insomnia where my body, for the most part, refuses to get more than 6 or 7 hours of sleep on its own in a night. I usually smoke pot before bed which helps make me ready for sleep, but I can get to sleep fairly easily under most circumstances. However, I'll almost always wake up around six hours after I conk out, and be totally unable to get back to sleep even if I'm still physically and mentally fatigued or drowsy. Interestingly, my mother has the same issue, and has put up with it for a lot longer than I have.
I think the problem is related in part to morning anxiety, because I get "racing-thoughts" like crazy right after waking up, where I'll stress out about everything going on in my life and what I have to do that day. Getting out of bed and starting my routine gets rid of this anxiety, which I don't get at any other times of the day. For a while when I had a cache of oxazepam, I would go out and smoke a cigarette when I woke up and take half of a 15mg pill, and within half an hour be right back asleep and get those needed three or four extra hours. Also, when I took 1mg of clonazepam right before bed one night, I had a great 10-hour sleep and woke up feeling amazing. I've tried diphenhydramine and melatonin and both definitely put me to sleep, but they make me feel really physically drowsy when I wake up (early) and taking more after that happens doesn't always work and makes me nonfunctional.
I'm sure this is a pretty common problem but I'm curious if it's worth going to a doctor about, and what kind of drugs he might prescribe. I've never been diagnosed with any kind of anxiety disorder so I doubt it would be benzos, but that's fine since I really just want this problem to go away. If anyone has any non-pharmaceutical or OTC tips they would be greatly appreciated too. Thanks a bunch.
I think the problem is related in part to morning anxiety, because I get "racing-thoughts" like crazy right after waking up, where I'll stress out about everything going on in my life and what I have to do that day. Getting out of bed and starting my routine gets rid of this anxiety, which I don't get at any other times of the day. For a while when I had a cache of oxazepam, I would go out and smoke a cigarette when I woke up and take half of a 15mg pill, and within half an hour be right back asleep and get those needed three or four extra hours. Also, when I took 1mg of clonazepam right before bed one night, I had a great 10-hour sleep and woke up feeling amazing. I've tried diphenhydramine and melatonin and both definitely put me to sleep, but they make me feel really physically drowsy when I wake up (early) and taking more after that happens doesn't always work and makes me nonfunctional.
I'm sure this is a pretty common problem but I'm curious if it's worth going to a doctor about, and what kind of drugs he might prescribe. I've never been diagnosed with any kind of anxiety disorder so I doubt it would be benzos, but that's fine since I really just want this problem to go away. If anyone has any non-pharmaceutical or OTC tips they would be greatly appreciated too. Thanks a bunch.