Drugs and a relationship

[cthalord]

I have a known problem with powdered drugs. So I was just wondering if anybody has had this problem, and how they progressed passed it?
I had a job with my step dad for a little and met a guy with whom I worked with and he was always flush with cash and once I asked him if all his profit was legit, he asked if I wanted to work in his "field" of work, so I took him up on this offer to make some extra cash and wound up selling the most legit MDMA of anyone in our valley. One night I was feeling pretty awesome, since I had sold a lotta product, and decided to brag to my girl and her friends about how much extra profit I was making through this guy. Once they all found out I was the source, through my own stupidity, I started to let these girls fuck each other, my girlfriend included, for free Molly as long as I could watch and join whenever I wanted. Which, trust me, I took more than advantage of but now I have a much better paying job and want to get serious with my original girlfriend but all she can think about is orgies with other girls squirting everywhere. So do I just carry on and let her get over all the other shit, or just say fuck it and try to start with another girl I actually love.

 

[Speed King]

I'd personally try to salvage the relationship. I could deal with those issues.

 

[pofacedhoe]

hard to respect people in terms of being relationship material who have sex for free drugs, its basically prostitution.

you did cause this yourself though

 

[motiv311]

you need to respect the person your with,,, its so wrong that it makes me horny... Set me up with your GF if you decide to break up ... she sounds like a freak-

 

[Speed King]

Alright, now I'm rethinking this. If the only reason she likes you is for Drugs then dump her ass. If it started kind of sketchy, but you can now say you two love each other, than go for it.

 

[llama112]

So you like the "original girlfriend". When did you start dating her? Was this before or after what happened with the other girlfriend and were you dating the two at once?
Sorry, I am a bit confused.

 

[cthalord]

I apologize for taking so long to reply, the girl whom I was speaking of let me take her on vacation to Hawaii and we literally had the best time of our lives. We landed in Maui, airport OGG. And we picked up our rental car and stopped in Kahalui for a bite to eat and first thing she asks is if we have any drugs, to which I reply no. So we ended up finding some "ice," which as soon as she convinced me I tried to smoke some "ice" which I knew was meth, I literally came all over her as soon as I tried it. But I knew, and she knew from here on out that she was my one and only! We love to adventure, and yeah our past was interesting but it's something that we laugh upon now. So now that we're home and I know that she loves me, I want to have another girl or guy in our bedroom to watch us have sex!

 

[LianeJones]

I apologize for taking so long to reply, the girl whom I was speaking of let me take her on vacation to Hawaii and we literally had the best time of our lives. We landed in Maui, airport OGG. And we picked up our rental car and stopped in Kahalui for a bite to eat and first thing she asks is if we have any drugs, to which I reply no. So we ended up finding some "ice," which as soon as she convinced me I tried to smoke some "ice" which I knew was meth, I literally came all over her as soon as I tried it. But I knew, and she knew from here on out that she was my one and only! We love to adventure, and yeah our past was interesting but it's something that we laugh upon now. So now that we're home and I know that she loves me, I want to have another girl or guy in our bedroom to watch us have sex!

I know it's quite good to maintain a relationship as you discussed in your message. But my friend, tell me, at the end of your paragraph why you have told that you want some other guy who can catch all your sex activities. Do, you show your physical relationship in public. I think, it is not a good way to show your love to another person.