Driving along a DMT dream that drove me crazy

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My curiosty got the better of me at a festival nearly a year ago when i sat down with some "what seemed to be" Nice friendly people but nothing is at it seems. I sat down and talked aload of shit as i was under the infulence of ketamine and mdma..
After a while a man started talking about dmt wich ive always been curious about but never had tried it. We got talking then eventually before i knew it a pipe was against my lips and there was quite a bit of dmt on the pipe i didnt know the dosage but i found out those "Friendly" people had but a little too much DMT into the pipe. I then Smoked it,it felt like bits of glass swirling around my lungs and piercing them like bee stings as i held it in.
Then WHACK....My world dissapeared alongside everybody else without going into detail it was the most craziest thing EVER!!!!!
You have no idea of the creatures and these places i came across..
But anyway after what felt like i life time in this different world i came back opened my eyes and loud voices and a swirling sky were the only things i could make out as i looked around..my breathing was as heavy as an elephant and i was swimming in sweat. Hours later i was locked in a room in a mental hospital i dont remember what happend for about 4 weeks has i was heavly dosed with medication but ive was told that i have schitzophrenia and have to take strict intructions for my medication..Ever since i cant socialize outside cause my paranoia is sky high, I hallucinate very often. this message is for any person who takes drugs alot..My life ended in a flash,this is just a warning.
 
My god, I am so sorry to hear that man. That is such a frightening experience, I would never wish that upon anyone, ever.
If it's any consolation, schizophrenia is something that is underlying and certain events or substance use/abuse can bring it out. So even though the DMT experience brought it out for you then, something else could have (and probably would have) had the same effect.

Are you on medication for your symptoms? Are you getting therapy? Schizophrenia is definitely something that can be managed. Good luck man <3
 
Sorry to hear about your situation

It's sad that someone would give a complete novice such a large dose of DMT, but as n3o pointed out, this could have just triggered something that would have happened later in life.

DMT is best taken by itself as it is an extremely powerful tryptamine and combo's are not needed to get the peak effects from this substance
 
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