Actually it was a weekly binge i was drunk as fuc every night. i ussually drink couple of litres of beer or wine (cheap) . but some times white spirits. it makes me feel like am on mdma mixed up with some shit when im drunk enough . The sad thing is i like some effects it has on my psychology, openess i can talk more easily i do alot of stuff much which i regret because am naturally shy and i do stuff drunk like going and dancing with complete strangers or randomly touch people , because i was hapening to pass by ,by a bar then end up somwhere else then somwhere else ,i get very "flirty" i will start to walk up to most girls and do something if i know them enough i will hug them and talk if not will say something.. the other day it was very shity i was convincing someone to kill me and it felt like i dont give a shit i acctually gave the next morning . ANd the hangover is a bitch getting worse and worse each morning .. but sober am to fucking serious or no fun i think i always need to put some shit into me to be more active some stimulant or alcohol or psychedelics i end up thinking that im some sort of machine activated only by some substance ..
