botaanik
Bluelighter
Last few day's, I have had this "tingle" feeling and thought's to trip. I haven't felt like this before. There were just a feeling that I need to trip. Best parallel I can make, is that you have feeling that you need to do something, but don't know what. So, when I got back from friends place, I decided to give a DPT another try. I have used it before 3 times. First 25mg+10mg 30min later, then 30mg and 50mg. I have reached to solid +2. I choose to insufflate 45mg and smoke some pot after some time. Bydawey... I'm male and weight 74kg.
Around 14.30PM, I insufflate 45mg DPT. There wasn't much burn or discomfort in nose. Put on some reggae music to chill and relax. After some time(about +10min), I felt first alerts. Thought pattern starts to change, textures seem to have more depth and theres shadows moving. It's stays like this quite awhile.
After I return outside from smoking pot(about t+30min), I felt a need to lie down. So, I proceeded to do so. Walk to bedroom was weird. I felt like I were walking in dream. Everything had dreamy aura around. Some week visuals have made them selves present now.
Before I lie down to bed, I put on Pink Floyd - The Dark Side Of The Moon album. After I lie down, I feel my heart rate is fast. I wasn't worring, because I felt this wasn't threatening and soon it passes. Since there wasn't much happening eyes open and I felt that DPT have made me sleepy, I choose to close them.
Minute or two later, DPT hit me like never before. I was thrown to another reality. I saw colors and rainbows everywhere. It felt like I was moving. More of my thoughts were moving inside my head. I was passing tunnel which had many curves. In the center of tunnel, there was like some pipe. I soon realized that this is my ego. Around the ego in tunnel, there were my thoughts flying. Every thought had his own set of colors. Thees color were determined by emotions associated with this thought. The "wall" of this circular tunnel were time to time black. Thees were hidden parts of me(the dark side of me, that I myself can't see, but others can). I saw, how my thoughts will consulate with ego before they are "made" conscious. For some of thees dark places, I didn't have access. But for some parts, I had the "key" to open them. This felt like I was "riped off". I felt helpless and could only see what happens next. I saw "dark parts" of me getting into the spot light. Totaly helpless and free to see for everybody. For some reason, I didn't felt bad because of it. I saw it as something to learn from and be happy about this revelation. I don't go into telling about thees amazing insight(parts that were revealed) that I saw. That because there were few of them, that had meaning to me, but nothing big to mention. And I don't even remember them clearly. There were so many thought flowing that I just flew throughtout them. Sorry![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
It lasted for some time. Traveling throughtout the "tunnel". But after some time, I felt around my navel and below that huge warmth and energy building. There was primitive urge to take myself naked. And next second I was totaly naked on bed. This energy was soon transformed to physical orgasm. Wow, this was powerful and released incredible warmth to my body. After, that I was totaly blown away into another space. I floated in that space. This place didn't have color. There were emptiness around me. I didn't had physical body, just my consciousness being in center that place. I just were there. Suddenly, I blended slowly to different place. I were in some nice dream state(in DPT world). There were much light(it was only white light that was moving/waving) behind eyelids and everything(thoughts, that place, my soul) felt so pure. I suddenly note that the music was playing. I wasn't listening it, but I was aware of it's existent. But there was felt that music was directing my energy waves in body and gave to "DPT place" directions to go. Just to accompany/send trip.
I didn't have any sense of time, but after being there some time, I felt another huge warm energy building. And soon it became also to physical orgasm. After that, I felt so pure and innocent warmth feeling as there ever can be. truly amazing mind state. Yet like thoughts are moving, but then again not. I soon felt deep feeling of difference between mind,body and soul. Never before soul have been so distinguishable. I didn't saw it. I was aware of existent and that it's important part of person. I can't describe it with words. There isn't words to describe emotions and awareness I felt.
I now notice music and I start to listen it(Pink Floyd). Music takes me deeply inside himself. I go up and down, left to right... any 3 directions(x,y,z). It's like medium speed rollercoster. Different objects(geometrical) with different blended colors sended the flow of music. Center of rollercoster road felt like it's most important part of music. Surrounded with different layers which form a music that we hear. The "Center" of rollercoster part carried the music(song) meaning.
After awhile listening music, I decided to open my eyes. The room has different depth that before. I see shadows moving around the room. I got staring my wallpaper. It's pattern slowly swirled and "danced". I felt like thees patterns are parts of my personality qualities. It felt like thees patterns are connected with invisible rope with my body(mind). How they swirl and how different parts are part of my different personality quality.
I started to keep my eyes open more often. Time to time close them and then again open. There was gradual drop down of effects. Almost with same speed as I was thrown in. I see a clock(T+120min) and realize, that I have been eyes closed 90min(only "two" times made them open). I spent rest of the experience in bed, watching later TV and wondering what just happened. Even T+4.5h I was shockd and amazed what just have happened. Even now, when I'm writing this report, my mind is still "defining" reality and accepting with consequences of that trip.
This was my first real ++++ experience. Nothing can reach what I have just experienced. DPT is powerful and unique substance. For me, DPT is warm, spiritual, somewhat better(different,but more what I like) head space than phens. There isn't words to describe it more better than I did. What made it so mystical can't be explained in words. I think cannabis played big role here. It synergy'sed with DPT well. I was glad, that I had experienced with lower doses. This made me know it's effects and nature better. I came out from trip with new outlook to world and to myself. I was left with the feeling, that theres much more to discover in DPT. Also, this was very insightful experience and I feel like I'm some how wiser now.
DPT can be amazing and profound experience. But it could also be very frightening experience like many have read. I'm glad that I got along with DPT so well. Respect! Don't underestimate DPT power and you get rewarded!
I hope you enjoyed reading this report as much as I liked to experience it8):D
Around 14.30PM, I insufflate 45mg DPT. There wasn't much burn or discomfort in nose. Put on some reggae music to chill and relax. After some time(about +10min), I felt first alerts. Thought pattern starts to change, textures seem to have more depth and theres shadows moving. It's stays like this quite awhile.
After I return outside from smoking pot(about t+30min), I felt a need to lie down. So, I proceeded to do so. Walk to bedroom was weird. I felt like I were walking in dream. Everything had dreamy aura around. Some week visuals have made them selves present now.
Before I lie down to bed, I put on Pink Floyd - The Dark Side Of The Moon album. After I lie down, I feel my heart rate is fast. I wasn't worring, because I felt this wasn't threatening and soon it passes. Since there wasn't much happening eyes open and I felt that DPT have made me sleepy, I choose to close them.
Minute or two later, DPT hit me like never before. I was thrown to another reality. I saw colors and rainbows everywhere. It felt like I was moving. More of my thoughts were moving inside my head. I was passing tunnel which had many curves. In the center of tunnel, there was like some pipe. I soon realized that this is my ego. Around the ego in tunnel, there were my thoughts flying. Every thought had his own set of colors. Thees color were determined by emotions associated with this thought. The "wall" of this circular tunnel were time to time black. Thees were hidden parts of me(the dark side of me, that I myself can't see, but others can). I saw, how my thoughts will consulate with ego before they are "made" conscious. For some of thees dark places, I didn't have access. But for some parts, I had the "key" to open them. This felt like I was "riped off". I felt helpless and could only see what happens next. I saw "dark parts" of me getting into the spot light. Totaly helpless and free to see for everybody. For some reason, I didn't felt bad because of it. I saw it as something to learn from and be happy about this revelation. I don't go into telling about thees amazing insight(parts that were revealed) that I saw. That because there were few of them, that had meaning to me, but nothing big to mention. And I don't even remember them clearly. There were so many thought flowing that I just flew throughtout them. Sorry
It lasted for some time. Traveling throughtout the "tunnel". But after some time, I felt around my navel and below that huge warmth and energy building. There was primitive urge to take myself naked. And next second I was totaly naked on bed. This energy was soon transformed to physical orgasm. Wow, this was powerful and released incredible warmth to my body. After, that I was totaly blown away into another space. I floated in that space. This place didn't have color. There were emptiness around me. I didn't had physical body, just my consciousness being in center that place. I just were there. Suddenly, I blended slowly to different place. I were in some nice dream state(in DPT world). There were much light(it was only white light that was moving/waving) behind eyelids and everything(thoughts, that place, my soul) felt so pure. I suddenly note that the music was playing. I wasn't listening it, but I was aware of it's existent. But there was felt that music was directing my energy waves in body and gave to "DPT place" directions to go. Just to accompany/send trip.
I didn't have any sense of time, but after being there some time, I felt another huge warm energy building. And soon it became also to physical orgasm. After that, I felt so pure and innocent warmth feeling as there ever can be. truly amazing mind state. Yet like thoughts are moving, but then again not. I soon felt deep feeling of difference between mind,body and soul. Never before soul have been so distinguishable. I didn't saw it. I was aware of existent and that it's important part of person. I can't describe it with words. There isn't words to describe emotions and awareness I felt.
I now notice music and I start to listen it(Pink Floyd). Music takes me deeply inside himself. I go up and down, left to right... any 3 directions(x,y,z). It's like medium speed rollercoster. Different objects(geometrical) with different blended colors sended the flow of music. Center of rollercoster road felt like it's most important part of music. Surrounded with different layers which form a music that we hear. The "Center" of rollercoster part carried the music(song) meaning.
After awhile listening music, I decided to open my eyes. The room has different depth that before. I see shadows moving around the room. I got staring my wallpaper. It's pattern slowly swirled and "danced". I felt like thees patterns are parts of my personality qualities. It felt like thees patterns are connected with invisible rope with my body(mind). How they swirl and how different parts are part of my different personality quality.
I started to keep my eyes open more often. Time to time close them and then again open. There was gradual drop down of effects. Almost with same speed as I was thrown in. I see a clock(T+120min) and realize, that I have been eyes closed 90min(only "two" times made them open). I spent rest of the experience in bed, watching later TV and wondering what just happened. Even T+4.5h I was shockd and amazed what just have happened. Even now, when I'm writing this report, my mind is still "defining" reality and accepting with consequences of that trip.
This was my first real ++++ experience. Nothing can reach what I have just experienced. DPT is powerful and unique substance. For me, DPT is warm, spiritual, somewhat better(different,but more what I like) head space than phens. There isn't words to describe it more better than I did. What made it so mystical can't be explained in words. I think cannabis played big role here. It synergy'sed with DPT well. I was glad, that I had experienced with lower doses. This made me know it's effects and nature better. I came out from trip with new outlook to world and to myself. I was left with the feeling, that theres much more to discover in DPT. Also, this was very insightful experience and I feel like I'm some how wiser now.
DPT can be amazing and profound experience. But it could also be very frightening experience like many have read. I'm glad that I got along with DPT so well. Respect! Don't underestimate DPT power and you get rewarded!
I hope you enjoyed reading this report as much as I liked to experience it8):D
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