perpetualdawn
Bluelighter
There was a request for more DPT trip reports on the PD forum, so this is TR from my notes, several years ago now. I've added some details that were jogged from memory by my notes.
Dosage:
DPT insufflated - 60mg of the old brown/cinnamon batch that was not 100% pure.
Also 7-10mg of Ketamine mixed in. All up the sinuses in 2 lines.
Report:
15mins later the world was collapsing in around me, could barely manage getting music turned on in time. Sinuses full of the foul magic powder. Had a bucket ready, glad I didn't need it at all.
Lying flat on back on the floor (my preferred mode for heavy trips), surrendering to the music and the trip. Head filled with vivid thoughts and visions. Became emotionally involved thinking about an idiotic proposed industrial megaproject that was threatening to go in in my region. Realized that the effort to resist this is a big calling for me and that I really have to get off my ass and get involved in the campaign to stop the project IRL, or it really might get approved and go in.. *
Had a vision of a diamond, the eternal gem, on a ring on a skeleton fist as a voice says "My Rrrock, My Rrrock"- the symbol seemed to really encapsulate the insatiable human greed for preciousness and desire for permanence and immortality, no matter the cost. But also the beauty of that, a diamond, so hard that it will still remain when every last shred of flesh and living substance has been wiped clean off this planet. The diamond, hardest of stones, will remain. And the beauty of how we can put so much attention on a material thing, to the point where it becomes magical. Hungry ghosts holding on forever to the eternally hardened rrrrock.
Many more visions and thought trains. An overall quality of awesome spookiness, willingness to look at the dark side of things, deeply engrossing, every sound stretched out to infinity and magnified 1000x. At times it seems like the music stalled between notes, the sonic texture was marvellous.
Had a vision of the internet as an embodied holistic quasi-feminine entity, seducing us humans' attention with digitally stimulated dopamine. Gamifying life, turning us towards the machines, the virtual, self-referential world created by us, and eventually by machines, as we distract ourselves from a planet that we're making arid, denuding, optimizing. How all of the land is getting tamed into food production for us humans, the entire biosphere is being re-jigged for the purpose of feeding us, maximized.
These thoughts sound quite dark and full of despair, but there was also an acceptance of it all, and an optimism. There was less judgement of it than it might seem from reading this, it was more of an observation, awareness and then "now, seeing this trajectory, what are we going to do?" Two whole plots for science fiction stories unravel in my mind.
... after an hour or so, the album album ends, leaving a vacuum of silence lie on floor, begin comedown. Absolutely floored that only one hour has elapsed, severe time dilation. After some good amount of time on floor (another hour?) get my music player and headphones organized, go for a long, careful walk.
Feeling skittish and exhilarated during night walk, no desire to interact with people. Actively sneaking around, going to the other side of the street to avoid having to be near anyone, feeling like a cat, on high alert to make sure I don't do anything stupid like step out in front of a car. Loving having some amazing music to listen to. Walk to top of a hill, look out over city, walk home. That was probably 2hrs or so. Come home, try to wind down, listening to some chilled out music quietly. Another 2h and sleep.
Summary:
very visionary substance, extreme music enhancer, lots of insight, classic tryptamine peakiness. Will definitely revisit.
Duration: 15mins onset, maybe another 15-30mins to peak, 30-60 mins in a peaky state, then taper off for a few hours.
Total Duration: ~5h till able to go to sleep.
* Corollary: I did get involved, and despite all odds, the movement pushed back hard enough, and prevented the project from moving forward. It seemed impossible at the time, but we did it. I played just a tiny part in an effort that involved thousands of people against billions of dollars of corporate interest. Lesson learned: Get up and do something about the shit in your back yard.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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Dosage:
DPT insufflated - 60mg of the old brown/cinnamon batch that was not 100% pure.
Also 7-10mg of Ketamine mixed in. All up the sinuses in 2 lines.
Report:
15mins later the world was collapsing in around me, could barely manage getting music turned on in time. Sinuses full of the foul magic powder. Had a bucket ready, glad I didn't need it at all.
Lying flat on back on the floor (my preferred mode for heavy trips), surrendering to the music and the trip. Head filled with vivid thoughts and visions. Became emotionally involved thinking about an idiotic proposed industrial megaproject that was threatening to go in in my region. Realized that the effort to resist this is a big calling for me and that I really have to get off my ass and get involved in the campaign to stop the project IRL, or it really might get approved and go in.. *
Had a vision of a diamond, the eternal gem, on a ring on a skeleton fist as a voice says "My Rrrock, My Rrrock"- the symbol seemed to really encapsulate the insatiable human greed for preciousness and desire for permanence and immortality, no matter the cost. But also the beauty of that, a diamond, so hard that it will still remain when every last shred of flesh and living substance has been wiped clean off this planet. The diamond, hardest of stones, will remain. And the beauty of how we can put so much attention on a material thing, to the point where it becomes magical. Hungry ghosts holding on forever to the eternally hardened rrrrock.
Many more visions and thought trains. An overall quality of awesome spookiness, willingness to look at the dark side of things, deeply engrossing, every sound stretched out to infinity and magnified 1000x. At times it seems like the music stalled between notes, the sonic texture was marvellous.
Had a vision of the internet as an embodied holistic quasi-feminine entity, seducing us humans' attention with digitally stimulated dopamine. Gamifying life, turning us towards the machines, the virtual, self-referential world created by us, and eventually by machines, as we distract ourselves from a planet that we're making arid, denuding, optimizing. How all of the land is getting tamed into food production for us humans, the entire biosphere is being re-jigged for the purpose of feeding us, maximized.
These thoughts sound quite dark and full of despair, but there was also an acceptance of it all, and an optimism. There was less judgement of it than it might seem from reading this, it was more of an observation, awareness and then "now, seeing this trajectory, what are we going to do?" Two whole plots for science fiction stories unravel in my mind.
... after an hour or so, the album album ends, leaving a vacuum of silence lie on floor, begin comedown. Absolutely floored that only one hour has elapsed, severe time dilation. After some good amount of time on floor (another hour?) get my music player and headphones organized, go for a long, careful walk.
Feeling skittish and exhilarated during night walk, no desire to interact with people. Actively sneaking around, going to the other side of the street to avoid having to be near anyone, feeling like a cat, on high alert to make sure I don't do anything stupid like step out in front of a car. Loving having some amazing music to listen to. Walk to top of a hill, look out over city, walk home. That was probably 2hrs or so. Come home, try to wind down, listening to some chilled out music quietly. Another 2h and sleep.
Summary:
very visionary substance, extreme music enhancer, lots of insight, classic tryptamine peakiness. Will definitely revisit.
Duration: 15mins onset, maybe another 15-30mins to peak, 30-60 mins in a peaky state, then taper off for a few hours.
Total Duration: ~5h till able to go to sleep.
* Corollary: I did get involved, and despite all odds, the movement pushed back hard enough, and prevented the project from moving forward. It seemed impossible at the time, but we did it. I played just a tiny part in an effort that involved thousands of people against billions of dollars of corporate interest. Lesson learned: Get up and do something about the shit in your back yard.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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