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lowlands
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What I had thought was a perfectly nice relationship has crumbled in a really sad and horrible way. I don't know how I am supposed to feel. I try to keep myself occupied to stop thinking about it but it's always there. If all those things were true. It's making me feel wretched and I find it harder to shake some days.
I know in the long run I will be fine but it's all the additional stress that keeps getting added, all the bumps in road. How do I just forget and carry on? I don't understand how people can switch so rapidly from one emotion to another without getting whiplash.
Today feels like a really hard day. I thought I was calm but as I sat on the train something just reared it's head. I don't know what set it off. And now tonight it's that one song with the busted line. Being lonely is hard. It's really hard when you hate yourself for all the things someone thought about you.
I get it. You get over it, you start to realise you have good traits and things other people like, you move on. I am just struggling to find any good left to share.
I know in the long run I will be fine but it's all the additional stress that keeps getting added, all the bumps in road. How do I just forget and carry on? I don't understand how people can switch so rapidly from one emotion to another without getting whiplash.
Today feels like a really hard day. I thought I was calm but as I sat on the train something just reared it's head. I don't know what set it off. And now tonight it's that one song with the busted line. Being lonely is hard. It's really hard when you hate yourself for all the things someone thought about you.
I get it. You get over it, you start to realise you have good traits and things other people like, you move on. I am just struggling to find any good left to share.
