They called me yesterday morning. To tell me. The words cried inside my head as I tried to escape from the nightmare. Over and over I wished to be shaken awake. To open my eyes to the shining sun and find out that it was all just a dream. I wanted to call you and tell you how I cried. But I didn't dare pick up the phone... for fear that it would just ring and ring and ring, into emptiness. Into the death of a time.
They called me today. To summon me. I looked at you... through you... and your empty face cried in my head. And I wanted to escape, but their stares held me in place. I wanted to grab you and hold you and tell you how scared I was. I wanted you to tell me it would be ok. But I didn't dare touch you, for fear that your eyes wouldn't open. And I would be left alone. To walk through this cold world without you.
They will call me tomorrow. And I will tell them that you're ok. That I found you crying in my head, and that I will go to you. And walk with you, hand in hand. Through eternity. And I will... Wait, just let me take these last few pills... Then I will tell them that I'm not scared anymore....
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*Shine on you crazy diamond.....*
*Sunni came home with a vengeance*
They called me today. To summon me. I looked at you... through you... and your empty face cried in my head. And I wanted to escape, but their stares held me in place. I wanted to grab you and hold you and tell you how scared I was. I wanted you to tell me it would be ok. But I didn't dare touch you, for fear that your eyes wouldn't open. And I would be left alone. To walk through this cold world without you.
They will call me tomorrow. And I will tell them that you're ok. That I found you crying in my head, and that I will go to you. And walk with you, hand in hand. Through eternity. And I will... Wait, just let me take these last few pills... Then I will tell them that I'm not scared anymore....
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*Shine on you crazy diamond.....*
*Sunni came home with a vengeance*
