Bomb319
Bluelighter
A few months ago, I had the worst early withdrawal symptoms from my maintenance dose (which is fairly high at 185 mg daily). It hasn't happened to that degree since - however, I do often take Gravol (Dramamine) at night to sleep and I DO find I feel worse earlier when I take a lot, and when repeating doses in the middle of the night if I still can't get to sleep. It's active ingredient is Dimenhydrinate - which is apparently just diphenhydramine combined with some mild stimulant. It doesn't seem to come close to diphenhydramine in withdrawal severity, but it does seem to be there.
Of course, part of it is psychological. I've gone through opiate withdrawal so many times and have had so many bad experiences that I actively fear it. Can anyone else relate to that?? Like I'll start compulsively checking my pupils, and other signs of approaching WD symptoms. It's also very hard for me to leave my apartment in that situation. Even with just the slightest symptoms, I've just conditioned myself over years of misery to just lie in bed and try desperately to block out the rest of the world until I get my next dose and feel better.
Of course, part of it is psychological. I've gone through opiate withdrawal so many times and have had so many bad experiences that I actively fear it. Can anyone else relate to that?? Like I'll start compulsively checking my pupils, and other signs of approaching WD symptoms. It's also very hard for me to leave my apartment in that situation. Even with just the slightest symptoms, I've just conditioned myself over years of misery to just lie in bed and try desperately to block out the rest of the world until I get my next dose and feel better.