I have tripped a bit, but Ive never gone far with psychedelics or dissociatives, kind of far with deliriants.
I often have dreams about spending months drifting in an out-of-reality realm, where you can play the most surreal mario levels in any dimensions, shuffle through memories in your life, have this way of moving that involves psychic communication between groups of people which then alters my position, shape, and size in this realm. In this realm, size and shape dont matter so much, there is a greater order which can alter my size, shape and position instantly. Everything coincides with everything, each object just clicks with every other. When I wake up I feel like I had just spent months or longer experiencing my childhood dreams (literally) within a dream, or in the same dream Ill switch to a different kind of dream within that dream.
My question is, is there a hallucinogen, or a class of drugs which can recreate these experiences accurately (or not) (question mark)
When Im in that kind of dream I feel like my whole life has been emotionally sterile and uninteresting and that dreaming is a far more vivid experience than being awake. Upon waking up, I feel deeply melancholic and euphoric, and slightly dissociated.
I often have dreams about spending months drifting in an out-of-reality realm, where you can play the most surreal mario levels in any dimensions, shuffle through memories in your life, have this way of moving that involves psychic communication between groups of people which then alters my position, shape, and size in this realm. In this realm, size and shape dont matter so much, there is a greater order which can alter my size, shape and position instantly. Everything coincides with everything, each object just clicks with every other. When I wake up I feel like I had just spent months or longer experiencing my childhood dreams (literally) within a dream, or in the same dream Ill switch to a different kind of dream within that dream.
My question is, is there a hallucinogen, or a class of drugs which can recreate these experiences accurately (or not) (question mark)
When Im in that kind of dream I feel like my whole life has been emotionally sterile and uninteresting and that dreaming is a far more vivid experience than being awake. Upon waking up, I feel deeply melancholic and euphoric, and slightly dissociated.
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