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theartofwar

theartofwar

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Just warning ppl - I dunno where to post this but it sure is TDS result. I dosed a few days back , this shit musta been all DOB almost , I am nowhere near back to normal i can barely see where i used to have 20/20 vision. And honestly I am just ready to be like "fuck" it so badly. I keep seeing the guy who raped me in a one piece work suit hanging out wth his face to the corner , turn aroundand laugh at me :( :(. I really need help. While i was typing this, I kinda spaced out - heard my friends talking and like instantly strting defending myself, then I realized nobody was here at all. I feel so fucking stupid do you know how pathetic this is ? I'm gonna pee before i forget how to do that, my brain is literally becoming numb as hell. I know this is begging , but i am ,, PLEASE help me - just any world. I need etr
 
TAoW, you are worth the help - and you know what to do man...
take control and settle this situation, grab the bull by the horns - this has been leading you around in this negative head-space way past long enough.



i feel we may be inhibiting you from actually doing what you are capable of,, and that being is yourself in the most affirmative and needed way.



Life Love & Light brother, it is what you are... let it be.

<3
 
ty pip, im still having blurs and what not - the lsd keeps on flaring bak. whatver though , i gues thts life. I truly dont get it man. Imagine if we hadno women ???? U think times r bad now holy FUCK :(. I'd be devistated.
 
I wonder if what you took was similar to the stuff that one BLer posted about when he was talking about HPPD and how horrible his mind has been slowing down, and how he can't do his demanding job anymore and everyone was like "you just took LSD, stop being a pussy."
He seemed genuinely concerned about the state of his brain and getting pissed at people not taking his problem seriously, and his pissiness caused people to take him even less seriously...
There was a debate about whether or not LSD could cause brain damage, no one seemed to point to the possibility of it not being real LSD...
Wonder how he's doing as well.

Anyways just pointing that out. I am concerned for your health ArtofWar as you seemed to be a rock within your family, from the posts of your I read. I truly hope you make a full recovery.
 
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