heather obscura
Greenlighter
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- Sep 10, 2010
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So i recently experienced burning man...
While i was there i got the opportunity to try many new things and lets just say i went big. I had tripped before a couple dozen times, mostly mushies, dxm a few times and rode the salvia conveyor belt once. Ive always noticed the value of introspection through the use of psychedelics but never experienced a real "break through".
This trip report is mainly about my dmt experience but i was also under the influence of 2 hits of liquid acid. One about 7 hours prior to smoking and another 30 minutes prior to smoking. (i must have been crazy)
I have done a lot of reading and heard many accounts of dmt trips and knew i wanted to experience it but wasn't sure how to acquire the stuff and actually smoke it properly. Lucky for me, i was "partying with professionals". That being said, my friends were adamant i make the decision on my own and warned me of what i see cannot be unseen... So suddenly, as my second dose of acid is creeping behind my eyes i decide, NOW IS THE TIME.
I go into a friends trailer where they have set up a meditative space. With just a candle lit and a few friends who i wanted to be there. Someone asked me if i wanted to just try a little but i decided i wanted to do it right, three big tokes from the vaporizer, 20 seconds each. They are going over the rules of smoking it as im inhaling the first lungful. I am holding my breath when all of a sudden everything started to vibrate. I exhale and take the second breath in. By this time i cannot even see whats in my hand, or figure out how to breathe let alone hold in a hit of this foul tasting smoke.. but apparently i did it. I am staring at my friend in front of me who is helping me with the vaporizer. I see spirals coming out of his head and arms and his eyes are just fire, his mouth is moving but all i see are waves of vibration in front of this face and can faintly hear "she" "her" "she" "wont be back" - i was told i took the third hit however i do not remember this- the first thing i remember i was on the floor with my mouth and my eyes wide open when suddenly my exhale fills my vision with yellow liquid. I can hear gurggling as the liquid fills up the space in front of me.
Then space started to fold, in half, then again, then again- meanwhile theres neon vibrant yellow liquid flowing from one cube to the next. it was like i was standing in an elevator going up then suddenly started moving forward, then up, down, sideways. I remember i was really confused about the yellow liquid. somewhere in my brain i had the thought "fuck, have i pissed myself?! " is that why the rooms are filling up with this yellow liquid? i tried to focus on my breathing and it seemed to control the speed of this entire process. I also was told i was swallowing a lot. I closed my eyes only to realize that the visuals were the same. So i opened them again, then i got confused, are my eyes open? are they closed? am i breathing? am i ok? is my heart ok? . RELAX. Then i see eyes, BIG cartoon looking eyes, and mouths but on no real form of a body, more like a blob, all different colors, and they are all opening their mouths in succession and more liquid is pouring out as they zoom by my minds eye. the liquid seemed to just pop and evaporate if it got too close to me, or turn to sand. I just kept breathing..Eventually i regained focus on my friend's face and suddenly became overwhelmed with emotion. I started crying, not because i was sad, i am not exactly sure why. But i could not hold it back. I felt like my life was just saved.
Meanwhile i am still knee deep in lsd while i am basking in this confusing afterglow... a few minutes later, we are up and out on the playa on another bicycle adventure. The entire trip left me feeling like i gained some sort of insight, while also raising so many new questions. aside from the first minute or so, i still had a sense of myself for most of the trip. But in the beginning i lost all awarness of my physical body.
I took home a gram of the spirit molecule.. Its like having the holy grail in my freezer
I am very interested to know how lsd may have altered the experience and id like to try it again.. but id be lying if i said i wasn't a little frightened. I have a deep respect for this substance as well as all the crazy mofos who are brave enough to become a student of the stuff.
While i was there i got the opportunity to try many new things and lets just say i went big. I had tripped before a couple dozen times, mostly mushies, dxm a few times and rode the salvia conveyor belt once. Ive always noticed the value of introspection through the use of psychedelics but never experienced a real "break through".
This trip report is mainly about my dmt experience but i was also under the influence of 2 hits of liquid acid. One about 7 hours prior to smoking and another 30 minutes prior to smoking. (i must have been crazy)
I have done a lot of reading and heard many accounts of dmt trips and knew i wanted to experience it but wasn't sure how to acquire the stuff and actually smoke it properly. Lucky for me, i was "partying with professionals". That being said, my friends were adamant i make the decision on my own and warned me of what i see cannot be unseen... So suddenly, as my second dose of acid is creeping behind my eyes i decide, NOW IS THE TIME.
I go into a friends trailer where they have set up a meditative space. With just a candle lit and a few friends who i wanted to be there. Someone asked me if i wanted to just try a little but i decided i wanted to do it right, three big tokes from the vaporizer, 20 seconds each. They are going over the rules of smoking it as im inhaling the first lungful. I am holding my breath when all of a sudden everything started to vibrate. I exhale and take the second breath in. By this time i cannot even see whats in my hand, or figure out how to breathe let alone hold in a hit of this foul tasting smoke.. but apparently i did it. I am staring at my friend in front of me who is helping me with the vaporizer. I see spirals coming out of his head and arms and his eyes are just fire, his mouth is moving but all i see are waves of vibration in front of this face and can faintly hear "she" "her" "she" "wont be back" - i was told i took the third hit however i do not remember this- the first thing i remember i was on the floor with my mouth and my eyes wide open when suddenly my exhale fills my vision with yellow liquid. I can hear gurggling as the liquid fills up the space in front of me.
Then space started to fold, in half, then again, then again- meanwhile theres neon vibrant yellow liquid flowing from one cube to the next. it was like i was standing in an elevator going up then suddenly started moving forward, then up, down, sideways. I remember i was really confused about the yellow liquid. somewhere in my brain i had the thought "fuck, have i pissed myself?! " is that why the rooms are filling up with this yellow liquid? i tried to focus on my breathing and it seemed to control the speed of this entire process. I also was told i was swallowing a lot. I closed my eyes only to realize that the visuals were the same. So i opened them again, then i got confused, are my eyes open? are they closed? am i breathing? am i ok? is my heart ok? . RELAX. Then i see eyes, BIG cartoon looking eyes, and mouths but on no real form of a body, more like a blob, all different colors, and they are all opening their mouths in succession and more liquid is pouring out as they zoom by my minds eye. the liquid seemed to just pop and evaporate if it got too close to me, or turn to sand. I just kept breathing..Eventually i regained focus on my friend's face and suddenly became overwhelmed with emotion. I started crying, not because i was sad, i am not exactly sure why. But i could not hold it back. I felt like my life was just saved.
Meanwhile i am still knee deep in lsd while i am basking in this confusing afterglow... a few minutes later, we are up and out on the playa on another bicycle adventure. The entire trip left me feeling like i gained some sort of insight, while also raising so many new questions. aside from the first minute or so, i still had a sense of myself for most of the trip. But in the beginning i lost all awarness of my physical body.
I took home a gram of the spirit molecule.. Its like having the holy grail in my freezer
I am very interested to know how lsd may have altered the experience and id like to try it again.. but id be lying if i said i wasn't a little frightened. I have a deep respect for this substance as well as all the crazy mofos who are brave enough to become a student of the stuff.
