AlphaOdure
Bluelighter
Dose:
tryptamines
Psilocybin/psilocin, mushrooms, yopo, dmt, 5-meo-dmt, bufotenine, lsd (not much effect, but at the time just thought I was ripped off? Now I’m seeing things differently), 4-Ho-MiPT (miprocin), 4-Ho-DiPT (Iprocin- my favorite by far), 5-meo-amt, amt. Some others i'm sure i'm forgetting as I was heavily into RC's back before operation web tryp I & II & thoroughly enjoyed tryptamines more so at the time.
Phenethylamines
2c-c, 2c-t-7, 2c-I, bk2c-b, MDMA, MDA
PREP: I’ve been dosing 8mg of buprenorphine lately in the mornings, but dosed only 4mg. Also, I usually take a usual regimen of clonazolam in the evenings to aide w/ depression & anxiety (only thing that seems to work. But took bout75% of my benzo regimen dose this morning, all dosed a good 9-10 hours prior to this trip.. hopefully so they’ll minimally interfere (although I’ve heard anecdotally that regular/dependent benzo users can dose as usual & still trip. I just didn’t want my daily doses to be anywhere near this experience. Ate lightly all day, around 3 hours prior to trip had 2 eggs on some burnt toast I ended up eating half of & throwing the rest away.
9.12- 100mcg blotter placed under tongue prior to a drink of Snapple peach tea (my favorite iced tea) as to help hydrate my mouth. I’ve read anecdotal reports (which is all that exists on this drug that come ups can last anywhere from 10 minutes to 1.5 hours!)
Fairly afraid 100 mcgs wont have much effect on me. While 1P-LSD, like LSD, is a tryptamine (which generally I am very sensitive to).. the lysergic tryptamines I’ve gotten little out of. Now, given, the only experience I’ve had w/ alleged “LSD” is some 20 years ago around 19/20 years of age, bought from a friend whom was later found out to be keen at ripping people off. So who knows? Maybe I never really tried LSD itself? I do remember having some mental effects, but the next day I remember all of it being possibly to attributable to placebo.
We’ll see here shortly!
9.52 Things seeming a bit off.. was on facebook engaging in some political discourse & words seemed to move more easily, and emanate from my hands to the keyboard with more passion? With an overall more organic, more “movable” pace.
Still not feeling any real body changes or typical tryptamine changes; but I guess I have to keep retelling myself this is lysergic tryptamine, with differing effects. But things are definitely taking on more interest. If I m still in this same space by 11pm I will dose 50mg of bk2c-b. Or perhaps even sooner! Haha
9.58 Just for my notations.. chewed up blotter & swallowed. Way longer than the 15 minutes suggested
10.06 Things seeming off more, everything w/ an odd minor, slow vibration to it. Mind is slightly off too, harder to go about normal tasks.
10.08 Well its been about an hour, zero pupil dilation.. decided to take my small dose of bk2c-b, 50mg- not enough to do much on its own, but perhaps in combination with something; could just do some damage. Although I remember the come up being a good 2 hours w/ this one sublingually, & I had dosed w/ a cap I made last night.
10.11 Usually I’d be watching something with some educational value but I somehow found myself immersed in the stupidity of “parts unknown” watching whatever-his-name-is slowly cut very tasty looking cheeses. Haa! Well back to youtube to watch my more traditional shows. Just hope their usual serious topics of “in your face news”doesn’t drag down this trip! But everything visually is still intact unfortunately.
10.21 Noticing itchiness.. couldn’t get to my documentaries on chrome b/c it tends to crash every hour or so. So I d/l’d google’s fixit program & I’m watching the registry errors buildup during this scan w/ horror! I wonder what the fix is even going to be? I’d hate to reinstall & try to remember all those saved passwords.
On side note… things are taking on a “shimmering” aspect…. But no real expected trails or anything else beyond that visually.
10.30 Well the program I d/l’ed was a scam program anyway, trying to scare you into buying its “premium” brand that promises to do everything short of wipe your butthole clean for you. So did it directly through google & it just reset everything to default settings..we’ll see if that works? Because it couldn’t find any other interferences? Anyway, headspace keeps getting increasingly “clouded”.. will try to only update now w/ major and/or eminent psychedelia phenomena. B/c so far, half this TR is filled to the brim w/ shit.
11.06 small bouts of nausea, could be the bk2c-b kicking in? Everything still in tact visually though.. just feeling changing body sensations..moving feels quite “swift” and “light”.. going to go outside, change venues for a second & smoke one of my few precious remaining cigarettes (have been just chasing the vape here basically lately)
11.52 no real changes at all, I think I feel hints of the bk2c-b are being felt..but nothing of the 1P-LSD, I actually might be a lysergic hard head. Thinking of throwing in the towel & gulping some benzos down for the night, as I have no pupil dilation & its been thorough 3 hours? Shouldn’t I be feeling something? Now I just can’t wait to play w/my MXP order that should HOPEFULLY be here Monday!! As I’m finding more value in those & phenethylamines, like bk2c-b, than anything else (and recently a 4-ho-DiPT vendor I found!! So pumped as I loved it just as much as shrooms back in the day when so easily accessible before operation web trypt I & II). But as far as this is concerned? Bummer man! I react fine to typical tryptamines, if not a bit of a lightweight, but w/ lysergics I’m a goddamn hard head!
12.07 At one final attempt to hopefully pursue any sort of psychedelia experience before making my benzo-exit.. (as I don’t use any typical “potentiaters” like cannabis due to UAs w/ my subutex doctor) prepped some YOPO… just one seed, not much. Doing now.
12.09 YOPO seed snuffed. Unbearable. Made me instantly uncomfortable everywhere and body wanted to just sneeze it out. But I gave in & toughed it out..relaxed..laid back.. waiting for shit to happen.
12.19 rubbish.... small amount of yopo barely effecting me really . going to benzo out in jiffy & go to sleep here in a jiffy.
12.25 Just doubled by normal dose of clonazolam. Afraid to mention the dosage b/c of my high tolerance of this stuff, although it’s been all over reddit that this vendor’s quality in clonazolam has been severely depleted despite his US-domestic golden status. Which I am HOPING is contributing to the ungodly (idk why I use that phrase as an atheist) amounts of clonazolam I’m ingesting.. around 10x more than batch I had before! Anyway, enough banter.. trip report done. Benzo-bye-bye’s. waste of time
Next time i'm going to try w/ around 500mcg b/c i must be lysergic heardhead.. as I KNOW this vendor as very reputable w/ several products ordered w/ more than happy results.
grr just sucks. b/c this was supposed to be my trip night & here i am loaded up w/ benzos & still can't friggin sleep.
- 100mcg 1P-LSD
- 50mg bk2c-b (left over from last batch, figured use as a potentiator if things were dull)
- 1 yopo seed snuffed (towards tail end in vane attempt to salvage/potentiate any sort of trip)
tryptamines
Psilocybin/psilocin, mushrooms, yopo, dmt, 5-meo-dmt, bufotenine, lsd (not much effect, but at the time just thought I was ripped off? Now I’m seeing things differently), 4-Ho-MiPT (miprocin), 4-Ho-DiPT (Iprocin- my favorite by far), 5-meo-amt, amt. Some others i'm sure i'm forgetting as I was heavily into RC's back before operation web tryp I & II & thoroughly enjoyed tryptamines more so at the time.
Phenethylamines
2c-c, 2c-t-7, 2c-I, bk2c-b, MDMA, MDA
PREP: I’ve been dosing 8mg of buprenorphine lately in the mornings, but dosed only 4mg. Also, I usually take a usual regimen of clonazolam in the evenings to aide w/ depression & anxiety (only thing that seems to work. But took bout75% of my benzo regimen dose this morning, all dosed a good 9-10 hours prior to this trip.. hopefully so they’ll minimally interfere (although I’ve heard anecdotally that regular/dependent benzo users can dose as usual & still trip. I just didn’t want my daily doses to be anywhere near this experience. Ate lightly all day, around 3 hours prior to trip had 2 eggs on some burnt toast I ended up eating half of & throwing the rest away.
9.12- 100mcg blotter placed under tongue prior to a drink of Snapple peach tea (my favorite iced tea) as to help hydrate my mouth. I’ve read anecdotal reports (which is all that exists on this drug that come ups can last anywhere from 10 minutes to 1.5 hours!)
Fairly afraid 100 mcgs wont have much effect on me. While 1P-LSD, like LSD, is a tryptamine (which generally I am very sensitive to).. the lysergic tryptamines I’ve gotten little out of. Now, given, the only experience I’ve had w/ alleged “LSD” is some 20 years ago around 19/20 years of age, bought from a friend whom was later found out to be keen at ripping people off. So who knows? Maybe I never really tried LSD itself? I do remember having some mental effects, but the next day I remember all of it being possibly to attributable to placebo.
We’ll see here shortly!
9.52 Things seeming a bit off.. was on facebook engaging in some political discourse & words seemed to move more easily, and emanate from my hands to the keyboard with more passion? With an overall more organic, more “movable” pace.
Still not feeling any real body changes or typical tryptamine changes; but I guess I have to keep retelling myself this is lysergic tryptamine, with differing effects. But things are definitely taking on more interest. If I m still in this same space by 11pm I will dose 50mg of bk2c-b. Or perhaps even sooner! Haha
9.58 Just for my notations.. chewed up blotter & swallowed. Way longer than the 15 minutes suggested
10.06 Things seeming off more, everything w/ an odd minor, slow vibration to it. Mind is slightly off too, harder to go about normal tasks.
10.08 Well its been about an hour, zero pupil dilation.. decided to take my small dose of bk2c-b, 50mg- not enough to do much on its own, but perhaps in combination with something; could just do some damage. Although I remember the come up being a good 2 hours w/ this one sublingually, & I had dosed w/ a cap I made last night.
10.11 Usually I’d be watching something with some educational value but I somehow found myself immersed in the stupidity of “parts unknown” watching whatever-his-name-is slowly cut very tasty looking cheeses. Haa! Well back to youtube to watch my more traditional shows. Just hope their usual serious topics of “in your face news”doesn’t drag down this trip! But everything visually is still intact unfortunately.
10.21 Noticing itchiness.. couldn’t get to my documentaries on chrome b/c it tends to crash every hour or so. So I d/l’d google’s fixit program & I’m watching the registry errors buildup during this scan w/ horror! I wonder what the fix is even going to be? I’d hate to reinstall & try to remember all those saved passwords.
On side note… things are taking on a “shimmering” aspect…. But no real expected trails or anything else beyond that visually.
10.30 Well the program I d/l’ed was a scam program anyway, trying to scare you into buying its “premium” brand that promises to do everything short of wipe your butthole clean for you. So did it directly through google & it just reset everything to default settings..we’ll see if that works? Because it couldn’t find any other interferences? Anyway, headspace keeps getting increasingly “clouded”.. will try to only update now w/ major and/or eminent psychedelia phenomena. B/c so far, half this TR is filled to the brim w/ shit.
11.06 small bouts of nausea, could be the bk2c-b kicking in? Everything still in tact visually though.. just feeling changing body sensations..moving feels quite “swift” and “light”.. going to go outside, change venues for a second & smoke one of my few precious remaining cigarettes (have been just chasing the vape here basically lately)
11.52 no real changes at all, I think I feel hints of the bk2c-b are being felt..but nothing of the 1P-LSD, I actually might be a lysergic hard head. Thinking of throwing in the towel & gulping some benzos down for the night, as I have no pupil dilation & its been thorough 3 hours? Shouldn’t I be feeling something? Now I just can’t wait to play w/my MXP order that should HOPEFULLY be here Monday!! As I’m finding more value in those & phenethylamines, like bk2c-b, than anything else (and recently a 4-ho-DiPT vendor I found!! So pumped as I loved it just as much as shrooms back in the day when so easily accessible before operation web trypt I & II). But as far as this is concerned? Bummer man! I react fine to typical tryptamines, if not a bit of a lightweight, but w/ lysergics I’m a goddamn hard head!
12.07 At one final attempt to hopefully pursue any sort of psychedelia experience before making my benzo-exit.. (as I don’t use any typical “potentiaters” like cannabis due to UAs w/ my subutex doctor) prepped some YOPO… just one seed, not much. Doing now.
12.09 YOPO seed snuffed. Unbearable. Made me instantly uncomfortable everywhere and body wanted to just sneeze it out. But I gave in & toughed it out..relaxed..laid back.. waiting for shit to happen.
12.19 rubbish.... small amount of yopo barely effecting me really . going to benzo out in jiffy & go to sleep here in a jiffy.
12.25 Just doubled by normal dose of clonazolam. Afraid to mention the dosage b/c of my high tolerance of this stuff, although it’s been all over reddit that this vendor’s quality in clonazolam has been severely depleted despite his US-domestic golden status. Which I am HOPING is contributing to the ungodly (idk why I use that phrase as an atheist) amounts of clonazolam I’m ingesting.. around 10x more than batch I had before! Anyway, enough banter.. trip report done. Benzo-bye-bye’s. waste of time
Next time i'm going to try w/ around 500mcg b/c i must be lysergic heardhead.. as I KNOW this vendor as very reputable w/ several products ordered w/ more than happy results.grr just sucks. b/c this was supposed to be my trip night & here i am loaded up w/ benzos & still can't friggin sleep.
