Znegative
Bluelight Crew
So here's the situation. About a month and a half ago I started getting this real bad rash that would itch all over my body, and it's still honestly just as bad, and I'm scheduling a doctors appointment. I initially though started taking 25mg of Benadryl to combat the itch and to help me sleep at night.
The problem is, that I've been taking more and more diphenhydramine in order to fall asleep, and it's gotten to the point where I take about 175-200mg a night. I'm now starting to experience some slight effects from my dosage, nothing too bad, but things like discordination and mild visuals, like breathing/moving patterns on my walls or floors. I also find that I get a hangover from it in the morning, and feel kind of depressed throughout the morning.
Quite honestly I feel pretty embarrassed about this situation, I've never been the type of person who would want to try and get high off diphenhydramine, though in the past I would use it intravenously to potentiate IV bupe, and that turned into a similar, but much uglier mess. The only way I broke this rediculous habit last time, was by using Xanax, which is not something that I want to do again, as I've had issues with that drug numerous times in my life.
Now fortunately im lucky enough that my suboxone doctor would probably prescribe me ambien or lunesta for sleep (she has in the past) but what I want to know, is, would that really be enough, now that I'm taking rather large, IMO dosages of Benadryl for insomnia? And does anyone know of any other drug, preferably not that addictive, that could help me with this, if I can't get ambien?
I would also like o add that I have tried now going to bed without the Benadryl and it was impossible, and ended up taking it. I can't believe that I feel addicted to such a stupid, stupid drug.
The problem is, that I've been taking more and more diphenhydramine in order to fall asleep, and it's gotten to the point where I take about 175-200mg a night. I'm now starting to experience some slight effects from my dosage, nothing too bad, but things like discordination and mild visuals, like breathing/moving patterns on my walls or floors. I also find that I get a hangover from it in the morning, and feel kind of depressed throughout the morning.
Quite honestly I feel pretty embarrassed about this situation, I've never been the type of person who would want to try and get high off diphenhydramine, though in the past I would use it intravenously to potentiate IV bupe, and that turned into a similar, but much uglier mess. The only way I broke this rediculous habit last time, was by using Xanax, which is not something that I want to do again, as I've had issues with that drug numerous times in my life.
Now fortunately im lucky enough that my suboxone doctor would probably prescribe me ambien or lunesta for sleep (she has in the past) but what I want to know, is, would that really be enough, now that I'm taking rather large, IMO dosages of Benadryl for insomnia? And does anyone know of any other drug, preferably not that addictive, that could help me with this, if I can't get ambien?
I would also like o add that I have tried now going to bed without the Benadryl and it was impossible, and ended up taking it. I can't believe that I feel addicted to such a stupid, stupid drug.