how do you guys do it, how are guys able to eat 3,500-4,000 cals to gain weight. for some reason eating is just so fucking hard i struggle to even get to 1,500-2,000 most days. i have been 6'1 150-160 for a long time tryin to bulk hitting the gym dediated but cant seem to get the eating down i started at 130lbs.
biggest i ever got was 170lbs an it was a good feelin at the time, but at the same time it didnt feel like it, cause i was force feeding my self 3-4 times a day drinking close to half a gallon of half and half coffe creamer a day, that eventually the diary side effects an the constant bloated dirty full feeling from eating an on the edge of pukin for food, an negative comments from people was causin problems. i tried the best i could but lookin back i guess it wasnt the time. i never got comments on my size gains when i was at 170 for two weeks. until i started gettin comments on how i was starting to look smaller, after i dropped the milk,
eventually i got back into smoking weed to try an escape the feels til i ended up back at 150lbs.
now here i am 6 months later tryin to get back at it eatin at least 3-4 small meals again at 160lbs tryin to form the habit of eatin 3 times a day to then start tryin to make drinkin the half an half a habit. to hopefully start gaining, but my body still likes to feel discomfort from eating, sometimes i can feel my body hungry but mentally i dont got the appitite an ill try an eat anyways but after i half way i feel so full an wanna puke
any advice on how to make eating 3-4k cals easy , heard from a close friend that taking test e an dbol would help get that appitite goin strong an that i would never get full an make bulking easy. any truth to this, how safe would it do one or 2 cycles at 22 an half years old could i end up with limp dick an gymo, my dream is to get to at least 190-200lbs 10%bf
sorry if my post sounds whiny or retarted i have no where else to turn to for advice on gear or let alone on problems of eating any other of you guys go through the same. feel like ive wasted 3 years of lifting to only look the same im tired of bein skinny an weak feels bad
biggest i ever got was 170lbs an it was a good feelin at the time, but at the same time it didnt feel like it, cause i was force feeding my self 3-4 times a day drinking close to half a gallon of half and half coffe creamer a day, that eventually the diary side effects an the constant bloated dirty full feeling from eating an on the edge of pukin for food, an negative comments from people was causin problems. i tried the best i could but lookin back i guess it wasnt the time. i never got comments on my size gains when i was at 170 for two weeks. until i started gettin comments on how i was starting to look smaller, after i dropped the milk,
eventually i got back into smoking weed to try an escape the feels til i ended up back at 150lbs.
now here i am 6 months later tryin to get back at it eatin at least 3-4 small meals again at 160lbs tryin to form the habit of eatin 3 times a day to then start tryin to make drinkin the half an half a habit. to hopefully start gaining, but my body still likes to feel discomfort from eating, sometimes i can feel my body hungry but mentally i dont got the appitite an ill try an eat anyways but after i half way i feel so full an wanna puke
any advice on how to make eating 3-4k cals easy , heard from a close friend that taking test e an dbol would help get that appitite goin strong an that i would never get full an make bulking easy. any truth to this, how safe would it do one or 2 cycles at 22 an half years old could i end up with limp dick an gymo, my dream is to get to at least 190-200lbs 10%bf
sorry if my post sounds whiny or retarted i have no where else to turn to for advice on gear or let alone on problems of eating any other of you guys go through the same. feel like ive wasted 3 years of lifting to only look the same im tired of bein skinny an weak feels bad