Stimulants Dexedrine (d-amp) 95mg

[MMMMKAY?!]

Ok so in the last three hours I have popped a total of 95mg Dexedrine barrs.
This was the highest dose I have taken.
I have been on Dexedrine for about 3 years.
When I first started taking it, it was 10mg Morning, 10mg Noon, 10mg at 4 am
Now it is 10mg morning, 10mg noon, and 5mg at noon.
Yesterday I had a 3th pleatue DXM trip and this morning I was in terrible shape (mentally), couldn't find any bud this morning so I decided to try Recreational Dexedrine.
I don't really feel too different. Maybe just in a little more control. I recently went to a "RTC" (court ordered) and was told by the Phycaitrist that the "EEG Test" showed that I have the worst ADHD he has ever seen. This was kind of suprising because this was voted the 3rd best "RTC" in America, so I knew this guy had seen a lot of ADHD people.
That day he took me off Klonopin (4.mg a day).
I just wanted to know for the people that have ADHD how/if dexedrine has helped. I can barely keep track of a thought, my thoughts race by uncontrolably and sadly the only thing that has really helped with this is Amantadine but I couldn't stand the anxiety it gave me.
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T.J.

 

[ykm420]

Lol, I couldn't imagine a high level dxm afterglow then getting mad amped. Also, straight dropping you from 4mg of klonopin doesn't seem safe.. What was he thinking? Why would you let him do that.

 

[MMMMKAY?!]

Lol, I couldn't imagine a high level dxm afterglow then getting mad amped. Also, straight dropping you from 4mg of klonopin doesn't seem safe.. What was he thinking? Why would you let him do that.

Ha. Well it was in a 2 week period. He dropped .25mg for a while.
He said klonopin is too addictive but I really didn't want it for any Rec. use.
I believe I am one of those few people that actually needs a benzo to cope.
When I go in crowds I feel like-- even though I realistically know its not true-- everyone is looking at me and talking about me negatively and I feel like I have to please everyone. Paranoia really bad. It seeems that without K-pin I have terrrrible DXM trips.
Idk though

 

[BananasAndOranges]

Ok so in the last three hours I have popped a total of 95mg Dexedrine barrs.
This was the highest dose I have taken.
I have been on Dexedrine for about 3 years.
When I first started taking it, it was 10mg Morning, 10mg Noon, 10mg at 4 am
Now it is 10mg morning, 10mg noon, and 5mg at noon.
Yesterday I had a 3th pleatue DXM trip and this morning I was in terrible shape (mentally), couldn't find any bud this morning so I decided to try Recreational Dexedrine.
I don't really feel too different. Maybe just in a little more control. I recently went to a "RTC" (court ordered) and was told by the Phycaitrist that the "EEG Test" showed that I have the worst ADHD he has ever seen. This was kind of suprising because this was voted the 3rd best "RTC" in America, so I knew this guy had seen a lot of ADHD people.
That day he took me off Klonopin (4.mg a day).
I just wanted to know for the people that have ADHD how/if dexedrine has helped. I can barely keep track of a thought, my thoughts race by uncontrolably and sadly the only thing that has really helped with this is Amantadine but I couldn't stand the anxiety it gave me.
-
T.J.

no. I am still the same. Tbh taking more fucks you up in a bad way. Its like having an all access to the paranoia cafe..then psychosis. Lower doses actually helped more or spreading them out. Nothing Fixed adhd or add

 

[sekio]

I just wanted to know for the people that have ADHD how/if dexedrine has helped.

This is very variable between people, however your thread is really scattered and this is not really the place to ask this question. Consult your doctor if you think your Dexedrine isn't helping.

I believe I am one of those few people that actually needs a benzo to cope.
When I go in crowds I feel like-- even though I realistically know its not true-- everyone is looking at me and talking about me negatively and I feel like I have to please everyone. Paranoia really bad.

IME this is trademark benzo dependence thinking. Nobody needs to take benzodiazepines. Anxiety and paranoia is also a side efefct of amphetamine usage. Modifying your environment/lifestyle is much healthier.

Bear in mind that abuse of dissociatives like DXM can make it very hard to concentrate.