DoomeDXM
Greenlighter
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- Jul 17, 2009
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Hey now bluelighters, the first part of this thread is somewhat of a trip report, but I have a question at the end of my post.
So, I recently came across around 200 or so 5mg Desoxyn (Methamphetamine HCL) pills. Let me start by saying I am somewhat new to stimulants other than the occasional use of cocaine. I started out with 15mg oral and railed 10mg. I felt so fucking INCREDBILE, such a relaxed feeling but with endless amounts of energy and alertness. My anxiety also seemed to diminish.
Now being the idiot I am, I continued popping/insufflating the pills whenever I would feel like it to stay in this euphoric state of mind (Guess I couldn't find my limit) and the next thing I know I'm on a 48 hour binge, sleep deprived, and experiencing hallucinations/paranoia (which I would expect to happen after a meth binge, I just didn't realize how quickly the time flew by and how much I was actually doing). I finally somehow managed to get around 4 hours of sleep, God knows when.
Needless to say, the next day was fucking hell. I felt very sick and also sore, and was also experiencing sharp chest pains. This "comedown" lasted for hours, and I swore off ever doing large amounts of it again. Luckily I had a couple of benzos to help a little.
But on to the question, I thoroughly enjoyed this stimulant orally, despite the terrible comedown, (I just overdid things my with first experience), and was curious to know if taking 5-10mg in the morning only a few times weekly for functionable (and rarely recreational) purposes would be dangerous?
Any thoughts? After experiencing the binge crash I am positive I will never abuse these stims to that level ever again, so I'm not worried about becoming addicted to them, with it being such a double-edged sword.
Sorry for the wall of text, thanks for taking the time to read this.
So, I recently came across around 200 or so 5mg Desoxyn (Methamphetamine HCL) pills. Let me start by saying I am somewhat new to stimulants other than the occasional use of cocaine. I started out with 15mg oral and railed 10mg. I felt so fucking INCREDBILE, such a relaxed feeling but with endless amounts of energy and alertness. My anxiety also seemed to diminish.
Now being the idiot I am, I continued popping/insufflating the pills whenever I would feel like it to stay in this euphoric state of mind (Guess I couldn't find my limit) and the next thing I know I'm on a 48 hour binge, sleep deprived, and experiencing hallucinations/paranoia (which I would expect to happen after a meth binge, I just didn't realize how quickly the time flew by and how much I was actually doing). I finally somehow managed to get around 4 hours of sleep, God knows when.
Needless to say, the next day was fucking hell. I felt very sick and also sore, and was also experiencing sharp chest pains. This "comedown" lasted for hours, and I swore off ever doing large amounts of it again. Luckily I had a couple of benzos to help a little.
But on to the question, I thoroughly enjoyed this stimulant orally, despite the terrible comedown, (I just overdid things my with first experience), and was curious to know if taking 5-10mg in the morning only a few times weekly for functionable (and rarely recreational) purposes would be dangerous?
Any thoughts? After experiencing the binge crash I am positive I will never abuse these stims to that level ever again, so I'm not worried about becoming addicted to them, with it being such a double-edged sword.
Sorry for the wall of text, thanks for taking the time to read this.