deceased twin at birth(hanging around like a bad smell)

[lujoyalin]

deceased twin at birth.sleeping with death.Hanging around like a bad smell.

For my whole life i have felt as if something was not right and continue to this day.I still feel my mother is affected by it as well in some odd way.

i am not a emo gothic death satan worshiper.i look like i am military.

Anyone have similar experiences with death at birth or something thats died and is leaving a spooky sad feeling in you thats hard to explain.

Sometimes i feel like rolling in something dead like dogs do.

 

[hyroller]

yikes

that is a bit eerie... I have read similar recounts of surviving birth twins.. and how this can affect people later in life.

of course your mother would be the most affected by it. my mum had a still birth & was never the same since. in fact that probably sent her weed smoking over-the-top, from joints to bongs... trying to deal with it

how long was the twin deceased for, before your mother went into labour??

 

[Moral Decay]

yikes

that is a bit eerie... I have read similar recounts of surviving birth twins.. and how this can affect people later in life.

of course your mother would be the most affected by it. my mum had a still birth & was never the same since. in fact that probably sent her weed smoking over-the-top, from joints to bongs... trying to deal with it

how long was the twin deceased for, before your mother went into labour??

not to derail the thread but going from joints to bong smoking is not really an escalation. It's all the same, in fact there is more THC lost from bong hits then joint smoke, one could argue your mother's use decreased after her still birth.

And to the OP; I have never heard of people wanting to roll around in a dead animal, that just doesn't sound right friend.

 

[hyroller]

not to derail the thread but going from joints to bong smoking is not really an escalation. It's all the same, in fact there is more THC lost from bong hits then joint smoke, one could argue your mother's use decreased after her still birth.

It didn't decrease - she couldn't get within 50m of the bong for the next 8 years

 

[lujoyalin]

^^^ my mother smoked cigies during pregnancy ,that might have something to do with it but cannot be certain.

 

[8L4YN3]

not to derail the thread but going from joints to bong smoking is not really an escalation. It's all the same, in fact there is more THC lost from bong hits then joint smoke, one could argue your mother's use decreased after her still birth.

And to the OP; I have never heard of people wanting to roll around in a dead animal, that just doesn't sound right friend.

Yeah but anyone who has smoked joints vs bongs knows one truely does prevail for delivering concentrated thc to the lungs. And it's def not joints.

 

[ranunky]

Yeah but anyone who has smoked joints vs bongs knows one truely does prevail for delivering concentrated thc to the lungs. And it's def not joints.

People get higher off bongs.

There may be more THC lost in bongs but bongs get it into your system much faster so they get you higher quicker.