helpingout
Bluelighter
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Went for a drive today. Did my best. Multi app switchin. Quittinn my bitch in. If I had foresight I’d have known it was a $170’dollar night. But all I knew was on that Tuttle drive I found a dead cat in the middle of the street. Pool of moonlight and blood. I tried to address it. But it didn’t respond. I used two plastic bags to pick up it’s body and I wrote a message.
RIP
Kitty Found Dead
01/31/24
At 1:09 AM
In street
I had written the message on the plastic bags I had used to pick it’s body up and then I used those plastic bags as a sepulchre so that it could be known that this was a good cat. Someone’s cat. Anyone’s cat. Its own cat. It had no collar and there was no one to call.
I stood there just staring at its body. Somebody closed their shades thinking I was looking in. I was sitting shiverin in the cold night air. How could someone do this and just leave her there. In a pool of blood, piss, and moonlight.
I made my money but man I paid the price. At least the kitty didn’t die in vain. I told her boyfriend or whatever cat that came. I told him stay out of the street. She died tonight. If you go walking through this street you might die too.
I don’t know what to make of it. It’s just another dead cat on Friday the 31st.
I don’t know what the purpose of this post is. I think I was going to try to write about how I can get a different job. But god damnit the only thing I can think about is that cat.
I guess I wanted to be that junky. The one who cares for animals. I remember well when my best friend in the throes of heroin addiction locked his bike to a street pole and just walked until he found a box so that he could take an unknown cat out of the street and put it on the sidewalk.
The pain I would feel if that cat had been one of my own. The pain that someone’s going to feel tomorrow. Maybe we deserve the pain. Maybe the pain lets us know that love is real. Not just some beautiful dream of cats, moonlight, awakenings, and happenings.
A bad thing happened tonight. Move it to a new forum. Whatever. The point is I need a new job. I can pass a drug test. I can write some mediocre drivel and it’s really all I want to do.
I was going to work on my novel tonight, but god damned all I want to do is hug my cats.
Wish me luck. Im trying hard to stay sober. I’m trying hard to get a better job.
RIP
Kitty Found Dead
01/31/24
At 1:09 AM
In street
I had written the message on the plastic bags I had used to pick it’s body up and then I used those plastic bags as a sepulchre so that it could be known that this was a good cat. Someone’s cat. Anyone’s cat. Its own cat. It had no collar and there was no one to call.
I stood there just staring at its body. Somebody closed their shades thinking I was looking in. I was sitting shiverin in the cold night air. How could someone do this and just leave her there. In a pool of blood, piss, and moonlight.
I made my money but man I paid the price. At least the kitty didn’t die in vain. I told her boyfriend or whatever cat that came. I told him stay out of the street. She died tonight. If you go walking through this street you might die too.
I don’t know what to make of it. It’s just another dead cat on Friday the 31st.
I don’t know what the purpose of this post is. I think I was going to try to write about how I can get a different job. But god damnit the only thing I can think about is that cat.
I guess I wanted to be that junky. The one who cares for animals. I remember well when my best friend in the throes of heroin addiction locked his bike to a street pole and just walked until he found a box so that he could take an unknown cat out of the street and put it on the sidewalk.
The pain I would feel if that cat had been one of my own. The pain that someone’s going to feel tomorrow. Maybe we deserve the pain. Maybe the pain lets us know that love is real. Not just some beautiful dream of cats, moonlight, awakenings, and happenings.
A bad thing happened tonight. Move it to a new forum. Whatever. The point is I need a new job. I can pass a drug test. I can write some mediocre drivel and it’s really all I want to do.
I was going to work on my novel tonight, but god damned all I want to do is hug my cats.
Wish me luck. Im trying hard to stay sober. I’m trying hard to get a better job.