wiSdoMiKaL
Bluelighter
I hate how you can’t see me.
But thats something, perhaps,
One day will fade,
And i wont have tears
Over memories of regrets.
How is it that i feel your loss
More then you yourself could feel?
How is it that i see all that i AM
All that i could have been
And feel the regret you might never feel?
Can i call it an untold past?
Or future?
How many lives must pass us by,
Before we are both ready?
How many times must we meet and love,
Before it becomes what i know it could be?
How can you not see me?
I’m standing right in front of you.
Fuck you.
For being blind to everything that i am.
But i can’t blame you,
I can’t blame anyone.
but, i guess it may be the wrong life time.
I hope you NEVER see me for what i AM.
I hope you never love me.
I hope you never experience this
I hope your love is never helplessly lost
I hope your heart is never unseen.
I hope you live your life in total innocence
Of everything i have potential to be.
I hope you NEVER turn around
And realise i am the one.
I hope you never have to say
I was the one that got away.
But know this,
I will die loving you
And you know our stars exist side by side
And you KNOW everything that i am.
And even though the realisations haven’t hit home
One life time we will be together.
And lay, under the stars.
With the knowledge of our love.
If you and i did not love,
There would be no universe.
So take your life beautifully,
And in everything you do, be happy.
I will see you somewhere in the cosmos,
Where we will dance on the blaze of a comet,
I know our love is the purest.
And even, if not in this lifetime,
We will find each other again.
And love will be the binding conclusion,
A force that can not be denied.
But thats something, perhaps,
One day will fade,
And i wont have tears
Over memories of regrets.
How is it that i feel your loss
More then you yourself could feel?
How is it that i see all that i AM
All that i could have been
And feel the regret you might never feel?
Can i call it an untold past?
Or future?
How many lives must pass us by,
Before we are both ready?
How many times must we meet and love,
Before it becomes what i know it could be?
How can you not see me?
I’m standing right in front of you.
Fuck you.
For being blind to everything that i am.
But i can’t blame you,
I can’t blame anyone.
but, i guess it may be the wrong life time.
I hope you NEVER see me for what i AM.
I hope you never love me.
I hope you never experience this
I hope your love is never helplessly lost
I hope your heart is never unseen.
I hope you live your life in total innocence
Of everything i have potential to be.
I hope you NEVER turn around
And realise i am the one.
I hope you never have to say
I was the one that got away.
But know this,
I will die loving you
And you know our stars exist side by side
And you KNOW everything that i am.
And even though the realisations haven’t hit home
One life time we will be together.
And lay, under the stars.
With the knowledge of our love.
If you and i did not love,
There would be no universe.
So take your life beautifully,
And in everything you do, be happy.
I will see you somewhere in the cosmos,
Where we will dance on the blaze of a comet,
I know our love is the purest.
And even, if not in this lifetime,
We will find each other again.
And love will be the binding conclusion,
A force that can not be denied.
