n0stalgiaEst.
Greenlighter
I looove molly, have been doing them roughly once every 1/2/3 sometimes 4 weeks for 3 months now (separation varies according to what im doing the following week, the situation i'm in, how much money i can spend without effecting my needs, etc.). The amount of what i do varies as well, some nights light, others quite a bit more.
I was first introduced to it by a close friend who 90% of the time rails it. So, naturally i picked up this habit as well. Most people hate the feeling of horrid drips but i only really minded the feeling the first 2 or 3 times i did it. To be entirely honest, they're mild enough for me to almost not be effected by them because i'm so familiar with the intense euphoria that follows insanely shortly after. Now i've branched out and do molly with a few other groups of people, and well, some of them will hesitantly rail but most of them prefer to pop the caps instead, because the feeling is so disgusting.
I've tried popping alone, and a combination of popping and railing, but none of them seem to quite match up to the feeling of just railing. It's a much more intense happy high that hits you right away. I tend to get much worse negative side effects from just popping, like worsened clamp-jaw (bruxism), paranoia, harder comedown, and a more groggy and personalized (i feel alone and just soak that up by myself for hours) kind of stimulation as opposed to when i rail. Railing gives me a strengthened calm, extremely mellow high (not so much frantic and stimulated), longer euphoria and happiness, greater connection and friendlyness to those around me, and much milder negative side effects (though i have more intense temperature fluctuation and dehydration, both of which im VERY good at catering for even when high.)
My question is, to sum it up,
-how much damage does railing really do to you?
-is it much worse than popping? (doesnt that get in your bloodstream directly...?)
-how do you know when you rail too often/much?
-does railing really make the chemical directly hit your brain?
-How does it "put holes in your brain"? i highly doubt it burns them.. that's the only thing i can come up with. if that were the case i'm sure the back of my throat would have a gauging hole in it which im pretty sure it doesn't..
It confuses me when people say railing harms you more, because it takes a LOT less mdma to get a great high when railing (for me) as opposed to popping, people tend to need almost double for the same intense high.
Comedowns are always a LOT worse when i pop, like i said, paranoia and bruxism are put to an extreme.
anyway thanks so much for your time, means a lot.
xo
I was first introduced to it by a close friend who 90% of the time rails it. So, naturally i picked up this habit as well. Most people hate the feeling of horrid drips but i only really minded the feeling the first 2 or 3 times i did it. To be entirely honest, they're mild enough for me to almost not be effected by them because i'm so familiar with the intense euphoria that follows insanely shortly after. Now i've branched out and do molly with a few other groups of people, and well, some of them will hesitantly rail but most of them prefer to pop the caps instead, because the feeling is so disgusting.
I've tried popping alone, and a combination of popping and railing, but none of them seem to quite match up to the feeling of just railing. It's a much more intense happy high that hits you right away. I tend to get much worse negative side effects from just popping, like worsened clamp-jaw (bruxism), paranoia, harder comedown, and a more groggy and personalized (i feel alone and just soak that up by myself for hours) kind of stimulation as opposed to when i rail. Railing gives me a strengthened calm, extremely mellow high (not so much frantic and stimulated), longer euphoria and happiness, greater connection and friendlyness to those around me, and much milder negative side effects (though i have more intense temperature fluctuation and dehydration, both of which im VERY good at catering for even when high.)
My question is, to sum it up,
-how much damage does railing really do to you?
-is it much worse than popping? (doesnt that get in your bloodstream directly...?)
-how do you know when you rail too often/much?
-does railing really make the chemical directly hit your brain?
-How does it "put holes in your brain"? i highly doubt it burns them.. that's the only thing i can come up with. if that were the case i'm sure the back of my throat would have a gauging hole in it which im pretty sure it doesn't..
It confuses me when people say railing harms you more, because it takes a LOT less mdma to get a great high when railing (for me) as opposed to popping, people tend to need almost double for the same intense high.
Comedowns are always a LOT worse when i pop, like i said, paranoia and bruxism are put to an extreme.
anyway thanks so much for your time, means a lot.
xo
