Ksa
Ex-Bluelighter
Now here's the story. I went to college to study chemistry in 2005. After the first year I had failed most classes and my gpa was below 3. That's when they set me on probation. The condition was, if my gpa would not raise above 4.5 after the following year they would kick me out of the faculty, and the year to come was quite difficult.
That's when I walked into a psychiatrist office and told him that I have a problem. I told him how I would sleep through my classes, never focus and how I would find any excuse to postpone studying or do anything else instead. For example, as soon as I understood a concept, I would say ''ok I understand, it's good sign'' and I would close the book and start wasting time, feeling a sense of relief that the book was closed.
The doctor knew what probation meant and so he understood the urgency of the situation. I was diagnosed with ADD and given 10mg of instant release d-amphetamine daily. As soon as I took the medicine something happened that I couldn't explain. It was like looking back in the past and noticing with a certain amount of astonishment that the tasks that I was unable to do and which almost costed me a failed bachelor were not only doable but were actually quite simple.
My gpa went from less than 3.5 to 7.5 in one year leading to an average of 5.5, well above the required limit so I was in business. For me d-amphetamine is the miracle medicine. As a chemist and engineer I never expected it to be so good. It makes me focus 100% for 8 hours in a row, has zero side effects, zero tolerance buildup, and absolutely no withdrawal. I can take the medicine for 3 months and stop all of a sudden for a 2 week vacation and feel great the whole time. Not even a slight headache.
I graduated and am now studying chemical engineering.
I thought I could share my story in a non wall of text format so lmk what you think.
Cheers,
That's when I walked into a psychiatrist office and told him that I have a problem. I told him how I would sleep through my classes, never focus and how I would find any excuse to postpone studying or do anything else instead. For example, as soon as I understood a concept, I would say ''ok I understand, it's good sign'' and I would close the book and start wasting time, feeling a sense of relief that the book was closed.
The doctor knew what probation meant and so he understood the urgency of the situation. I was diagnosed with ADD and given 10mg of instant release d-amphetamine daily. As soon as I took the medicine something happened that I couldn't explain. It was like looking back in the past and noticing with a certain amount of astonishment that the tasks that I was unable to do and which almost costed me a failed bachelor were not only doable but were actually quite simple.
My gpa went from less than 3.5 to 7.5 in one year leading to an average of 5.5, well above the required limit so I was in business. For me d-amphetamine is the miracle medicine. As a chemist and engineer I never expected it to be so good. It makes me focus 100% for 8 hours in a row, has zero side effects, zero tolerance buildup, and absolutely no withdrawal. I can take the medicine for 3 months and stop all of a sudden for a 2 week vacation and feel great the whole time. Not even a slight headache.
I graduated and am now studying chemical engineering.
I thought I could share my story in a non wall of text format so lmk what you think.
Cheers,
