So I had a completely fucked dream 2 nights ago. I have been clean for a few weeks now, with the exception of using morphine once.
I really didn't have much of a habit when I stopped, the worst part of the W D was really the shits and the shakes. But even that wasn't bad. Anyways I was staying down in Georgia for the past few weeks and had no issues with dreams. Came back to Norfolk Wednesday morning and that night had the craziest dream ever. So vivid, so much control, I really thought it wasn't a dream.
It starts out with me walking around a city I have never seen( but knew my way around) and I had some dilaudid. The only thing I really remember about the d's was that is was some crazy like 40+ mg pills and they looked JUST LIKE old school 80's but they just had a big D on 1 side. So I kept trying to mix my shot up in random places like bathrooms and shit and people kept come in everywhere I would go. The rig I was trying to out them in had a retractable needle on it somehow..so I finally get it mixed and find a place to get high and when I press the button on the rig, and go to poke my arm and when I get close and poke I realize that it was no longer a needle but a mechanical lead pencil and wrote on my arm. Odd. Also it's not completely a pencil because I still had the shot mixed in side of it.
Then I wake up. Never in my life had I had such a vivid and weird dream. I really don't understand why it's so hard to shake it off because it was just a dream. I know I had the dream because I used a lot in the past here and it's just my brain telling me I want to get high. It just strikes me a funny way because I usually have trouble remembering my dreams right after I wake up let alone 2 days later.
Anyways, does this type of thing happen to anyone else? Da fuq man??
I really didn't have much of a habit when I stopped, the worst part of the W D was really the shits and the shakes. But even that wasn't bad. Anyways I was staying down in Georgia for the past few weeks and had no issues with dreams. Came back to Norfolk Wednesday morning and that night had the craziest dream ever. So vivid, so much control, I really thought it wasn't a dream.
It starts out with me walking around a city I have never seen( but knew my way around) and I had some dilaudid. The only thing I really remember about the d's was that is was some crazy like 40+ mg pills and they looked JUST LIKE old school 80's but they just had a big D on 1 side. So I kept trying to mix my shot up in random places like bathrooms and shit and people kept come in everywhere I would go. The rig I was trying to out them in had a retractable needle on it somehow..so I finally get it mixed and find a place to get high and when I press the button on the rig, and go to poke my arm and when I get close and poke I realize that it was no longer a needle but a mechanical lead pencil and wrote on my arm. Odd. Also it's not completely a pencil because I still had the shot mixed in side of it.
Then I wake up. Never in my life had I had such a vivid and weird dream. I really don't understand why it's so hard to shake it off because it was just a dream. I know I had the dream because I used a lot in the past here and it's just my brain telling me I want to get high. It just strikes me a funny way because I usually have trouble remembering my dreams right after I wake up let alone 2 days later.
Anyways, does this type of thing happen to anyone else? Da fuq man??
