Confusion

[beegirl]

Well, its me again. I still havent done E in a month or so now, and am still feeling the withdrawl symptoms!! But now i have reached confusion. I have done E with one of my friends who makes it feel amazing! i feel totally safe and happy when i do it with him, and for the past three times i havent done it without him. But, now there is a problem!! He has reached a very depressing time in his life as far as i know, and wont open up about it. I feel very worried about him, even though he says hes okay! He wanted to do E this thursday with me and another friend, but now that hes so upset, he decided that he doesnt want to do it tomorrow! I almost feel that he doesnt want to be around me or anyone else for that matter anymore! What am i going to do? I really want to do E with him again soon. It wont be the same with him missing! He also has the best time on E, and i want him to be happy and experience the ecstasy again, but he wont!! How can i get him to open up, and to be happy! I feel as though im loosing him!! This SUX!
Well, thanks for listening!
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"3 is a magic number"
[This message has been edited by beegirl (edited 24 May 2000).]

 

[cherub]

hey, it is cool that you want to do e with him, but maybe he may needs a break,, seems like there is something else going on with him.
I really think if you care about him that you let him know that doing e or not will not affect you being there for him. It might change him opening up to you. Remember real friends don't revolve there lifes about when they met each other to roll but are also there for the real life.
Being concerned sounds like a good thing take some time to find out what is going on with out the mention of e. Then once things are good again you can go back to having some fun

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~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen

 

[Missiongrl22]

I know how you feel....I have a friend that I used to roll with every weekend ... He is still my friend, but he went through a time when he was kinda depressed.... we too were supposed to roll again during that time but he decided he didn't want to...I felt the same way you do , I thought that if he rolled he would feel better even if it was for that one night....the thing is I kept bugging him about it and it started to make him and I grow further apart....you should support his decision and try and help him through it....Forcing the subject on him might make things worse.....Just my opinion based on my experience....
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