I have been trying recreational drugs, MDMA, Cocaine & Cannabis over 3 months or so now. Now I am really confused. I know MDMA will give me a rush of euphoria and that it releases serotonin in my brain but I don't think that necessarily means that I am happy. I still feel self-conscious even sad and rejected sometimes. I suppose I am annoyed that although MDMA replicates the feelings of love, I don't feel as good as I did when I was in love. -I'm not sure if this is the case of the grass is always greener, or perhaps my actual feeling are governed by more than just serotonin, norepinephrine & dopamine.
How much of my emotions and feeling are governed by the drugs and how much by my psychological state of mind?
How much of my emotions and feeling are governed by the drugs and how much by my psychological state of mind?