georgejungle
Greenlighter
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- Oct 6, 2010
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The short of it. Work related back injury 2 years ago. Presently taking 80mg oxycotin 3 times a day, 15-5mg oxycodone throughout the day for break through pain, and 6-350mg soma a day. I've tried to cut back but always end up back to this legally perscribed dosage, so I want to try a cold turkey because I'm miserable taking these drugs, my life is centered on these pills, watching the clock for the next dosage, always have my daily supply in my pocket, counting the pills, and always wanting to take more, etc.
On hand for this cold turkey event I have , 10mg valium, 3 different mg of zanax/bars with the idea that maybe I can just sleep through most of the withdrawal. These meds have been perscribed to me over the years for PTSD. I also have the opiates themself and soma. My confusion is people talk about using Imodiam, Subutex, and all sorts of other pills to help and I just don't know how to start. I want to just flush the opiates, that way I have no choice but to stop and deal with this problem.
Now here is another bit of info. I'm in AA, very active, over twenty years clean and sober, sponsor, the whole deal. I've never had a drug problem until now and understand how I dealt with alcoholism, which was cold turkey,DT's, you know the drill, and now I'm dealing with being in AA and the guilt of taking these drugs, the fear of relapsing on alcohol even though I don't feel or think about drinking, that possibility is always there. In AA as long as you take meds the way they are perscribed and not abusing medication it's not considered a relapse but great warnings about opiates leading back to drinking.
I don't have the money for medical detox, so given what I've said what would you do? I own my business so if I have to take so time off from work I can. My wife will support me anyway she can, my sponsor knows of my situation and will help also. Now I need your help and opinions, thanks.
On hand for this cold turkey event I have , 10mg valium, 3 different mg of zanax/bars with the idea that maybe I can just sleep through most of the withdrawal. These meds have been perscribed to me over the years for PTSD. I also have the opiates themself and soma. My confusion is people talk about using Imodiam, Subutex, and all sorts of other pills to help and I just don't know how to start. I want to just flush the opiates, that way I have no choice but to stop and deal with this problem.
Now here is another bit of info. I'm in AA, very active, over twenty years clean and sober, sponsor, the whole deal. I've never had a drug problem until now and understand how I dealt with alcoholism, which was cold turkey,DT's, you know the drill, and now I'm dealing with being in AA and the guilt of taking these drugs, the fear of relapsing on alcohol even though I don't feel or think about drinking, that possibility is always there. In AA as long as you take meds the way they are perscribed and not abusing medication it's not considered a relapse but great warnings about opiates leading back to drinking.
I don't have the money for medical detox, so given what I've said what would you do? I own my business so if I have to take so time off from work I can. My wife will support me anyway she can, my sponsor knows of my situation and will help also. Now I need your help and opinions, thanks.