onetwonine
Bluelighter
I smoked crack a few hours ago.
The high was fun and all, but absolutley couldn't handle the comedown. It made me go through a lot of old issues that have caused me great depression before, and basically made me feel like shit. So to make it go away I took about 75 milligrams of adderall (two 30 mg pills and approximatley half of another).
I feel fine now, but i cant keep using adderall infinitley and i am now worried about the upcoming comedown. Specifically i worried if it will be like a normal speed comedown or it will be made a lot worse by the crack use. If its just the addy comedown, I can easily handle that, because I am extremely used to it, and short on money/time. If its somehow synergistic then I have no choice but to find benzos or opiates or something. I cant go through that again, I felt nearly suicidal.
The high was fun and all, but absolutley couldn't handle the comedown. It made me go through a lot of old issues that have caused me great depression before, and basically made me feel like shit. So to make it go away I took about 75 milligrams of adderall (two 30 mg pills and approximatley half of another).
I feel fine now, but i cant keep using adderall infinitley and i am now worried about the upcoming comedown. Specifically i worried if it will be like a normal speed comedown or it will be made a lot worse by the crack use. If its just the addy comedown, I can easily handle that, because I am extremely used to it, and short on money/time. If its somehow synergistic then I have no choice but to find benzos or opiates or something. I cant go through that again, I felt nearly suicidal.