Coke Usage, etc.

[eboogie317]

hey what's up guys ! I'm new to Tampa area from midwest my doc is heroin

 

[DoingDrugsSometime]

Coke usage etc

Ok, I couldn't figure out how to post in the right spot. Someone could also help with that. Lol. I did lots of coke and E and K amd probably other stuff when I was a teen and early 20's. I haven't done that stuff for a long time now (maybe 8 years or so) but I recently started snorting coke again. I realize it's an upper so it's gunna increase heart rate etc.. I've noticed that when I checked tonight after a whole bunch of it (about 1 gram, maybe 0.8 at least) and my pulse rate is just over 100 at about 105.. that seems pretty normal compared to how high I feel. The other things that is bugging me a little bit is that I feel my pulse in places I don't normally, such as on my nose.. it's not slight. It's heavy. So I signed up for this forum after reading some stuff on here. I'm just wondering what people think. Also, the amount I'm using is increasing. (Typical do my addictive personality) I started with just a couple bumps per night (only 9 or so days ago) and increased quickly to .5 per day. Now, tonight, (actually it's 7am now) I have done almost a gram. I read in google that a lethal dose averages at 1.2 g. So that makes me nervous. I imagine that the average is so low because some people have almost no tolerance and it drags down the statistic? Anyway... two more bits of info about me(since this is an intro thread) I got hooked on Oxys and was really badly addicted. Even though I was up to eating around 12-15 40mg neo Oxys per day at my worst, the only person who ever knew I was high was my wife. I rarely got the nods, held up conversations just fine(better than fine) and even my parents never knew (and still don't know) and my dad works with druggies all the time as a profession. (Maybe he just couldn't see it because of how much he trusts and respects me?). Anyway, I'm clean of that now for 3 months and I'll never eat another one. I know that I can't. I have quit here and there for 2-6 weeks at a time throughout the 2 years that I was using, and always went back because of the "just one night" idea. I recently had a friend that didn't know I was clean come give me an envelope full of perks as a gift because he knew I was down about my recent divorce. (3.5 months ago, that's what finally made me actually quit. My drug use [and her alcolism] was the main cause of ending a happy 15 year relationship) anywaaay, sorry, lol, I handed it right back to him I'd never eat any opiates of any kind ever again. Also, I am not staying on the coke. I'm getting right back into a horrible habit that makes me feel Like I shittier person (No offence to anyone, that's just me) it also makes my nostrils complete clogged for sleeping and I hate having to breathe through my mouth. The next day they are always clogged as well. It even causes me headaches while I'm high and my. One so numb and face and head so numb they hurt. Been taking Advil every night sometime before bed for headaches.
Thanks for reading
(If anyone reads this whole thing lol)

 

[DoingDrugsSometime]

Oh, I also am quitting because I'm always doing it by myself, in the bathroom at the bar, and then when I get home all night watching tv. Seems stupid to me, and I don't want other people knowing, as is the opposit with beer and weed, I have no problem with that being public. So I'm going to give myself one chance to allow a maximum of once per week and no more than a quarter gram. If I slip at all, I'm quoting cold turkey just like I did the Oxys.

 

[DoingDrugsSometime]

Shit, I'm going on and on, it's the coke high, lol, one more thing (at least) I remember as a kid/when I was younger that I always got mad drips. Like, every line is a big nasty drip. With this stuff/with my new experiences, I almost get none.. maybe one drop every several lines.. sometimes I'll only get 2 or 3 drips for a whole half gram worth of lines.... just something I noticed, didn't know if anyone knows why that could be.... probably just me over thinking nothing. It made me feel like instead of it draining to my stomach, it's getting stuck in my head. Lol hope not.

 

[DoingDrugsSometime]

Jesus
8:45 am now
Couldn't stop doing bumps. I knew it was stupid. Well over a gram. Ow but I think under 1.5 I weighed the first 0.7 and then just started taking straight out the bag. I feel completely high, can't breath through my nose at all, and my heads not bugging me so much right now, but when I feel my forehead and top of my head I can tell it's hurting, I just can't feel it. My nose hurt as well, but I really think it's as pure as u can get without knowing a huge supplier. My nose never bleeds off of it except for the next day I'll blow a little out my nose. Then it stops right away, never drips blood. I bet tomorrow it might for the first time. My nose is completely clogged but also running.
I'm typing like crazy cuz I'm so high. I think I'll have to go cold turkey. I get addicted to things to easily. Hopefully no typos, typing so fast on my phone and not checking. Thanks a lot for reading all this, of anyone did. I really like this site. I'm brand new as if yeaterday/this morning, but I've often visited it and read as it comes up most of the time I type a drug question into google. The concept of this site is awesome. Beating able to talk to drug users anonymously and often is a weird thing. No one has responded to any of my threads yet, (and I'm posting in a bunch of them) because I want people to read this and talk to me. Of ya, if you read about my pulse rate, after the rest of the coke it went up to 112 bpm. I'm going to check again now as I have done a few more lines since I last checked. (I feel like an anorexic checking his/her weight.) I just want to know because I'm curious and I would call an ambulance if it was something stupid like 200 bpm. That's would be scary. Google says 100 bpm is high for an adult.
One sec ;-)
Checking now ;-)

Ok, it's 112 still.
But I feel so fuckin high. Probably the highest I've ever been off of coke alone. I didn't even smoke weed ueater day/today at all because the coke makes me want to smoke less. And last night was st Patrick's day. I would have normally drank like 12 beers, but I only had 5 because I was doing blow in the bathroom all night (and dancing/moshing like a fool to live bands) wow. I hope people enjoy reading this am doing don't think it's stupid. And I also hop admin doesn't have a problem with it.
Peace for now
I'll reply if I end up doing any more, but that would be a fucked up and pretty bad decision. I already was talking to myself like in my head like "this is stupid, what if you o.d, there's not even anyone here. Your family could find you dead beside a bag of coke and rolled up bills.." etc etc. So I know it has become a problem because I thought those things and more and just kept sniffing and sniffing. Then again, I know I have a pretty good tolerance for all frogs other than psychedelics... (those totally fuck me up. Even a 0.5g of mush makes me have bad thoughts) Wait, is E a psychedelic? It makes sense that it is, but I always did E and had fun. Mush makes me paranoid and sad and (I just had to stop typing to rub my skull. It hurts now. Feels like someone is pumping full of more and more pressure and it's gunna explode. Nose hurts a lot too) anyway, mush makes me feel paranoid, scared and maybe even sad. Dang, writing while so high is crazy and satisfying. I wish I could show my friends/ family but I hide all my drug use when I'm using.
I reply soon for update on how I feel . My nose has never been this stuffed and I've never had this type of headache before. I'm still enjoying the high because it's so intense, but a lot of pain and discomfort. My throat is getting really dry because I never usually breath through my mouth. ( and yes, I drank water all night at the bar and I'm on my second bottle since I got home at 3 am) a DD service drive me home like always when I'm ficked or even buzzed, so no worries.
I can't breath in or out of my nose even if I try blowing rally hard. My ears pop and my eyes shoot out water. Well, tears I guess. And even though I can't even blow out or breathe in, I'm having to stop typing every 5 min to rub snot out of my nose because otherwise it'll drip down my face.
Jesus. Typing fast and thinking even faster. I bet part or all of the Reason my head is killing so bad (it's like a migraine now, but I'm handling it because if the trip (I would never usually say trip for coke, I use that for psychedelics and shit) but ya, the high is making all this pain and discomfort bareable. I hope I fall asleep before the pain really hurts.

Shit , I didn't finish my thought just above. I think the reason my head hurt so much is because of the excessive blowing and sniffing all night more than the coke itself. I bet if I just blew in and out all night like I did last night/today even wothout coke if get a headache. ( right now my vision is going blurry [dont worry, it's from all the water : years building up in my eyes and I'm not blinking them out] it's not blurry from brain damage or o.d. {at least I don't expect to o.d at this point, I mean my last line was like 20 min ago.} <does anybody know how long/late after your last line the o.d can kick in> Sheesh!! I'm too fixkes for my own good,)
I'd be embarrassed for any family or friends to see me like this. Eyes red, can't head spinning, I'd be chatting unconteaolabky in a way that would get unbearable annoying. (Some of you might be thinking that about this thread, BUT THEN WHY STILL BE READING) lmao
You could stop anytime. I would be entertained if I were you.

Another thing, I feel almost like I'm forgetting to breath for like 20 seconds at a time so
Stones and then I breath heavily to catch up. I'm not trying to obviously (more years running down my face right now and I'm not crying, just leaking)
Does anyone else get this forget to breath thing? Sounds pretty dumb to me.

Anyway, I'm gunna walk around my house for a minute because I've barely moved all this time since 3 am.
I'll type back soon.
I hope I get my first responses sooner than later. I'd like to chat before o hi to bed because, like I said, I have no one to cut to that I know... I keep this shot secret from all people.

Thanks a lot guys and gals. (Snot dropping again and again. And years coming down face pretty constantly... this is an eye opener. Time to ducking stop. I think I'll go cold turkey. I've only been ising for 9 days or so after all. I went cold turkey after a 200 dollar per day oxy habit and people didn't barely notice. I said I had the flu but didn't get dope sick barely at all. I did however not eat barely anything for 2 weeks and lost at least 15 maybe 20 lbs. so that's crazy I guess. But soooooo much better than anyone else I've ever heard of getting off that junk. (More years, more snot, mores pain in my nose and head and skull currently)

Wow, even when I was a kid doing huge ass lines of blow, I never got this ducked up. Probably a lot shittier of blow back then for sure. But I got great ass E, that's for sure. Orange omegas consistently. I was. Told back then that one of the main ingredient in that particular E was heroin. Could have been kid to, never know. I was getting it from a red line (H.A) connection that I had. He's long dead now. Well, I hope that didn't break the rule about not posting about connections. It was 11 through 15 years ago and I didn't mention names or cities and he's dead.

LOL FML

You guys probably think I'm a crazy weirdo. Truth is I talk all the time even when not on drugs. Especially after a few beer. I'll tell a stranger or a friend all about my divorce and ex wife and her eventually cheating and all that craziness like it's nothing. I just talk too much (as you am plainly see) I've been told by one guy that I need to remember other people have a voice and I have ears. But I told someone else about that and they said "no, you have good stories and speak well, I like listening.

Sorry, got off track for a second. I'm sure the admin only want frog talk and not life stories??
Or is posting about what you think while tripping allowed. Cuz that'd be cool.

I've tried to stop typing like 4 times and keep going. I'm going to stop now because I'm so blurry and painful and want to walk around to try to clear my head. Maybe have some juice. I'm lucky, yesterday I had a sub for a breaky/lunch and the. Because I knew I was getting fucked up for st Patrick's day I went to the keg and had a huge awesome steak dinner. So that's better for. Y body than eatinike shit/nothing before a night/morning/day like this.....

Duck, gotta stop typing (more tears, more snot, more pain and discomfort)

Bye guys and gals, (again) thank you so much for reading. I'm sure I'll get some unfriendly responses, but if some of you his are like me / people I've met at the bar. (Which is friendly, honest and talkative/rwdybto hear a good story) then I'm sure I'll get some nice posts too.

I'll check back soon and hopefully respond to people. Like I mean I'm gunna check every 5 minutes until I can sleep. (Which I'm sure won't be for hours)
I'm still I really High and haven't done a line in like 40 mins.... and don't worry, I couldn't do ANYMORE coke even if I wanted too. I'd have to hoop it and I've never done that with anything my whole life (kind of wanted to with some good afghani goldseal, but could never bring myself to) my nose is soooo incredible clogged (and will be for hours and hours) that I can't sniff any more even if I try really hard. (Oh my god, just blew my nose a tiny bit and my tears and headache is crazy.)

There I went again, typing so much when I'm trying to say by and go for a walk (in my house, neighbours are up now and I won't go outside until after I sleep this fucking craziness off)

Bye for real this time (I hope)
Yup, bye for real. ;-) lol

 

[DoingDrugsSometime]

Sorry that posted twice.
I haven't even gone for my walk around the house yet. It took me like 10 min just to copy the second part of my thread because I want to post it to the first part on all the other forums I posted it too. (Man, blowing my nose (barely, just little squeaks, and snot and years and dry throats and pain and discomfort anew inteadiying even more. Lucky I'm still really high and that counters it a bit, but not happy with myself for going this deep. I wonder how much the biggest toleranced person could sniff in one sitting. I bet some crazy mutha fucka could do like over an 8 ball in 2-3 hours or something crazy (snot keeps dropping!!!) I thought since I'm getting g little squeaks when I blow my nose I'd be a e to breathe through it's that same tiny amount, but no, it's frostily clogged in a weirder way than it ever has been, even at my sickest.

Ps- I know this was ridiculously long. I have gone back to copy and paste things and it even longer than I originally thought it was. But I hope some people like reading it and will respond.
I never knew how weird it would be swallowing water with absolutely no air being able to go through my nose. Every swallow is making my ears pop weirdly and my nose AND EYES feel weird crazy pressure. Ugh
I'm such a bum. ;-)

Please read and respond if you have the HOUR it takes to read all of this MUMBO JUMBO.

My grade 12 university level English teacher said out of all the students she has had that year and for quite a while back, that I should be an author.
Lmao
She didn't mean this.
Bahahah

Thanks again folks.
Bye for now

 

[Bigsammy610]

You doing okay? I recommend maybe laying off ALL substances for a while and see how you feel. Sounds like weed and alcohol isn't "enough" for you. Don't wanna see you go back to the pills. Although, cocaine is an awful habit as well. Destroyed my soul.