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Snafu in the Void said:
I'm drinking beer in my car in the dollar store parking lot
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Don’t get a DUI man, I’m sipping on some beer in my bedroom, got 22.5mg Valium in the system, pondering a biz selling completely new hybrid strains with Thai landrace strains mixed with more potent Western genetics. Most landrace is sativa there so a cross with something like gorilla glue could be magic. Seeds and Clones to the dispensaries setting up shop in a gold rush capitalizing on the legality of weed in TH. I think if we move fast in the market with the newest hybrids we could make a killing.

P.s. don’t drink and drive bud
 
BK38 said:
I’m not crazy...just a little unwell
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a lot of that going around.
hold ground. ha
time to process and analyze at times. too old for that shit now but whattayado? Im unloading on a therapist not sure how i feel about it yet but we will see what it is. Hope they at least got a job for a mf. damn. lol
been talikin to people face to face so far and ok cept first time. oof
oh well what do i do atm. coffee sounds good as the brmzlm slams sleepless coffee bs ime. shit lol just close the eyes. :)
are you saying you are not not crazy...? We gotta get into a lot of definitions and whatnot and if you want to create a thread that may bring health post it.
be the good seed, ya.
fuck em
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6am-64-14m said:
a lot of that going around.
hold ground. ha
time to process and analyze at times. too old for that shit now but whattayado? Im unloading on a therapist not sure how i feel about it yet but we will see what it is. Hope they at least got a job for a mf. damn. lol
been talikin to people face to face so far and ok cept first time. oof
oh well what do i do atm. coffee sounds good as the brmzlm slams sleepless coffee bs ime. shit lol just close the eyes. :)
are you saying you are not not crazy...? We gotta get into a lot of definitions and whatnot and if you want to create a thread that may bring health post it.
be the good seed, ya.
fuck em
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I have diagnosed C-PTSD and need to see if I have adhd or BPD2, chin-up. Just keep bulldozing through the onion that is pain and knowledge of self.
 
BK38 said:
C-PTSD
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I asked my dr about this and "toxic" empathy and sees it.
i feel there is no answer. But there always seems to be so....
maybe past her grade no offense but there are other (a lot) "fucked up" people in this area.

still with us hold on a sec, yeah?

hate having to write bromzolam down for her to "research"
it does need more research but not for everything like they did with diazpam valium back inda days. ha
Kinda high risk of something I think.Not sure what.
No harm no foul.
 
6am-64-14m said:
I asked my dr about this and "toxic" empathy and sees it.
i feel there is no answer. But there always seems to be so....
maybe past her grade no offense but there are other (a lot) "fucked up" people in this area.

still with us hold on a sec, yeah?

hate having to write bromzolam down for her to "research"
it does need more research but not for everything like they did with diazpam valium back inda days. ha
Kinda high risk of something I think.Not sure what.
No harm no foul.
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Go armed with info anout the lesser known chems and explain you need a legit script to taper and get sober if that’s what you want.
 
BK38 said:
Just keep bulldozing through the onion that is pain and knowledge of self.
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Maybe just sit with the onion, why destroy such an intangible thing?

Don't try to swim upstream, let go and let the stream flow into the future.

The way is downstream. Turbulent rocks are temporary unless you grab onto them and try to destroy them, which is impossible anyways.

The way. The way is downstream. Stop fighting destiny. Go with the flow.
 
Snafu in the Void said:
Maybe just sit with the onion, why destroy such an intangible thing?

Don't try to swim upstream, let go and let the stream flow into the future.

The way is downstream. Turbulent rocks are temporary unless you grab onto them and try to destroy them, which is impossible anyways.

The way. The way is downstream. Stop fighting destiny. Go with the flow.
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Spot on. Being present is a struggle, but only if forced.
 
BK38 said:
Spot on. Being present is a struggle, but only if forced.
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I've had over a thousand painful hangovers, memories, illnesses, travesties and withdrawals. The worst moments of my life. Death. Torture. Pain.

I feel just fine right now. ;)

Time only moves in one direction, but our brains.... unfortunately tend to move backwards... the pain of humanism we call consciousness.
 
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