PsychoPanda
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Coked up as fuck
Introduction:
This trip report tells the story of my best friend and me having a fun night on Cocaine together. I will explain the effects of this substance as detailed as possible. I hope you enjoy it!
What is Cocaine?
Cocaine is a stimulant that mainly acts by inhibiting the reuptake of serotonin, norepinephrine and dopamine. It comes either as white powder that can be snorted, or as little rocks (Crack-Cocaine) that can be smoked. After snorting the powder the first effects take about five minutes to kick an, the peaks lasts, depending on quality and dosage, between 30 minutes and one hour. If smoked the effects kick in nearly immediately and stronger than when snorted, but is only lasts up to 15 minutes.
Even though this substance doesn?€™t cause physical dependence, users can become psychological addicted to it. In the worst case a lethal overdose causing the user to stop breathing could lead to death, also people with heart issues, circulatory problems or during pregnancy.
For more detailed information visit: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cocaine
Protagonists:
Name: Me
Sex: Male
Age: 19
Height: 183cm / 6?€™0"
Weight: 75kg / 165lb
Location: Germany
Name: Ben (Good friend)
Sex: Male
Age: 20
Height: 180cm / 5?€™11"
Weight: 132kg / 291,01
Set and Setting:
This story takes place in August 2016 at my place, a small but very nice apartment with a big forest less then two minutes away. My room is designed for tripping as positive as possible, a few lights (LED?€™s, Lavalamp, Laserlamp, ?€?) and a 5.1 Surround System.
We were in a very positive mood expecting a great evening with some Cocaine and a lot of fun.
Prologe:
It was a Saturday in the middle of August, so the weather was perfect! The sun was shining, no clouds on the sky and about 28°C (82,4°F). Unfortunately getting the Cocaine took longer than expected we were a bit annoyed for a while. At about 4:00 pm the package finally arrived and we got really excited to open it up. I was expecting it to contain 1g Cocaine and 2g Ketamine so I was really looking forward to get fucked up. At first I opened up the little baggy with the Coke, it had a purely white color and was a rough powder with a few bigger lumps. The smell of Coke is pretty unique, a bit sweet with some kind of laundry detergent but by far not as intense as Amphetamine.
I handed the baggy to Ben so he could test it with a testkit, we always do that to make sure we have really what we think and to find out the purity of the substance. Meanwhile I inspected the Ketamine and recognised something off. Usually Ketamine looks a lot like sugar, a lot of small crystals they sparkle a bit in the light. But this Ketamine looked very similar to the Cocaine and not at all like sugar. I showed it to Ben and he agreed and suggested to test it so we can be sure. Our feeling didn?€™t fool us, instead of Ketamine we had another 2g Cocaine. A good deal considering that the Coke is more than twice as expensive as the Ketamine.
Most people probably wouldn?€™t tell their dealer about his mistake, but he is a nice, reliable and has very good contacts so he?€™s able to get really high-quality drugs. When I told him he offered me to just keep the Cocaine and I had no reason to deny his offer. In the meantime Ben had already tested both packs and got very excited because the Cocaine had a purity of 83%. Considering the average Coke in our area just having at max 40% purity, the white powder we had was the checkpot! We were ready to get ridiculously fucked up and have an amazing time!
Chapter 1: Let the party beginn
Everything was prepared: A big mirror on the table, razorblades to make lines, a dollar bill to snort it and the scale to exactly measure the drugs. Building lines is one of the coolest things when you have Cocaine, I always feel like some Hollywood Star doing drugs and partying all night, pretty cool though^^ On the mirror I was able to build four lines with 25mg, four with 50mg and two with 100mg.
Neither of us was very experienced with this drug, so we decided to start by snorting 25mg each and see how we feel. Cocaine has one property that I never found in any other drug: When snorted it totally numbs your nose and throat. That feels a bit strange at first but I enjoy that a lot, can?€™t even tell why. Ben hates that for some reason, but that is an acceptable sacrifice to get high.
It took less than three minutes until I felt the first effects. My heart started beating a bit faster, I got warm and a little bit hyperactive, I felt the need to move, no matter how, just move. So I got up and paced a bit back and forth in the room. Because Ben is a big guy and weighs a lot more than I do he didn?€™t feel a lot at first. My upcoming high confused him a bit, I guess he didn?€™t expect the Coke to hit me so fast. Ten minutes later and I was in full on Cokemode, no hunger, no thirst, no need to pee but an unflinching need to do something so I smoked a cigarette. During weeks neither of us smokes but when we party we both start to for some reason, not really a good habit though.
Inhaling the smoke, we had menthol cigarettes and that fresh, cool sensation in the throat felt incredible, like a cold glass of water with ice on a hot day in the summer. While I was totally focused into smoking, Ben snorted another line and before I could think about it, he already snorted the next one.
Me: ?€œDude, slow down a bit. We have more than enough left^^?€
Ben: ?€œHaha, I just wanna get as high as you are, I don?€™t feel much so far?€
Me: ?€œI?€™m sure those two lines will kick in soon?€
Ben: ?€œI hope so?€
They did. Just a couple of minutes after our conversation he started to feel it, too. At that time I felt as if I was immortal, as if nothing in this world could stop me and like being the strongest guy in our galaxy. The next hours went by quickly, we listened to music, started singing ourselves later, snorted a line every 30 minutes and had a great time.
One line lasted about 20 to 30 minutes before I started coming down slowly, that?€™s when we snorted some more to hold that high and the great feelings. Another cool thing about Cocaine is that you only need small lines here and then to prevent the effects from wearing off.
Chapter 2: New Message
It was about 7:00 pm when a good friend of mine, lets call him Charlie. The day before he already told me he?€™d do some LSD today, so I already knew he was tripping balls. But here is where it gets funny, he told me he wanted to Candyflip and took some MDMA, too. Ben and I were very curios how he?€™d be acting as soon as the MDMA kicks in, at this point we were coked up like shit. Within the last two hoers we had snorted about 200mg, Ben already 350mg, and we had plenty left what made us happy.
Me: ?€œWe have a whole night of Cocaine and fun waiting for us to conquer it?€
Ben: ?€œThat we have 3g instead of just 1g is so cool!?€
Me: ?€œI totally agree, we have Coke worth twice as much as I payed?€
Ben: ?€œYour dealer is a nice guy to just give you that for free?€
The whole evening we had random conversations like this and talked about everything that came to our minds. Both of es were extremely in talking mood, but neither of us had a topic to talk about.
About half an hour after Charlie?€™s first message he sent some more. When I saw what he wrote I felt like Indiana Jones trying to figure out the meaning of some old hieroglyphs. Obviously the MDMA was already kicking hard and he was probably shaking in pure pleasure, at least that?€™s the only thing that would justify these messages. Ben and I tried to figure out what Charlie ment with them, but there was not a single letter on the correct place. Usually Charlie doesn?€™t make mistakes when typing so I could guess what was going on there. It amused Ben and me a lot to play Indiana Jones with letters so we tried our best to solve this ?€? We didn?€™t success^^
Chapter 3: Into the woods
It was time for us to go for a walk, I needed to walk and breathe some fresh air. Before we left, both of us snorted another big ass line so we wouldn?€™t feel the Coke fade away while we were in the forest. And that plan worked exactly as we wanted, even better in some way. To get to the forest we had to cross a street were usually a lot of traffic is, but it was Saturday evening so we barely saw cars at all. Lucky us, the noise is annoying and not to forget that both of us were out of our minds high, crossing a street that has a lot of traffic would?€™ve been dangerous.
Two minutes later we were walking between big trees, bushes and shrubs. No destination needed, just walking because it feels so good. I took a few deep breaths to smell the forest and the air. It still was pretty warm, we heard to the birds sing in distance and the soft noise from the waterfall at the nearby river. Probably one of the most beautiful locations in our area.
We weren?€™t not even five minutes in the forest when the lines we did earlier startet to kick in quite strong. Our walking changed to a mix between dancing and jogging through the green. And nope, we didn?€™t have music playing, we just danced to the symphony of the forest in pure ecstasy. Overwhelmed in bliss with no worries, living in the moment to experience the unbelievable beauty of living. None of us wasted just a single thought about what tomorrow may be, all that was meaningful was now and somehow forever at the same time.
Suddenly I got called. Quickly grabbed my phone to see who?€™s calling ?€?
Charlie: ?€œOMG I love you so much!?€
Me: ?€œThe MDMA is kicking in strong, isn?€™t it??€
The following five minutes Charlie told us as detailed as anyone could how much he loves us and that we need to meet again soon. He was rolling so hard that he couldn?€™t even form a full sentence, his voice overlapped and I his pine was shaking so hard that I was able to hear his teeth rattling. The conversation went on like this for at least 20 minutes, maybe longer. It was pretty cute hearing him talking while he was crawling in pleasure but then it happened: The coke started wearing off. I realised for the first time how unpleasant coming down from Coke is so I wanted to do some more urgently. Ben must have thought the same because we looked at each other, feeling the exact same and started heading back home without any word. Charlie was still talking, or more making some random sounds with his mouth. Back at the house Ben and I said goodbye to Charlie and went back inside to do some more lines.
Chapter 4: Movieanalysis
It had gotten dark outside. About 10:00 pm we finally had a breakthrough in our conversation: We found a topic we both wanted to talk a lot about ?€? Movies. For the next three hours we talked about our favourite Actors, Movies from a specific genre, the best Directors and all kinds of movie related stuff. Both of us are fans of high quality entertainment, perfect!
The Cocaine made us want to talk a lot and now we were able to that with no end near. Somewhere while discussing about the Director ?€œLars von Trier?€ I realised that I had only smoked a single cigarette the whole evening. I mean, that?€™s a good thing, isn?€™t? I just didn?€™t think about it, somehow everything else was more interesting, especially our discussion. The dialogue went on and went on and went on until it was already midnight. Stimulant drugs often make you focus on something so intense that time seems to flyby without making you recognise it.
This drug gives the user a lot self-esteem and -esteem, it suppresses hunger and thirst while giving you a feeling of infinite strength. That part with the thirst is actually a problem we didn?€™t think about so far, and as a result of this we didn?€™t drink enough ?€? No, we didn?€™t drink anything at all. As soon as we noticed that we started drinking a bottle of water each. Dehydration is something you should never underestimate. Most of the people dying at Partys on stimulants like Cocaine or MDMA don?€™t actually die because of an overdose but because of overheating. If you don?€™t drink but dance all the time it can go downwards quite quickly.
Chapter 5: Unsightly Twist
Ok, we were hydrated again and had at least 1,5g Cocaine left, probably even more. But there accused another problem ?€? Our noses were totally clogged from all the Cocaine. When you sit infant of the drug, want to do some because you?€™re starting to come down, but you can?€™t snort it ?€? That really sucks ?€? A lot! Or does it? I mean, sure, it is probably the end of a great evening but I was living in the moment the whole day and totally forgot that I?€™ll go parachute jumping for the first time on the next day. The best thing to do is going to bed and sleep. And there is the next bad thing with Cocaine ?€? Even a few hours after the last time doing some falling asleep is not easy, no, no, no ?€? I had no chance of sleeping within the next few hours and snorting another line wasn?€™t possible either, dammit! Nothing is for free, hm? When you do a lot of Coke you you suffer equally to the joy it gave you. I guess that?€™s fair, but still nothing to look forward to.
Ben and I had been high for about 10h straight, pausing for a while to rest a bit is only healthy ?€? And necessary.
Chapter 6: An endless night
My prediction was correct and I just didn?€™t fall asleep. Somehow even worse because my eyes didn?€™t stay closed. Every time I closed them it took just a few minutes until they opened up automatically. A few moments later I notice they?€™re open again and everything goes the same loop over and over again. This would be a long night with too much boredom but not enough sleep. Actually that is how it is and I knew that, but when the time has come you just don?€™t want to accept it. Staying high is easier than coming down and feeling like shit, but you can?€™t be high forever, not unless you are the son of some mafia boss or a famous musician.
So I lay in my bed staring at the room, waiting for the night to pass. But these situations make time feel like frozen, these nights seem to last one eternity before the morning comes. Somehow I managed to sleep two hours before I woke up and felt like shit. Like actual bullshit. Totally exhausted, tired, empty and a bit confused, like if there?€™s a labyrinth in your mind that every thought has to find a path through before even be fully thought. And the worst about the waking up after a night like this is the knowledge that you?€™ll feel the whole day like shit ?€? At this point I always ask myself why I did all this ?€? I should?€™ve thought about tomorrow, but yesterdays gone and it?€™s too late to change it today ?€?
Epiloge:
And one more time I predicted correctly that I?€™d feel like shit the whole day and I was right. Fortunately was my parachute jump today so I at least had to do something. When you party all night on Coke and are alone at home the next day is even worse. It was about 10:00 am when Ben went home to sleep a bit. Apparently his night wasn?€™t better than mine.
And just if you wonder, I was tired until the very second when the door of that plane opened up 4000m / 13123 ft and then I was completely awake again. It was an amazing experience and I can just recommend it!
If I didn?€™t jump out of that plane, I would probably be in a very bad mood waiting for the night so I can sleep, at least that is how Ben?€™s next day turned out. The drug takes back what it has delivered to you, that?€™s just how it is. Either learn to deal with it or don?€™t do drugs.
Conclusion:
Cocaine is a powerful substances that can make you have a great time and have deep conversations that hold on over a few hours. On the other side is it not worth the price and the comedowns are extremely unpleasant.
This substance is worth a try I guess, but not suitable as party drug to use on the weekends.
Saver Use:
The best way of providing risks is abstinence, but if you decide to consume such substances you should always follow the safer use rules to keep the risk as low as possible.
Usage of psychoactive substances can cause issues in the development of the user. Our human bodies are in development up to 25. When you decide to do it earlier you should at least be 18 years old.
You should stay away from such substances in general if you have health issues, you are psychological unstable or pregnant.
Always test your substances, testkits are online available and not even expensive.
Begin with the smallest possible amount to make sure you don?€™t have an allergic reaction to the substance.
Make sure someone is there with you and could help in an emergency.
Take care of your health, don?€™t forget to eat and drink or neglect your hygiene.
Thank you:
You read the whole report and I thank you very much for that. I hope it answered a few questions, was entertaining or enjoyable to read. Feedback is always welcome, same goes for constructive criticism.
Final Words:
We all are children of earth, when we work together and support each other we can achieve our dreams! Be the best form of yourself possible and show your loved ones what they mean to you as often as you can. And take care of yourself, would be a shame if you didn?€™t.
by PsychoPanda
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Introduction:
This trip report tells the story of my best friend and me having a fun night on Cocaine together. I will explain the effects of this substance as detailed as possible. I hope you enjoy it!
What is Cocaine?
Cocaine is a stimulant that mainly acts by inhibiting the reuptake of serotonin, norepinephrine and dopamine. It comes either as white powder that can be snorted, or as little rocks (Crack-Cocaine) that can be smoked. After snorting the powder the first effects take about five minutes to kick an, the peaks lasts, depending on quality and dosage, between 30 minutes and one hour. If smoked the effects kick in nearly immediately and stronger than when snorted, but is only lasts up to 15 minutes.
Even though this substance doesn?€™t cause physical dependence, users can become psychological addicted to it. In the worst case a lethal overdose causing the user to stop breathing could lead to death, also people with heart issues, circulatory problems or during pregnancy.
For more detailed information visit: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cocaine
Protagonists:
Name: Me
Sex: Male
Age: 19
Height: 183cm / 6?€™0"
Weight: 75kg / 165lb
Location: Germany
Name: Ben (Good friend)
Sex: Male
Age: 20
Height: 180cm / 5?€™11"
Weight: 132kg / 291,01
Set and Setting:
This story takes place in August 2016 at my place, a small but very nice apartment with a big forest less then two minutes away. My room is designed for tripping as positive as possible, a few lights (LED?€™s, Lavalamp, Laserlamp, ?€?) and a 5.1 Surround System.
We were in a very positive mood expecting a great evening with some Cocaine and a lot of fun.
Prologe:
It was a Saturday in the middle of August, so the weather was perfect! The sun was shining, no clouds on the sky and about 28°C (82,4°F). Unfortunately getting the Cocaine took longer than expected we were a bit annoyed for a while. At about 4:00 pm the package finally arrived and we got really excited to open it up. I was expecting it to contain 1g Cocaine and 2g Ketamine so I was really looking forward to get fucked up. At first I opened up the little baggy with the Coke, it had a purely white color and was a rough powder with a few bigger lumps. The smell of Coke is pretty unique, a bit sweet with some kind of laundry detergent but by far not as intense as Amphetamine.
I handed the baggy to Ben so he could test it with a testkit, we always do that to make sure we have really what we think and to find out the purity of the substance. Meanwhile I inspected the Ketamine and recognised something off. Usually Ketamine looks a lot like sugar, a lot of small crystals they sparkle a bit in the light. But this Ketamine looked very similar to the Cocaine and not at all like sugar. I showed it to Ben and he agreed and suggested to test it so we can be sure. Our feeling didn?€™t fool us, instead of Ketamine we had another 2g Cocaine. A good deal considering that the Coke is more than twice as expensive as the Ketamine.
Most people probably wouldn?€™t tell their dealer about his mistake, but he is a nice, reliable and has very good contacts so he?€™s able to get really high-quality drugs. When I told him he offered me to just keep the Cocaine and I had no reason to deny his offer. In the meantime Ben had already tested both packs and got very excited because the Cocaine had a purity of 83%. Considering the average Coke in our area just having at max 40% purity, the white powder we had was the checkpot! We were ready to get ridiculously fucked up and have an amazing time!
Chapter 1: Let the party beginn
Everything was prepared: A big mirror on the table, razorblades to make lines, a dollar bill to snort it and the scale to exactly measure the drugs. Building lines is one of the coolest things when you have Cocaine, I always feel like some Hollywood Star doing drugs and partying all night, pretty cool though^^ On the mirror I was able to build four lines with 25mg, four with 50mg and two with 100mg.
Neither of us was very experienced with this drug, so we decided to start by snorting 25mg each and see how we feel. Cocaine has one property that I never found in any other drug: When snorted it totally numbs your nose and throat. That feels a bit strange at first but I enjoy that a lot, can?€™t even tell why. Ben hates that for some reason, but that is an acceptable sacrifice to get high.
It took less than three minutes until I felt the first effects. My heart started beating a bit faster, I got warm and a little bit hyperactive, I felt the need to move, no matter how, just move. So I got up and paced a bit back and forth in the room. Because Ben is a big guy and weighs a lot more than I do he didn?€™t feel a lot at first. My upcoming high confused him a bit, I guess he didn?€™t expect the Coke to hit me so fast. Ten minutes later and I was in full on Cokemode, no hunger, no thirst, no need to pee but an unflinching need to do something so I smoked a cigarette. During weeks neither of us smokes but when we party we both start to for some reason, not really a good habit though.
Inhaling the smoke, we had menthol cigarettes and that fresh, cool sensation in the throat felt incredible, like a cold glass of water with ice on a hot day in the summer. While I was totally focused into smoking, Ben snorted another line and before I could think about it, he already snorted the next one.
Me: ?€œDude, slow down a bit. We have more than enough left^^?€
Ben: ?€œHaha, I just wanna get as high as you are, I don?€™t feel much so far?€
Me: ?€œI?€™m sure those two lines will kick in soon?€
Ben: ?€œI hope so?€
They did. Just a couple of minutes after our conversation he started to feel it, too. At that time I felt as if I was immortal, as if nothing in this world could stop me and like being the strongest guy in our galaxy. The next hours went by quickly, we listened to music, started singing ourselves later, snorted a line every 30 minutes and had a great time.
One line lasted about 20 to 30 minutes before I started coming down slowly, that?€™s when we snorted some more to hold that high and the great feelings. Another cool thing about Cocaine is that you only need small lines here and then to prevent the effects from wearing off.
Chapter 2: New Message
It was about 7:00 pm when a good friend of mine, lets call him Charlie. The day before he already told me he?€™d do some LSD today, so I already knew he was tripping balls. But here is where it gets funny, he told me he wanted to Candyflip and took some MDMA, too. Ben and I were very curios how he?€™d be acting as soon as the MDMA kicks in, at this point we were coked up like shit. Within the last two hoers we had snorted about 200mg, Ben already 350mg, and we had plenty left what made us happy.
Me: ?€œWe have a whole night of Cocaine and fun waiting for us to conquer it?€
Ben: ?€œThat we have 3g instead of just 1g is so cool!?€
Me: ?€œI totally agree, we have Coke worth twice as much as I payed?€
Ben: ?€œYour dealer is a nice guy to just give you that for free?€
The whole evening we had random conversations like this and talked about everything that came to our minds. Both of es were extremely in talking mood, but neither of us had a topic to talk about.
About half an hour after Charlie?€™s first message he sent some more. When I saw what he wrote I felt like Indiana Jones trying to figure out the meaning of some old hieroglyphs. Obviously the MDMA was already kicking hard and he was probably shaking in pure pleasure, at least that?€™s the only thing that would justify these messages. Ben and I tried to figure out what Charlie ment with them, but there was not a single letter on the correct place. Usually Charlie doesn?€™t make mistakes when typing so I could guess what was going on there. It amused Ben and me a lot to play Indiana Jones with letters so we tried our best to solve this ?€? We didn?€™t success^^
Chapter 3: Into the woods
It was time for us to go for a walk, I needed to walk and breathe some fresh air. Before we left, both of us snorted another big ass line so we wouldn?€™t feel the Coke fade away while we were in the forest. And that plan worked exactly as we wanted, even better in some way. To get to the forest we had to cross a street were usually a lot of traffic is, but it was Saturday evening so we barely saw cars at all. Lucky us, the noise is annoying and not to forget that both of us were out of our minds high, crossing a street that has a lot of traffic would?€™ve been dangerous.
Two minutes later we were walking between big trees, bushes and shrubs. No destination needed, just walking because it feels so good. I took a few deep breaths to smell the forest and the air. It still was pretty warm, we heard to the birds sing in distance and the soft noise from the waterfall at the nearby river. Probably one of the most beautiful locations in our area.
We weren?€™t not even five minutes in the forest when the lines we did earlier startet to kick in quite strong. Our walking changed to a mix between dancing and jogging through the green. And nope, we didn?€™t have music playing, we just danced to the symphony of the forest in pure ecstasy. Overwhelmed in bliss with no worries, living in the moment to experience the unbelievable beauty of living. None of us wasted just a single thought about what tomorrow may be, all that was meaningful was now and somehow forever at the same time.
Suddenly I got called. Quickly grabbed my phone to see who?€™s calling ?€?
Charlie: ?€œOMG I love you so much!?€
Me: ?€œThe MDMA is kicking in strong, isn?€™t it??€
The following five minutes Charlie told us as detailed as anyone could how much he loves us and that we need to meet again soon. He was rolling so hard that he couldn?€™t even form a full sentence, his voice overlapped and I his pine was shaking so hard that I was able to hear his teeth rattling. The conversation went on like this for at least 20 minutes, maybe longer. It was pretty cute hearing him talking while he was crawling in pleasure but then it happened: The coke started wearing off. I realised for the first time how unpleasant coming down from Coke is so I wanted to do some more urgently. Ben must have thought the same because we looked at each other, feeling the exact same and started heading back home without any word. Charlie was still talking, or more making some random sounds with his mouth. Back at the house Ben and I said goodbye to Charlie and went back inside to do some more lines.
Chapter 4: Movieanalysis
It had gotten dark outside. About 10:00 pm we finally had a breakthrough in our conversation: We found a topic we both wanted to talk a lot about ?€? Movies. For the next three hours we talked about our favourite Actors, Movies from a specific genre, the best Directors and all kinds of movie related stuff. Both of us are fans of high quality entertainment, perfect!
The Cocaine made us want to talk a lot and now we were able to that with no end near. Somewhere while discussing about the Director ?€œLars von Trier?€ I realised that I had only smoked a single cigarette the whole evening. I mean, that?€™s a good thing, isn?€™t? I just didn?€™t think about it, somehow everything else was more interesting, especially our discussion. The dialogue went on and went on and went on until it was already midnight. Stimulant drugs often make you focus on something so intense that time seems to flyby without making you recognise it.
This drug gives the user a lot self-esteem and -esteem, it suppresses hunger and thirst while giving you a feeling of infinite strength. That part with the thirst is actually a problem we didn?€™t think about so far, and as a result of this we didn?€™t drink enough ?€? No, we didn?€™t drink anything at all. As soon as we noticed that we started drinking a bottle of water each. Dehydration is something you should never underestimate. Most of the people dying at Partys on stimulants like Cocaine or MDMA don?€™t actually die because of an overdose but because of overheating. If you don?€™t drink but dance all the time it can go downwards quite quickly.
Chapter 5: Unsightly Twist
Ok, we were hydrated again and had at least 1,5g Cocaine left, probably even more. But there accused another problem ?€? Our noses were totally clogged from all the Cocaine. When you sit infant of the drug, want to do some because you?€™re starting to come down, but you can?€™t snort it ?€? That really sucks ?€? A lot! Or does it? I mean, sure, it is probably the end of a great evening but I was living in the moment the whole day and totally forgot that I?€™ll go parachute jumping for the first time on the next day. The best thing to do is going to bed and sleep. And there is the next bad thing with Cocaine ?€? Even a few hours after the last time doing some falling asleep is not easy, no, no, no ?€? I had no chance of sleeping within the next few hours and snorting another line wasn?€™t possible either, dammit! Nothing is for free, hm? When you do a lot of Coke you you suffer equally to the joy it gave you. I guess that?€™s fair, but still nothing to look forward to.
Ben and I had been high for about 10h straight, pausing for a while to rest a bit is only healthy ?€? And necessary.
Chapter 6: An endless night
My prediction was correct and I just didn?€™t fall asleep. Somehow even worse because my eyes didn?€™t stay closed. Every time I closed them it took just a few minutes until they opened up automatically. A few moments later I notice they?€™re open again and everything goes the same loop over and over again. This would be a long night with too much boredom but not enough sleep. Actually that is how it is and I knew that, but when the time has come you just don?€™t want to accept it. Staying high is easier than coming down and feeling like shit, but you can?€™t be high forever, not unless you are the son of some mafia boss or a famous musician.
So I lay in my bed staring at the room, waiting for the night to pass. But these situations make time feel like frozen, these nights seem to last one eternity before the morning comes. Somehow I managed to sleep two hours before I woke up and felt like shit. Like actual bullshit. Totally exhausted, tired, empty and a bit confused, like if there?€™s a labyrinth in your mind that every thought has to find a path through before even be fully thought. And the worst about the waking up after a night like this is the knowledge that you?€™ll feel the whole day like shit ?€? At this point I always ask myself why I did all this ?€? I should?€™ve thought about tomorrow, but yesterdays gone and it?€™s too late to change it today ?€?
Epiloge:
And one more time I predicted correctly that I?€™d feel like shit the whole day and I was right. Fortunately was my parachute jump today so I at least had to do something. When you party all night on Coke and are alone at home the next day is even worse. It was about 10:00 am when Ben went home to sleep a bit. Apparently his night wasn?€™t better than mine.
And just if you wonder, I was tired until the very second when the door of that plane opened up 4000m / 13123 ft and then I was completely awake again. It was an amazing experience and I can just recommend it!
If I didn?€™t jump out of that plane, I would probably be in a very bad mood waiting for the night so I can sleep, at least that is how Ben?€™s next day turned out. The drug takes back what it has delivered to you, that?€™s just how it is. Either learn to deal with it or don?€™t do drugs.
Conclusion:
Cocaine is a powerful substances that can make you have a great time and have deep conversations that hold on over a few hours. On the other side is it not worth the price and the comedowns are extremely unpleasant.
This substance is worth a try I guess, but not suitable as party drug to use on the weekends.
Saver Use:
The best way of providing risks is abstinence, but if you decide to consume such substances you should always follow the safer use rules to keep the risk as low as possible.
Usage of psychoactive substances can cause issues in the development of the user. Our human bodies are in development up to 25. When you decide to do it earlier you should at least be 18 years old.
You should stay away from such substances in general if you have health issues, you are psychological unstable or pregnant.
Always test your substances, testkits are online available and not even expensive.
Begin with the smallest possible amount to make sure you don?€™t have an allergic reaction to the substance.
Make sure someone is there with you and could help in an emergency.
Take care of your health, don?€™t forget to eat and drink or neglect your hygiene.
Thank you:
You read the whole report and I thank you very much for that. I hope it answered a few questions, was entertaining or enjoyable to read. Feedback is always welcome, same goes for constructive criticism.
Final Words:
We all are children of earth, when we work together and support each other we can achieve our dreams! Be the best form of yourself possible and show your loved ones what they mean to you as often as you can. And take care of yourself, would be a shame if you didn?€™t.
by PsychoPanda
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