skipjames
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Hellos,
and on and on it goes, I m not not doing oxys then I m doing...anything else, benzos blow and booze in social occasions. Problem: as I ve said in a previous post, my missus has a serious issue with blow (she snorts a line she goes nuts still she wants the thing) me I m enjoying it but it ´s unsustainable:
1) family wise : I try to be as discreet as possible but the wife is not a fool and knows me better that I do, hence she knows what s going on and obviously she wants a line, but I don t wanna spend the rest of the day with her going insane so I have to politely but firmly refuse to give her access to the substance. Not cool but I ld rather have an argument than have her hospitalized with psychosis.
2) work wise : I m doing great , both at teaching and recording and producing my music, but...for how long? Anything can happen, my students can figure out that their enthusiastic prof is a lil bit too enthusiastic, that his nose is whiter than the rest of his body, etc etc
3) money wise: coke is way cheaper down here in Brazil but still is not for free.
Hence I am planning to at least reduce my use and use some replacement at least during working week days ( I m in that state where if I don t snort a line I feel like I can t get anything done) . At home we have Ritalin 10 mgs, do u think one pill or more can do the trick to help me getting thru the day?Or any other thing ? I m also doing kratom because of the lack of oxys, still pawns and anedonia are kicking.
I ve spent the last...17 years of my life being a functional opioid user, with blow I m a newbie, any tips appreciated....
and on and on it goes, I m not not doing oxys then I m doing...anything else, benzos blow and booze in social occasions. Problem: as I ve said in a previous post, my missus has a serious issue with blow (she snorts a line she goes nuts still she wants the thing) me I m enjoying it but it ´s unsustainable:
1) family wise : I try to be as discreet as possible but the wife is not a fool and knows me better that I do, hence she knows what s going on and obviously she wants a line, but I don t wanna spend the rest of the day with her going insane so I have to politely but firmly refuse to give her access to the substance. Not cool but I ld rather have an argument than have her hospitalized with psychosis.
2) work wise : I m doing great , both at teaching and recording and producing my music, but...for how long? Anything can happen, my students can figure out that their enthusiastic prof is a lil bit too enthusiastic, that his nose is whiter than the rest of his body, etc etc
3) money wise: coke is way cheaper down here in Brazil but still is not for free.
Hence I am planning to at least reduce my use and use some replacement at least during working week days ( I m in that state where if I don t snort a line I feel like I can t get anything done) . At home we have Ritalin 10 mgs, do u think one pill or more can do the trick to help me getting thru the day?Or any other thing ? I m also doing kratom because of the lack of oxys, still pawns and anedonia are kicking.
I ve spent the last...17 years of my life being a functional opioid user, with blow I m a newbie, any tips appreciated....