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just a coker 01

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Hiya folk's, just a quick note, not been on here for a few weeks. But I was still loving my habit of sniffing cocaine powder and smoking crack untill four and a half five weeks back, I just mentally looked at myself, my lack of a decent diet, my hygiene, my financial situation and my mental health state and realised that anymore cocaine or crack and I will be a statistic in the dead or zombie chapter of drugs. I was so consumed in smoking crack and sniffing that a u further use and I would be over the edge and gone! So have now been clean just over 21 days and I feel positive, I am eating well and healthy food, showering and brushing teeth, going to launderettes cleaning clothes and enrolled in a local gym
And I am not looking back, I have deleted my dealers telephone number aswell. If like me you want of the cocaine ride, just jump off straight away, throw your sniffer and pipes in the bin, delete your money grabbing dealers number, treat yourself to a decent takeaway or meal, have a shower, wash your hoodie and pants be clean feel clean and not just personal hygiene. I was smoking crack and sniffing HCl everyday for the last twenty years and gone straight cold turkey and it's better than trying to taper ! Cocaine, either you do it or not, theres no inbetween. Make that move and get off the white demon ride you won't regret, and stay strong, big love!
 
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Well, things only seem to of lasted so long. Been away for a while, I'm still going to the gym but in moderation, as bipolar and depression can make me lethargic. Diet wise I have been stuffing burgers and bacon but have got over binging on such meat and going to have meat in moderation and up my low fat dairy ,egg whites fish and lentils for the proteins and skip fat fried foods and change from lifting weights only to doing a fair amount of cardio mainly rowing, and yes you guessed it walking at the pace some of us know to the coke dealer!! Yh I have gone back to dabbling again, only picking up .2"s - .3's every so often and not getting .8's or g's and racing the lot. I feel more focused and understanding of coke and know how to keep level, have a livener or two and keeping my head screwed on and still eating properly and partaking in fitness still. Some will say I have slipped up but it is all on a level. And it's the first time I have been back on here for a while, and no doubt I have a lot to catch up on 😄
 
It's a fine line man. Knowing that it is a problem will assist you. I've struggled this year with it as well. It never got too out of control but I made questionable decisions based on that mental addiction. If you are going to cheat and party, make it a planned decision to reward yourself for living a more healthy lifestyle. Then get right back on your healthy plan. Don't hold anything until your planned date arrives. You will talk yourself into doing it, and you will not stop after one hit.
 
Focusing on staying clean one day at a time is the way. Promising not to do anything for the rest of your life is a huge undertaking. Rooting for you :)
 
just a coker 01 said:
Hiya folk's, just a quick note, not been on here for a few weeks. But I was still loving my habit of sniffing cocaine powder and smoking crack untill four and a half five weeks back, I just mentally looked at myself, my lack of a decent diet, my hygiene, my financial situation and my mental health state and realised that anymore cocaine or crack and I will be a statistic in the dead or zombie chapter of drugs. I was so consumed in smoking crack and sniffing that a u further use and I would be over the edge and gone! So have now been clean just over 21 days and I feel positive, I am eating well and healthy food, showering and brushing teeth, going to launderettes cleaning clothes and enrolled in a local gym
And I am not looking back, I have deleted my dealers telephone number aswell. If like me you want of the cocaine ride, just jump off straight away, throw your sniffer and pipes in the bin, delete your money grabbing dealers number, treat yourself to a decent takeaway or meal, have a shower, wash your hoodie and pants be clean feel clean and not just personal hygiene. I was smoking crack and sniffing HCl everyday for the last twenty years and gone straight cold turkey and it's better than trying to taper ! Cocaine, either you do it or not, theres no inbetween. Make that move and get off the white demon ride you won't regret, and stay strong, big love!
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Hey I absolutely get it, I have a love hate kinda relationship with the crack cocaine devil. I was clean from May 20th to about October 9th of 2024. I'm still not doing dope in the habit forming way. I'm on methadone, 70 mg was on 120mgs but I relapsed, skipped a week and then had to start at 30 and build up again. It was painful but not in the omg take me now way. In the wtf, this is the most annoying uncomfortable feeling ever. Although I did a bag of D a day for 3 days. But I was without anything for 4 or 5 days. Now I'm back on methadone, just smoking Base and doing D if I smoked a few grams for 2 days straight and I can't sleep. Then I need to shoot a few bags to come down. But on a daily basis, nope.
just a coker 01 said:
Hiya folk's, just a quick note, not been on here for a few weeks. But I was still loving my habit of sniffing cocaine powder and smoking crack untill four and a half five weeks back, I just mentally looked at myself, my lack of a decent diet, my hygiene, my financial situation and my mental health state and realised that anymore cocaine or crack and I will be a statistic in the dead or zombie chapter of drugs. I was so consumed in smoking crack and sniffing that a u further use and I would be over the edge and gone! So have now been clean just over 21 days and I feel positive, I am eating well and healthy food, showering and brushing teeth, going to launderettes cleaning clothes and enrolled in a local gym
And I am not looking back, I have deleted my dealers telephone number aswell. If like me you want of the cocaine ride, just jump off straight away, throw your sniffer and pipes in the bin, delete your money grabbing dealers number, treat yourself to a decent takeaway or meal, have a shower, wash your hoodie and pants be clean feel clean and not just personal hygiene. I was smoking crack and sniffing HCl everyday for the last twenty years and gone straight cold turkey and it's better than trying to taper ! Cocaine, either you do it or not, theres no inbetween. Make that move and get off the white demon ride you won't regret, and stay strong, big love!
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just a coker 01 said:
Hiya folk's, just a quick note, not been on here for a few weeks. But I was still loving my habit of sniffing cocaine powder and smoking crack untill four and a half five weeks back, I just mentally looked at myself, my lack of a decent diet, my hygiene, my financial situation and my mental health state and realised that anymore cocaine or crack and I will be a statistic in the dead or zombie chapter of drugs. I was so consumed in smoking crack and sniffing that a u further use and I would be over the edge and gone! So have now been clean just over 21 days and I feel positive, I am eating well and healthy food, showering and brushing teeth, going to launderettes cleaning clothes and enrolled in a local gym
And I am not looking back, I have deleted my dealers telephone number aswell. If like me you want of the cocaine ride, just jump off straight away, throw your sniffer and pipes in the bin, delete your money grabbing dealers number, treat yourself to a decent takeaway or meal, have a shower, wash your hoodie and pants be clean feel clean and not just personal hygiene. I was smoking crack and sniffing HCl everyday for the last twenty years and gone straight cold turkey and it's better than trying to taper ! Cocaine, either you do it or not, theres no inbetween. Make that move and get off the white demon ride you won't regret, and stay strong, big love!
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I can relate. I am smoking a lot lately, doing dope when I smoke obviously and I am supposed to be clean because I'm on methadone. Haven't had a habit since May thank God but I can't stop smoking. IDK why? It's kinda annoying. I will be so anxious and think it's gonna be the best idea to go cop but then after I smoke 3 hits I'm mad, anxious, and regretting the whole thing. Especially when we can only get a $20 in the building that we ( me and my man) live at. It's not the place where you can find much of anything. When we get to go to where I used to live ( Paterson NJ) that's when I get happy, $25 a g. So I'm leaving with way more than a $20. I've been up for about 2½ days, can't sleep, still have shit left and I am at the point where I can't wait to finish it. I get like that when I don't have anything to come down with and I am at that point. There is a part of me that is done with it all. But IDK if that part is big enough to get me to completely stop, admit that I am helpless over drugs, ask for help ( like have those 3 words come out of my mouth, Please help me.) and take responsibility for everything that has gone wrong in my life the past 13 years. I can admit that I'm a drug addict and that my way isn't exactly working. But all that good stuff I just said is only 35-38% of my entire being. IDK if that's enough to really stop. IDK. I'm actually really happy that I found this forum. I was searching for something like this.
 
And know adays i back to crack pipping, and at least 70cl.of rum a day and minimum 10hrams of snuff tobacco powder, diazapaem.5mg -25mg a day with olazapine on top, def got to change my username as now doing more than just cocaine
 
If you don't mind me asking, how old are you? I'm 38 started to get high on any substance when I was 15 (weed) but I know that everytime I said I was done, had a significant amount of time I would get complacent and pretty much delusional because I would always think that if I didn't do dope or shoot iv than I was cured LMFAO! Today I know that I was just in denial. But with each relapsemy addiction got worse. I'd get more and more of a ( as my sweet innocent Dad put it) " a hardened junkie" so inevitably my NEVERs came true......1 by 1. I started out as a niéve 18 yr old young woman just starting cosmetology school and then before I knew it I was crouching tiger hidden dragon in the bathroom at school (which was legit a 4x5 size bathroom so I didn't really have privacy) smoking crizzy and using the CLEAN TOILET WATER TO SHOOT UP WITH (I CLEANED IT BEFORE WITH BLEACH,SINK WAS OUTSIDE Bathroom). But that's what I'm saying, ONLY JUNKIES USE TOILET WATER TO SHOOT UP WITH BECAUSE G9D FORBID I COULDN'T GET HIGH HOW AND WHEN AND WHERE I PLEASED. What I'm trying to say is that if you truly honestly want to stop and grab a meeting let that be the last time you relapse because it only gets worse from here. Last May I was living in a makeshift Tarp tent on the train tracks with my Fiancé (although I will give credit where it's due, the tarp tent was legit, my Fiancé is the handyman of all handymen and probably build a house from Legos lol) cold, dirty, numb, and didn't give a shit about nothing and no one but my crack, dope, stem, and needle. I ODed on the rail , died, was given 8 nose spray narcans and barley woke up. I still didn't get the picture and was out there longer. Finally my Fiance's Dad came to Paterson, tracks and tried to take him back home. He didn't want to leave me alone there so he said no if she's not coming I'm not leaving her. Next day his bro law came and said let's go the both of you. So we stayed at a motel for a week they paid half my parents paid other half. Wound up going to Newark NJ to a program for detox, got on methadone and went to live with his sister. It was easylt bumblefuck but I was alive . Just think next time it's really your last because if you go back out every time you might not come home😢
 
Im 49, been up all night on coffee, taurine, snuff tobacco and rum, waiting for shop to open to get more snuff, then wait cpuple of hours to wait and see if my dealer will forward me cocaine until payday friday
 
Yea, I smoked all night and all day and all last night lol. I don't want to go to sleep because I have to go to methadone in 3 hours lol so I'm just going to keep on so I don't pass out and miss the ride for the clinic
 
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.....1 by 1. I started out as a niéve 18 yr old young woman just starting cosmetology school and then before I knew it I was crouching tiger hidden dragon in the bathroom at school (which was legit a 4x5 size bathroom so I didn't really have privacy) smoking crizzy and using the CLEAN TOILET WATER TO SHOOT UP WITH (I CLEANED IT BEFORE WITH BLEACH,SINK WAS OUTSIDE Bathroom). But that's what I'm saying, ONLY JUNKIES USE TOILET WATER TO SHOOT UP WITH BECAUSE G9D FORBID I COULDN'T GET HIGH HOW AND WHEN AND WHERE I PLEASED.
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Not that i would advocate IV-use, but if in such condition s.
No Evian, Rain or sterile water at hand. How why laziness or no choice ?
The vials, or saline nose spray, were no option ? Grosse.
Well its nice you cleaned up the Toilet before using that water.

But why not clean the flush Tank, use that Water 💡!
Run through one those micron filter s, advocated for IV user s.
Why from the pot everyone shit s/ pee s/ Vomit s and/ or has their period in ?

Just heard from a Junky, regarding the water, as i dont IV,
even hate it when they have to draw blood. Child trauma.
 
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