Oh how i remember the days when a "20 sack(.20-.30g)" of blow from a friend would get me spun for a night.
Now I buy a gram, and it just can't last long enough ever anymore lol.
It's like okay, that was 2 lines, why is my sack almost empty.
oh wait, my idea of a line is completely skewed now (im over exaggerating, but i used to do like tiny 30mg lines once an hour, and now do 100-150mg lines every 30 minutes or less lol, though I might divide that one line into 2 lines, 1 for each nostril.)
mostly because the high is just not what i remember it used to be like anymore
sigh. tis' with all drugs, even as a weekend user tolerance builds.
edit: and i've noticed some much more gnarly panic attacks on the come-down after a night of drinking and blow, cause your also getting that terrible hit by a truck feeling from drinking to much, combined with the comedown from coke.
sometimes I feel like, 30 minutes after my last line, when i'm just getting home at 6am in the morning and the sun is coming up and i know i won't be sleeping for a few more hours, and nothing, nothing in the world interests me at all, tv is depressing, everything is depressing, showering is depressing, that their literally is no worse feeling then being alive at that moment.
That anxiety pours into the next day when I wake up to, it's awful man
this only happens when combined with alcohol though, so tread-carefully my friend. Some people say they get less of a come-down with alcohol though so i don't know.
EDIT:
Anyone else ever find they can't get drunk without having real bad coke craving now?
I'll have a 6 pack and be craving so hard thinking if i had a line my god I would feel so great, but then if I pick up and have that line, usually it's a total let down and im just like okay... better do some more lol.
it's awful and I know it's not bunk sh*t im just to used to it now, whats that saying, memories are sweeter than the actual honey or something. It's like when I'm drink I feel like I have an empty spot where that line of cocaine should be, but if I do it than I'm just kinda like okay now what do i look forward to. yay more lines than a crappy come down.
ugg such an awful drug.