The experience I am about to describe fills me with immense shame. I have been thinking long and hard whether or not to even talk/write about it.
I've taken cocaine intravenously before, but not as much as I have abused other stimulants via this roa. I've never found the bellringer to be all that great. There are a ton of rushes that are more pleasurable to me.
It was both my mom's and a good friend's birthday. We went out for dinner with the family and my wife urged me to go join my friend drinking afterwards.
So I went out for town, had a few short drinks and beer until I eventually realized I was drunk as fuck. Since the two friends I was with aren't into drugs other than pot and booze and the usual suspects (two barkeepers) could not hook me up, I started getting fixated on the idea to yield some stimulant.
I eventually asked an acquaintance who I still know from university. He is now a doctor and studying to become a surgeon, but alas that is probably how we will go down in history due to what the monster that is his IV drug habit has done to his life.
He said he had syringes and needles available. No micron filters though, but acording to him a cigarette filter would do. I have ever injected anything without properly filtering, never shared gear, never not desinfected my skin etc., but the urge was big enough to ignore the fact that I would possibly be injecting pathogens into my bloodstream.
So long story short, we scored 1.2g of what looked, smelled and tasted like some pretty good cocaine. He was behind the wheel despite having lost his driver's license for DUI.
He pulled over to the side of a large street with no pedestrians or cars around at around 3am.
While there were fresh needles, it turned out he did NOT have any fresh syringes, but only old ones he had been using those past days. It was too late though, I was drunk as fuck and not willing to reconsider my plans of getting wrecked.
So he pulled out an old dirty looking spoon and a bottle cap filled with water. We dumped 0.6g into the spoon. It dissolved readily. I was so eager to get the first shot in and trying so hard to ignore the stupidity of what I was doing that I forgot about the filtering altogether.
The syringe was filled with a pink acqeous solution due to remains of his blood still being left in the syringe. I tie off, not applying the non-existant desinfectant and inject 1/6 of the solution (100mg product).
The rush was underwhelming. When he was done sitting out his bellringer I decided that I must have done too little and drew up another 150mg product. This must've been less than 5 minutes after the first shot.
Inject, remove the needle and - if I recall correctly - was about to say that I can not get a proper rush out of the shots when suddenly...
I am sitting next to the car and push myself to a standing position with one leg. I feel pretty strong. He was guiding me back inside the car where two more people were sitting - one in the back and one at the wheel. I hallucinated these people.
I enter the car again and realize that I feel extremely dizzy. Everything was spinning.
Now according to him here is what happened:
I removed the needle, started mumbling and went into a tonic clonic seizure that lasted close to 6 minutes. I then tried to leave the car where I immediately started convulsing again, but he was there to catch me until the second wave had subsided after another 3 minutes.
Within roughly 15-30 minutes I was feeling on top of it again and had another couple of shots at lower doses. Nothing to write home about.
It was the next day when I really started to appreciate how fucking stupid I had been. This 'friend' is in the habit of visiting swinger clubs and celebrating s&m orgies on a weekly basis and has completely given up on safe practices of IV drug use. I directly injected his blood into my bloodstream along with leftovers from bottled drinking water.
It looks like I did not catch an abcess which is a huge relief. I am never gonna inject that fucking poison into my body again.
I feel so fucking ashame.
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I've taken cocaine intravenously before, but not as much as I have abused other stimulants via this roa. I've never found the bellringer to be all that great. There are a ton of rushes that are more pleasurable to me.
It was both my mom's and a good friend's birthday. We went out for dinner with the family and my wife urged me to go join my friend drinking afterwards.
So I went out for town, had a few short drinks and beer until I eventually realized I was drunk as fuck. Since the two friends I was with aren't into drugs other than pot and booze and the usual suspects (two barkeepers) could not hook me up, I started getting fixated on the idea to yield some stimulant.
I eventually asked an acquaintance who I still know from university. He is now a doctor and studying to become a surgeon, but alas that is probably how we will go down in history due to what the monster that is his IV drug habit has done to his life.
He said he had syringes and needles available. No micron filters though, but acording to him a cigarette filter would do. I have ever injected anything without properly filtering, never shared gear, never not desinfected my skin etc., but the urge was big enough to ignore the fact that I would possibly be injecting pathogens into my bloodstream.
So long story short, we scored 1.2g of what looked, smelled and tasted like some pretty good cocaine. He was behind the wheel despite having lost his driver's license for DUI.
He pulled over to the side of a large street with no pedestrians or cars around at around 3am.
While there were fresh needles, it turned out he did NOT have any fresh syringes, but only old ones he had been using those past days. It was too late though, I was drunk as fuck and not willing to reconsider my plans of getting wrecked.
So he pulled out an old dirty looking spoon and a bottle cap filled with water. We dumped 0.6g into the spoon. It dissolved readily. I was so eager to get the first shot in and trying so hard to ignore the stupidity of what I was doing that I forgot about the filtering altogether.
The syringe was filled with a pink acqeous solution due to remains of his blood still being left in the syringe. I tie off, not applying the non-existant desinfectant and inject 1/6 of the solution (100mg product).
The rush was underwhelming. When he was done sitting out his bellringer I decided that I must have done too little and drew up another 150mg product. This must've been less than 5 minutes after the first shot.
Inject, remove the needle and - if I recall correctly - was about to say that I can not get a proper rush out of the shots when suddenly...
I am sitting next to the car and push myself to a standing position with one leg. I feel pretty strong. He was guiding me back inside the car where two more people were sitting - one in the back and one at the wheel. I hallucinated these people.
I enter the car again and realize that I feel extremely dizzy. Everything was spinning.
Now according to him here is what happened:
I removed the needle, started mumbling and went into a tonic clonic seizure that lasted close to 6 minutes. I then tried to leave the car where I immediately started convulsing again, but he was there to catch me until the second wave had subsided after another 3 minutes.
Within roughly 15-30 minutes I was feeling on top of it again and had another couple of shots at lower doses. Nothing to write home about.
It was the next day when I really started to appreciate how fucking stupid I had been. This 'friend' is in the habit of visiting swinger clubs and celebrating s&m orgies on a weekly basis and has completely given up on safe practices of IV drug use. I directly injected his blood into my bloodstream along with leftovers from bottled drinking water.
It looks like I did not catch an abcess which is a huge relief. I am never gonna inject that fucking poison into my body again.
I feel so fucking ashame.
substancecode_cocaine
substancecode_stimulants
explevel_experienced
roacode_iv
exptype_negative
exptype_disaster
exptype_health
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That's a really freaky story. I can't say I haven't done stuff that was stupid that made me feel ashamed when on drugs, especially alcohol and benzos. I've never IVed so fortunately I wasn't ever exposed to that part of drug use (a very conscious decision and resolve I made and continue to make). I'm glad you learned something though. To be honest I think IVing drugs is fucking dangerous and really asking for trouble, especially if you have addictive tendencies (as most of us on here probably do). You probably shouldn't do it anymore, you have some great things, sounds like your life is good and you have people you love, and continuing to IV is probably the biggest danger to that.
