Ritalin_boy
Bluelighter
Yeah so im in brisbane. and I'm 18, and have no criminal record or previous offences.
A couple of saturdays ago, at 3am, i'm on my way to the car to go home, im pretty chopped (three weeks since my pill, longest break in 7 or 8 months) and i decide, 50 metres from, and in view of the car, to steal a bus station poster. (for those who care - it wasnt even a good poster - in the bus stop in the side street near the camping stores )
In the middle of the valley, this is clearly the most ridiculous idea ive ever had. i clearly suffer from brain damage from my abuse if im making desicions like this.
anyway, the inevitable happens, a D car rolls up ( fruad squad from what i gathered... how whacked) and i get done with 12 in my wallet (brain damage duly noted.)
Anyway, it was 8 butterflys, 2 white smileys, the good ones, one no logo orange K pill and a white @. a rather nice collection if i do say so myself, a stash i intend to bury for needy times. i dont mind munching the local circulation crap on weekends and wanted this good shit for a festival of some description.
Anyway, now to my point. "Caught by the fuzz, Well I was still on a buzz"
And now i'm after any advice people here can offer with regards to my court date next monday - ESP brisbane young ones - im 18...
i told them that it was a stash, (didnt say that the k pill was K, didnt want 2 substances) and that i drop every weekend, almost without fail, for about 6 - 8 months, and need a good 3 or 4 to get through a night (i'm on tape saying that). heres for hoping i get away with personal use, though 12 is certainly pushing it. it IS, however, my first offence.
anyway, does Anyone have anything related to the trial, im not sure what im after but just tips or anything. i wasnt dealing and i dont want to go down as such.
--- I was curious, i was so chopped it HAD to be obvious to the arresting officers at the time, yet they asked me, and took my word for it, about my being straight and OK to answer questions on tape. Is this cause for having my statements recanted (im pretty certain it is), and is this worth doing anyway?
--- Someone suggested no sleep or food and a huge binge the prior few days, so i look like troubled addicted type. sounds loony, but likely to prove my personal use story, and probably land me in rehab... im not planning on doing this but if anyone has done this i'd like to hear about it. Rehab is bettter than a record, im hoping against hope for drug diversion.
--- What is the court process going to be like? do i have any real input, a chance to speak (im not thinking so...)??
--- I plan on having my mum there. havent told her yet but i figure it will look good?
--- Will looking sad and dressing like my mum dressed me and having my mum there make an effective impression on the judge?
i've also since then layed off the drugs, . Its really impressed upon me the realisation that i was sinking myself and made me realise how much my drug use is possibly about to cost me in terms of future prospects if i went down for dealing. i have no intentions to stop completely, but have slowed by about 90% in the last almost 3 weeks and been clean for about 1 and a half weeks leading up to the court appearance.
Dont feel sorry for me, i dont deserve it. i do deserve (and probably needed) this to happen - Theres things ive realised i wanted to do with myself that i'd put aside, and might be about to have crossed out for good. but i'd like any help you can offer to possibly stop that.
Peece.
A couple of saturdays ago, at 3am, i'm on my way to the car to go home, im pretty chopped (three weeks since my pill, longest break in 7 or 8 months) and i decide, 50 metres from, and in view of the car, to steal a bus station poster. (for those who care - it wasnt even a good poster - in the bus stop in the side street near the camping stores )
In the middle of the valley, this is clearly the most ridiculous idea ive ever had. i clearly suffer from brain damage from my abuse if im making desicions like this.
anyway, the inevitable happens, a D car rolls up ( fruad squad from what i gathered... how whacked) and i get done with 12 in my wallet (brain damage duly noted.)
Anyway, it was 8 butterflys, 2 white smileys, the good ones, one no logo orange K pill and a white @. a rather nice collection if i do say so myself, a stash i intend to bury for needy times. i dont mind munching the local circulation crap on weekends and wanted this good shit for a festival of some description.
Anyway, now to my point. "Caught by the fuzz, Well I was still on a buzz"
And now i'm after any advice people here can offer with regards to my court date next monday - ESP brisbane young ones - im 18...
i told them that it was a stash, (didnt say that the k pill was K, didnt want 2 substances) and that i drop every weekend, almost without fail, for about 6 - 8 months, and need a good 3 or 4 to get through a night (i'm on tape saying that). heres for hoping i get away with personal use, though 12 is certainly pushing it. it IS, however, my first offence.
anyway, does Anyone have anything related to the trial, im not sure what im after but just tips or anything. i wasnt dealing and i dont want to go down as such.
--- I was curious, i was so chopped it HAD to be obvious to the arresting officers at the time, yet they asked me, and took my word for it, about my being straight and OK to answer questions on tape. Is this cause for having my statements recanted (im pretty certain it is), and is this worth doing anyway?
--- Someone suggested no sleep or food and a huge binge the prior few days, so i look like troubled addicted type. sounds loony, but likely to prove my personal use story, and probably land me in rehab... im not planning on doing this but if anyone has done this i'd like to hear about it. Rehab is bettter than a record, im hoping against hope for drug diversion.
--- What is the court process going to be like? do i have any real input, a chance to speak (im not thinking so...)??
--- I plan on having my mum there. havent told her yet but i figure it will look good?
--- Will looking sad and dressing like my mum dressed me and having my mum there make an effective impression on the judge?
i've also since then layed off the drugs, . Its really impressed upon me the realisation that i was sinking myself and made me realise how much my drug use is possibly about to cost me in terms of future prospects if i went down for dealing. i have no intentions to stop completely, but have slowed by about 90% in the last almost 3 weeks and been clean for about 1 and a half weeks leading up to the court appearance.
Dont feel sorry for me, i dont deserve it. i do deserve (and probably needed) this to happen - Theres things ive realised i wanted to do with myself that i'd put aside, and might be about to have crossed out for good. but i'd like any help you can offer to possibly stop that.
Peece.