Amina,
I wanted to explain the complexity of my relationship with dad. Although I do not fully understand it myself. I loved him then and I love him to this day. I love who he was before and for who I wish him to be today. I wrestle with my love for him and my fear.
If I resign myself to simply hate him, I lose some of my humanity. It's not easy to read, but I've found some healing in it. I wish you no pain and will not be hurt if you chose not to read. You are aware of the situation and I know how much you care. Nothing else is necessary.
Sweet Beautiful Caress.....
To me....you are the Biggest Winner of them all.....because after all was said and done, you can still LOVE
You're beautiful.
Lottsa luvs,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen