Some days I sit, lonesome, curled up into myself. And think about how he was the one to walk into my life. But that doesn't matter anymore. Nothing in those eyes matters anymore. Except the way they burn through me, still melting my heart, the way they have since that first minute. But I can't do anything. Except wipe painful salty tears from sad eyes and hope that one day maybe, just maybe, it won't hurt so bad.
All of those comfortably safe nights spent curled up through one another just weren't enough. The smiles... the giggles... the sparkling eyes... none of it was enough to hold onto whatever it was that we had. Not even my childish love could conquer the coldness he breathed. There were past moments when forever would be me and him. Laughing in such a childishly blissful way. That even the darkest night would smile brightly upon us.
But that was just my fantasy. Amidst the swirls of deception, fraud, and reality I can't remember when, or even why, my heart had begun to beat for him. An unsolved mystery since those first few weeks.
Tears fall to their resting place and sizzle loudly on my burning heart. Sometimes I find solace in their pain... only because something must be worth it, if my poor torn heart burns as passionately as it does....
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If I had MY way I'd have all of you SHOT!!
All of those comfortably safe nights spent curled up through one another just weren't enough. The smiles... the giggles... the sparkling eyes... none of it was enough to hold onto whatever it was that we had. Not even my childish love could conquer the coldness he breathed. There were past moments when forever would be me and him. Laughing in such a childishly blissful way. That even the darkest night would smile brightly upon us.
But that was just my fantasy. Amidst the swirls of deception, fraud, and reality I can't remember when, or even why, my heart had begun to beat for him. An unsolved mystery since those first few weeks.
Tears fall to their resting place and sizzle loudly on my burning heart. Sometimes I find solace in their pain... only because something must be worth it, if my poor torn heart burns as passionately as it does....
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If I had MY way I'd have all of you SHOT!!
