Stimulants can't stop doing ritalin

[becuzaliens]

I used to be a heavy xanax and cocaine user with occasional opiates in the mix, also huge fan of mdma. i was prescribed amphetamines my entire school life for A.D.D. and I was sober from everything for about 3 years befeore I started to get extremely bored, I'm in a new state completely and I don't know where to get any benzo's or downers, all I have is the bottle of methylphenidate that I was able to get perscribed from the doctor. keep in mind that its been like over 3 years since ive done this and I had a full bottle of 30 20mg tablets of methylphenidate and I've been snorting them. and it';s not fun. its not fun at all in fact i get extreme anxiety and paranoia unless I mixx some alcohol and even then its still not fun, Im about 75% through the script and I can't stop. even though i hate it i keeep taking it cuz its all i have, I don't know how to find new stuff like downers or benzos in the area its been so long since I got anything but I need something else because my personality is like I need something no matter how harmful it is, anything is better than nothing

 

[Spackeradder]

You're pretty clearly speeding right now, heh. I kinda know where you're coming from -- many a night spent puffing meth and peering out my window, paranoid that the copper over the side of the road has finally twigged, he knows, he knows, and he's coming, he's coming NOW. The paranoia and anxiety gets the better of us all, in the end.

'Neway, the more you binge, the longer you go, the more paranoid android you're gonna get. You need some food, a wash and a good night's sleep. Maybe some decent pot to help chill you out. Not a lot else I can say to help, friend.

 

[Dunno]

what was you're question?

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

I don't see a question here.. you're just tweaked and rambling, man. Ha. Try and just relax. Chill out and you'll be fine.

Closed.