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Can't do it no more

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SomeDamnGuy1435

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I'm 20 years old and addicted to meth and Oxycodone .... I use 100-200 mg of Oxycodone a day and close to half a gram a meth in two days ... I have crippling depression and anxiety and I want my life back I don't feel human

Please anyone I need advice and soon withdrawal scares the hell out of me but I no longer get high I just maintain that's all the drugs do ...

I Can't Taper down I'm not touching this stuff again
 
You came to the right place for help. You said you don't want to taper so if you go cold turkey, it's good to have some comfort meds on hand. Do you have access to any sort of benzos? You could take them at night to help you sleep. Also, clonidine (a blood pressure medicine) is useful. Keep yourself hydrated and have some plain food around because you may not feel like eating much. Also those boost supplement drinks are good to have.
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You can try locking yourself down at home with the meds mentioned above and pulling an Audie L. Murphy and tough that shit out. Many tough ass folks are not that tough though and if you need treatment, have the come to Jesus moment with your friends and family and find a way to get your ass in inpatient.
Hell even Audie Murphy worked after he got clean on making sure his people could get better help for their problems.
You can get clean if you want.
 
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That's some tough shit to deal with, I feel you

I'd recommend getting into a rehab place, they'll help you stay clean, can give meds to help with withdrawal and help you overcome the addiction. If you're not seeing a therapist and psychiatrist currently I'd recommend finding one of each, it'll help. I'd also recommend looking into SMART Recovery, it's a research based thing that uses skills and tools to help you recover and control your urges and change your thinking, it has application for depression and anxiety too. You can look up meeting locations and head to one, they're open and free. There's also NA and AA but I've heard bad things about NA and I dislike the judeo-christian spiritual aspect in AA and NA, but if you're a Christian/Jew/Muslim you may find good success there.

It sucks to go through this, it's hard, it's not fun, it hurts

it gets better
 
You can probably stop the meth completely, but you could probably taper the opiate. Every day will get a little easier and life always has value
 
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