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Cannabis WTF?

K A I N

Bluelighter
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I have smoked a bit of cannabis since from when I was quite young, about 16.
However, I've never been much of a pot head, and smoked very occasionally, and now don't really anymore.
Thinking back, I don't think that I ever liked it!
In, fact, I think I hated it!
Thing was, all my mates did it, and I felt I should. I always assumed it would be good, but just ended up getting too fucked and felling odd on it.
I would *pretend* to smoke it (you know what i mean), becuase I knew otherwise I would be too fucked.
But the fucked was never good, just worried and odd tingling sensations. I would get so fucked, I would go to get ready for bed, and be thinking "how the fuck am I doing stuff - I have know idea how i am brushing my teeth".
I was always worried I was too fucked.
I once has a very scary inccident at 17 when i drank loads and then smoked loads, and thought I was going to die. It was a mental torture - far worse than any physical pain. As a result, I have always been a bit paranoid about getting mentally fucked up, and was worried it would happen on pills.
So, bassically, why doesn't cannabis work for me? I don't like the stuff, it doesnt make me high, and I just wanna be sober whenever I'm on it.
 
Thats all part of the high, some enjoy it, while others hate it.
*Shrugs*
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"Everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything"
 
That blows. Cannabis is different for every person, I usually just have this real clear images of funny things, like if I see some guy that looks funny, I can imagine like his whole life, what his wife looks like, all kinds of crazy shit, you name it. Just more creativity I guess, improved senses and stuff, too.
 
Do you reckon if I were to just chill more and realise that nothing bad will happen it word work better for me?
I can be a kinda paranoid guy, but then e does wonders for me!
Having said that, I get some fucking scary shit in the night after e - panic attacks and the like...
 
Weed tends to make some people paranoid, I think its because of the expanded thinking when high.
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"Everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything"
 
Hey maybe it just isn't for you.
Just remember that no matter how fucked up you get, you can't "die" from a cannabis overdose. Remembering that can sometimes help get ya out of the panic-state.
 
Some just don't like it - even in a setting where I am comfortable, I simply hate the high - I used to smoke the best-of-the-best "crippy bud" and I hated it.. everything from the taste to the dry mouth ..
Some hate heroin - to each his own..
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'"
 
I wish i still got high like that . Now Weed (hydro) is just a daily part of life , so it is not as exciting to smoke , i kinda wish i could go back to the days when schwag got me blazed out of my mind
 
you can go back to those days.. at least somewhat close..
it's called - MODERATION.
so many people preach it here in regards to doing mdma.. it also applies to weed.
stop smoking for a month.. than take some bong hits of sticky white crystally bud, and you'll feel that high again.
it all goes back to the masturbation principle - if you do it 15 times a day, every day, is it even fun anymore?
 
I've never liked weed that much. Sure I love the body high, but I hate how my mind is so clouded I can't figure out how to tie my shoes. My favorite part of the high is towards the end where i still feel good physically, but my mind is clear.
 
I almost like getting stoned and going to a club/rave better than tripping or rolling....
sittin back in a couch, finding everything funny cause your stoned.. too bad it induces lethargy.. takes more ambition to get up and dance!
still not as fun as being a k-tard at a club though! =)
 
Weed will do that to you.
If you can't handle it, then don't do it.. However, I'd suggest that next time it happens you first tell yourself that the worst will pass in 15 mins.. Then, keep yourself busy by doing something in those 15 mins. I'd suggest good house music.
Jay
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"Roads, where we're going we don't need any roads."
 
Kane - I understand where you're coming from... when I first started smoking up, I really didn't like it ... It just made me confused, and gave me a wierd body buzz ... I was like "why do people like this shit? I cant stand the way it makes me feel" ...
After maybe my third or fourth time, I swore off it totally, because I hated it so much.. But that didn't last, and I decided to give it another try and finally by around my fifth or sixth time I finally started to understand the high, and appreciate it.. Now i find it really enjoyable, usually smoke up a couple times a week.
The best advice I could give is that setting is really important for me... If im in a relaxed environment (at home, in a cafe, etc) thats when I have the best time. Anywhere like a club/rave I find to be a bit too overwhelming, and I don't enjoy it as much ...
 
Yes Thelazer, GOOD HOUSE MUSIC! The benefits of listening to house cannot be stressed enough when smoking weed! haha
especially some deep soulful garage or thundering tribal rhythms...yesss!
- Citrus
 
Cassiopium
"My favorite part of the high is towards the end where i still feel good physically, but my mind is clear."
Have you ever tried eating it? Pot brownies, any other way of cooking it? Its a far different high than smoking. Longer, less stupid, and more of the part you seem to like. You may not like smoking herb, but I'd be curious to see how you like the high you get from cooking with it. If you're down, give it a try and let me know, I think you may just find it'll be a lot longer, and composed almost entirely of the part you like.
Let me know.
 
Pot puts me in a very strange place that I really don't like. It really is not for everyone. I wouldn't worry about it too much, there are so many other things out there that I have tried that have been amazingly awesome places for me, maybe for you too. Everyone reacts differently to things. I wouldn't get too anxious about trying something else, you won't know until you try. I personally call MDMA the Disneyland of all chemicals.
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Maybe he has some pre-existing mental illness that's attributes are more prominent when he gets high.
anyway, I LOOOOOVE WEEEED!! Its one of my fav. rave drugs. Seriously ive done E plenty and "rolled my ass off" but never understood why poeple like E more than weed. I understand we are all different, so thast probably my answer! anyway sound is so lovely and i get sooo much energy, its great! peace
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To use your head you have to go out of your mind- Dr. Tmothy Leary
 
O.k, your scaring me now - some mental illness????
You just messing, yeah?
I have another mate that reckons weed does nothing for him.
I should point ou that ONCE, I got an amazing affect of cannabis - I was with my mates and brother in a free house, and I felt great - like in a dome where everything was soft and everyone was my friend - almost like a weak mdma feeling. There was no paranoia.
Can I just ask, if cannabis normally does nothing good for me, and just fucks with my mind, is it bad for me to be smoking it? Is it a sign that i should stayt well away from it?
May I have done damage by smoking it?
Cheers...
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º ö <----- "Maybe if I open my mouth wide enough that little pill in the sky will fall into my tummy.
 
AVGalaxy, yeah I've heard that the high from eating weed is different, I'll give it a try and let you know how it goes!
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