Cosmopolis
Greenlighter
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The night before, I and a friend had taken one tab of 25C-NBOMe and smoked weed. We had a long, fantastic ego death and we walked around all night trying to convey the ideas we had. I remember when the trip was nearly over I smoked weed to try to intensify it a little, and I had an experience very similar to DMT when I closed my eyes. I went to sleep with mirtazapine and slept for a few hours before my annoying friend for some reason woke me up because HE couldn't sleep. I felt completely sober by then. I decided to smoke some more weed that morning.
Experience with cannabis: I have smoked weed for a couple of years, often every day for a few weeks. After smoking huge amounts, I have never really experienced tripping on weed. I did, however, overdose on AM-2201 once, which (like this experienced) caused an extremely unfamiliar and overwhelming kind of perception, also without any OEVs.
I took a big hit from the bong. It hurt my lungs, and the pain wouldn't go away. After a few seconds I felt a regular kind of high. Shortly after, though, I suddenly realized how fucked my reality had become. The incredible headfuck is impossible to describe, and it's unlike anything I've ever experienced, and the closest thing in my experience was the AM-2201 overdose.
While my entire way of perceiving the world had changed completely in a bizarre and kind of depressing way. This part of the trip is completely beyond language and there's no point in trying to describe it.
Visually, my vision would be choppy. It would update every half second or so, but not the object I focused on. Whichever object I focused on would move normally while the surroundings and background would be choppy. I kept watching the fan move from left to right with such smooth movement. I felt like the fan was conscious, but I knew it wasn't. The colors and the world in general looked extremely "fake" in a way I can't describe.
I nervously tried to explain to my friend what I was experiencing. I started suspecting I was experiencing psychosis or suddenly had acquired schizophrenia or something, and I considered calling an ambulance, but refrained.
A big part of the trip was imagining my vision being a gigantic monitor that stretches from beyond the far left point of my field of vision and beyond the right, and my "I" and center of consciousness was a tiny head and body in front of that gigantic 3D monitor.
When I closed my eyes I found myself in an empty, black space. I could see stars in the distance, and I could feel a warm wind (the fan made it feel very vivid) and I would almost forget where I was in real life. I landed on some strange planet and walked around the bizarre plants.
There were no visual hallucinations unless I closed my eyes. That's why it's hard to explain the nature of the trip. It was like my brain was switched out with an alien's mind, which could be different from ours in unimaginable ways.
After googling I found out more people started experiencing this after doing psychedelics. The mirtazapine (which made the visual part of the 25C-NBOMe trip much less pronounced, and could have antagonized some receptors, making other kinds of serotonin receptors be too excited) could also have affected me, but I suspect it was mainly the 25C-NBOMe.
I'm kind of hoping that this is permanent, because I got bored with weed some time ago. It's not spectacular anymore. This, however, was an extremely overwhelming experience. Now I'm sober again and I can't feel any difference mentally, so I'm definitely not psychotic, lol.
Has anyone else experienced something similar?
Experience with cannabis: I have smoked weed for a couple of years, often every day for a few weeks. After smoking huge amounts, I have never really experienced tripping on weed. I did, however, overdose on AM-2201 once, which (like this experienced) caused an extremely unfamiliar and overwhelming kind of perception, also without any OEVs.
I took a big hit from the bong. It hurt my lungs, and the pain wouldn't go away. After a few seconds I felt a regular kind of high. Shortly after, though, I suddenly realized how fucked my reality had become. The incredible headfuck is impossible to describe, and it's unlike anything I've ever experienced, and the closest thing in my experience was the AM-2201 overdose.
While my entire way of perceiving the world had changed completely in a bizarre and kind of depressing way. This part of the trip is completely beyond language and there's no point in trying to describe it.
Visually, my vision would be choppy. It would update every half second or so, but not the object I focused on. Whichever object I focused on would move normally while the surroundings and background would be choppy. I kept watching the fan move from left to right with such smooth movement. I felt like the fan was conscious, but I knew it wasn't. The colors and the world in general looked extremely "fake" in a way I can't describe.
I nervously tried to explain to my friend what I was experiencing. I started suspecting I was experiencing psychosis or suddenly had acquired schizophrenia or something, and I considered calling an ambulance, but refrained.
A big part of the trip was imagining my vision being a gigantic monitor that stretches from beyond the far left point of my field of vision and beyond the right, and my "I" and center of consciousness was a tiny head and body in front of that gigantic 3D monitor.
When I closed my eyes I found myself in an empty, black space. I could see stars in the distance, and I could feel a warm wind (the fan made it feel very vivid) and I would almost forget where I was in real life. I landed on some strange planet and walked around the bizarre plants.
There were no visual hallucinations unless I closed my eyes. That's why it's hard to explain the nature of the trip. It was like my brain was switched out with an alien's mind, which could be different from ours in unimaginable ways.
After googling I found out more people started experiencing this after doing psychedelics. The mirtazapine (which made the visual part of the 25C-NBOMe trip much less pronounced, and could have antagonized some receptors, making other kinds of serotonin receptors be too excited) could also have affected me, but I suspect it was mainly the 25C-NBOMe.
I'm kind of hoping that this is permanent, because I got bored with weed some time ago. It's not spectacular anymore. This, however, was an extremely overwhelming experience. Now I'm sober again and I can't feel any difference mentally, so I'm definitely not psychotic, lol.
Has anyone else experienced something similar?