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Bluelight Crew
I took 4 hits (mids) from a joint smoked int he corner of my backyard. Took a (~15min?) walk that felt like an hour. setting was night time suburb cold some snow.
where to start. i guess at the begining. let me remember. .. ok ill just describe affects
world was cartoony, plastic, beautiful. looking at things made them turn into other things. i saw patterns and images layed in everything. there was a small lit statue in a yard, i dont really know what it was, but i saw it as jesus christ, an angel, a woman, and some other things. it had a very wierd feel. one of the odd points of my .25mile trek.
looking at plants, they become metal, seemingly A. hard B. part of my mind
indeed it was hard to distinguish what was in my mnid and what wasnt. usually there arent police sirens all teh time. i heard police sirens most of hte walk. whenever i thought about it, i heard it, even if i wasnt just before i thought about it. this had nothing to do with paranoia, of which i had none. just confusion of the static placed in all my senses.
the world was a painting. everything was so beautiful and significant. id stop and stare at particular things for several minutes.
i looked down the street and felt like i was looking into myself. i could will the feeling of hte road to be so long, or so short, and manipulate how short it looked.
my thuoghts were cleared. mostly nonverbal thoughts racing. (by cleared i mean no backround thoughts, i was completely in the moment etc)
world appeared in flashes if i looked down. time was quite slow.
as for body feeling... feels like im moving in liquid. my sense of pressure, motion, and other things cant describe, all were seeminlgy randomized. i felt like i was being thrown back by the wind (no wind out), like my head was so pressurized it was contracting, etc.
visually, colors became brighter, more surreal, and simpler. more contrast between colors, also all colors brighther and more colorful, however while it was higher contrast and sharpness and i was better able to notice small changes of color, small changes of color had the feeling of blending in with one another causing a cartoon affect (like a leaf would be three shades of green, where normally thered be dozens). i don t know how the two affects can coexist..
lots of mindfuck. no thought loops this time, but my mind definitly felt like someone else. as normally when high, i seem to do the same things that i do sober automatically, but consciously doing them. also, childhood memories pop up all the time and connect themselves with perceptions.
was quite a fun walk
im still high, lost the trip though. im sure if i meditate ill get the trip back, but id rather eat (have eaten about 12 reeses... even after having eaten 12 earlier today.. : \) and watch tv, as im chemically a hedonist right now
where to start. i guess at the begining. let me remember. .. ok ill just describe affects
world was cartoony, plastic, beautiful. looking at things made them turn into other things. i saw patterns and images layed in everything. there was a small lit statue in a yard, i dont really know what it was, but i saw it as jesus christ, an angel, a woman, and some other things. it had a very wierd feel. one of the odd points of my .25mile trek.
looking at plants, they become metal, seemingly A. hard B. part of my mind
indeed it was hard to distinguish what was in my mnid and what wasnt. usually there arent police sirens all teh time. i heard police sirens most of hte walk. whenever i thought about it, i heard it, even if i wasnt just before i thought about it. this had nothing to do with paranoia, of which i had none. just confusion of the static placed in all my senses.
the world was a painting. everything was so beautiful and significant. id stop and stare at particular things for several minutes.
i looked down the street and felt like i was looking into myself. i could will the feeling of hte road to be so long, or so short, and manipulate how short it looked.
my thuoghts were cleared. mostly nonverbal thoughts racing. (by cleared i mean no backround thoughts, i was completely in the moment etc)
world appeared in flashes if i looked down. time was quite slow.
as for body feeling... feels like im moving in liquid. my sense of pressure, motion, and other things cant describe, all were seeminlgy randomized. i felt like i was being thrown back by the wind (no wind out), like my head was so pressurized it was contracting, etc.
visually, colors became brighter, more surreal, and simpler. more contrast between colors, also all colors brighther and more colorful, however while it was higher contrast and sharpness and i was better able to notice small changes of color, small changes of color had the feeling of blending in with one another causing a cartoon affect (like a leaf would be three shades of green, where normally thered be dozens). i don t know how the two affects can coexist..
lots of mindfuck. no thought loops this time, but my mind definitly felt like someone else. as normally when high, i seem to do the same things that i do sober automatically, but consciously doing them. also, childhood memories pop up all the time and connect themselves with perceptions.
was quite a fun walk
im still high, lost the trip though. im sure if i meditate ill get the trip back, but id rather eat (have eaten about 12 reeses... even after having eaten 12 earlier today.. : \) and watch tv, as im chemically a hedonist right now
