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Cannabis - experienced - goodbye dose

qwe

qwe

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well i want to get rid of my hppd symptoms and cannabis makes it worse...so this is my last dose for about a year or until the hppd is gone

i realized i recently have been using weed for hedonistic purposes... ie take it to giggle more when watching TV or to enjoy pizza ALOT

so i wanted a glowing experience to remember it by. i know it has a lot of power, ive experienced wonderful meditative states on it

so i smoked a few hits from my joint, then took a bath so there wouldnt be any body discomfort which happens during a lot of my highs

i prepared to meditate, to go home again to that amazing mindstate where everything is dark yet glowing and i have no idea whether any thought has any validity and i witness amazingly deep thoughts and with the slowing down of time and the detachedness of me from me, to observe my thoughts and feelings and reactions as if they are of someone else

well. i thought about sex. started masterbating. got out of the bath, went to my room, and watched porn adn whacked off for about a half hour. then i watched tv and giggled and ate food

thanks alot weed...
 
yea thats the same with me, i smoke dope like a few times a day, just to feel better, i enjoy everything better on dope,
but i will be stopping soon aswell, since im moving and wont know anyone to score drugs hahahah.
but ah yes, sex is so great on cannabis, not to mention spanking the monkey, all good times my son.
nice report

peace.
 
Yeh even though reading about you wank kinda made me feel sick, it is real fun when you are totally wasted Bwahahah
 
wait till after exams why? ;)
I tend to enjoy exams more after a jay on the way to school
 
^ hells yea

LOL

fuck man i been smoking while writing all these papers

ugh

i dunno it's 5:14 am and i might smoke up yet...i have a paper due 11:30am, but i'm not even sure if i should bother cause i haven't gotten anything on it yet...

heh

meh

weed...hmm...
 
I find that weed improves my creative writing, but as far as analytical papers I suck ass on weed, I can't remeber qoutes, got no idea on context, my syntax is totally fucked up, so I refrain from smoking around exams. I am still in highschool and in australia the exams actually count. I can't wait untill university so all I have to do is pass.
 
Alot of weed and essays don't mix, smoke a tiny bit (just enough to feel the high) and you'll be flying so interested in that piece of work your doing.
 
I don't fucking understand it I gave up weed for a number of reasons, mainly because I kept getting real self conscious and slow as fuck, and instead of my grades and skills at colledge improving they are now ten times worse, it makes no sense :\
 
^^Thats exactly what happended to me,i expected my memory and energy levels to improve-didn't happen they got worse.I got more lazy,stupid and unhealthy than i ever was on weed.Pah why do i bother.
 
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