Reflekshun
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- Nov 23, 2001
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Fun to read Weed Trip
DOSE: Shared two diluted cones (bud with avg weed) and one pure cone (bud)
WHEN: All smoked together at once, very late at night
SETTING: First half outside, making my way in my house, upstairs. Second half in my room at computer. Headphones were used for music. I am very tired before hand and in the mood to get stoned
- Smoked outside in neighbours backyard with my neighbour
- A great *concious* disconnection from reality/this world
- Color perception totally diff.. color blind i think.. color of flowers in the distance were changing right in front of my eyes
- First time with widescreen view
- First time with pop music
- the separation/isolation of layers was very nice
- the vocals didn't sound recorded but LIVE
- Was almost totally immobilised!!!! very very hard to move back into house..
- Passed out because i smoked too much
I looked at my neighbour.. seemed like he was just a shadow.. is was not him anymore.. colors were just totally different.. i directed my body towards the entrance of my front door and ordered it to go that way (did not give any instructions as to how to move my legs, they just moved of their own accord in the most relaxing way possible). Friend didn't lose his ego, but it was faltering
this weed is so good it can almost eat through even the strongest of egos. When my friend left, a few seconds and my ego was completely turned off.. i clung to the handle of the security door.. the disconnection from reality was really quick and intense.. so it was hard to stand up or do ANYTHING normal.. i was staring at everything in front of me, but my view was much wider.. the feeling you get when you're at an IMAX theatre and they open up the entire screen which covers your peripheral vision too.. my mind was taking greater note of peripheral vision and so effectively widened my field of view.. was nice.. but colors were totally diff, i remember lots of purple and other psychedelic colors.. while holding onto the handle of the half opened security door, i slowly slowly slipped down.. Repeating to myself 'i'm not connected to this world, i'm not connected to this world'. It was such a disconnection from usual conciousness i even felt I was in an alternate dimension. I was in a full crouching position at this time, looking at the distant flowers across the road which were changing colors right infront of my eyes, dull psychedelic color cycle..
Used a bit of my willpower to snap out of it for a bit and stand up, took me ages to get from outside the door to inside the door.. while slooooooowly sidestepping past the main front door, i felt so above the door, just a bit of perception funnyness. because it was so dark, it was doing funny things too like warping or changing into something else, almost lost balance, i must have been swaying back and forward alot, my balance perception was a bit warped too, funny gravitational pulls or probably just me... anyways, very hard to get key in keyhole. it's obvious you start giving instructions out to your body.. 'put key in keyhole' 'go forward, go forward' 'up the stairs' 'further' 'once more' etc.. but i never felt like i was actually directly controlling my legs or arms. eg. when i was walking up the stairs i gave the 'up the stairs' order, and my legs just did their own thing.. walking each step exactly the same as last, and each arm movement on the banister the exact same each time. again, again, again, again, until i finally reached the top..
Got to my comp.. neighbour was online 'i'm sooooo stoned.. i cant move.. this is wierd' heheh he'd almost never admit to these sorts of things, he doesn't like the idea of tripping. Anyways we didn't have much fruitful conversations cos for one we were quite immobilised.. and two, we often forgot what we were typing about halfway through typing a message. FISH BRAINS! hehe.
Looked at drempels screensaver and thought at first, nah this is boring. I felt i could understand it too well and it became boring, but after a while of sitting, i became even more stoned and the next time i looked at it, the colors were rich, and i was seeing these very real textures.. live textures not computer generated.. tangible. I've always listened to psytrance/house/dance music while stoned but i tried something different this time - Tina Arena..
Got the usual separation isolation effect. Each and everything was seperate from each other, it's not the huge chunk that the average listener would hear, it's all the layers completely separate from each other.. very satisfying because i could hear all the hiding notes/sounds/vocals. I got to a point where i could TOTALLY isolate the vocal track. it was just tinas lead voice track with all reverb/echo effects.. SEPARATE.. so clear and raw.. as per usual on weed i started to understand her voice to the freakin core.. like i knew what she was doing to her vocal chords to make her convey this emotion and that emotion.. I was bloody in the studio with her and she was singing into my ear.. that's what it's like - very alive vocals, doesn't sound recorded it sounds live. Because of increased awareness heard her whispering/talking verrrrrrrry softly under her vocals (same words as her lead vocals no satanic messages hehe). I had never had the slightest clue about this before.. There were quite a few other similar things like this.
My memory starts to fade at this point.. it's kinda a blur.. checked out the screensaver again - still doing great things, turned it off, listened to rest of tina album. finished it.. sat there. passed out for 5-10 mins (can't really tell) woke up and fell onto my bed. wasted my weed really.. should never go that far again, it's just a waste if you fall asleep on good weed.
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DOSE: Shared two diluted cones (bud with avg weed) and one pure cone (bud)
WHEN: All smoked together at once, very late at night
SETTING: First half outside, making my way in my house, upstairs. Second half in my room at computer. Headphones were used for music. I am very tired before hand and in the mood to get stoned
- Smoked outside in neighbours backyard with my neighbour
- A great *concious* disconnection from reality/this world
- Color perception totally diff.. color blind i think.. color of flowers in the distance were changing right in front of my eyes
- First time with widescreen view
- First time with pop music
- the separation/isolation of layers was very nice
- the vocals didn't sound recorded but LIVE
- Was almost totally immobilised!!!! very very hard to move back into house..
- Passed out because i smoked too much
I looked at my neighbour.. seemed like he was just a shadow.. is was not him anymore.. colors were just totally different.. i directed my body towards the entrance of my front door and ordered it to go that way (did not give any instructions as to how to move my legs, they just moved of their own accord in the most relaxing way possible). Friend didn't lose his ego, but it was faltering
Used a bit of my willpower to snap out of it for a bit and stand up, took me ages to get from outside the door to inside the door.. while slooooooowly sidestepping past the main front door, i felt so above the door, just a bit of perception funnyness. because it was so dark, it was doing funny things too like warping or changing into something else, almost lost balance, i must have been swaying back and forward alot, my balance perception was a bit warped too, funny gravitational pulls or probably just me... anyways, very hard to get key in keyhole. it's obvious you start giving instructions out to your body.. 'put key in keyhole' 'go forward, go forward' 'up the stairs' 'further' 'once more' etc.. but i never felt like i was actually directly controlling my legs or arms. eg. when i was walking up the stairs i gave the 'up the stairs' order, and my legs just did their own thing.. walking each step exactly the same as last, and each arm movement on the banister the exact same each time. again, again, again, again, until i finally reached the top..
Got to my comp.. neighbour was online 'i'm sooooo stoned.. i cant move.. this is wierd' heheh he'd almost never admit to these sorts of things, he doesn't like the idea of tripping. Anyways we didn't have much fruitful conversations cos for one we were quite immobilised.. and two, we often forgot what we were typing about halfway through typing a message. FISH BRAINS! hehe.
Looked at drempels screensaver and thought at first, nah this is boring. I felt i could understand it too well and it became boring, but after a while of sitting, i became even more stoned and the next time i looked at it, the colors were rich, and i was seeing these very real textures.. live textures not computer generated.. tangible. I've always listened to psytrance/house/dance music while stoned but i tried something different this time - Tina Arena..
My memory starts to fade at this point.. it's kinda a blur.. checked out the screensaver again - still doing great things, turned it off, listened to rest of tina album. finished it.. sat there. passed out for 5-10 mins (can't really tell) woke up and fell onto my bed. wasted my weed really.. should never go that far again, it's just a waste if you fall asleep on good weed.
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